UNDER THE ACACIAS
Part Four of Chronicles of the Pride Lands
by John Burkitt and David Morris
LEGAL NOTE: This original copyrighted work is based on Walt Disney's
feature film, "The Lion King." Elements taken directly from "The Lion
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Our e-mail addresses are:
John H. Burkitt: john.burkitt@nashville.com
David A. Morris: damorris@wilmington.net
Your comments on our work, pro and con, are always welcome.
This story is a fictional work, but we don't claim that any resemblance
to any characters living or dead is purely coincidental. With love and
respect, we acknowledge the debt we owe to those who taught us how to
laugh and cry. Without acting as clear models for any one character,
many great souls, some non-human, have been woven deeply into the fabric
of our lives only to end up in "Under the Acacias."
FOREWORD BY THE AUTHORS:
Much of this material was originally slated to appear in "Shadow
of the Makei," and "Spirit Quest," but it pulled from the focus of the
works. It had to wait its turn to be published. Does this mean the
material is a series of "outtakes" stitched together? Hardly! In a
very real sense, the four parts of Chronicles of the Pride Lands were
being worked on at once. Each part matured at a different time. In
that sense, The Spirit Quest was not a sequel, nor were Shadow of the
Makei or Under the Acacias. These form parts of a whole, and reading
them out of order will make a lot less sense to you. It is my fond hope
someday to see the four parts ordered chronologically and united into
one work.
In completing this story, we have used the last of the "next
project" file, and unlike the others this work did not produce the core
of a future story. It is with a sense of fulfillment and closure that
we submit the conclusion of the cycle begun with Chronicles of the Pride
Lands.
Will Dave and I collaborate again? Sure! Will the stories be
canon with Chronicles? Sure! Will it be Volume 5 of Chronicles? No.
Than what will we do? From time to time I taunt David with humorous
pitches for stories based on the gopher ("Under the Golden Savanna"),
and the wildebeests ("The Little Chewer That Cud"). Don't spread gossip
about these pseudo-fanfics--not even in your dreams!! But Nala--hmm,
that could prove an interesting challenge for two male authors trying to
avoid stereotypes and clichÇs....
This story is lovingly dedicated to the memories of George and Joy
Adamson. Gathered to Aiheu, they are indeed "forever free."
John Burkitt, Nashville, Tennessee
February 12, 1997
Well, here we are again. Pride Rock's shadow has grown long,
burying the promontory in darkness as the sun slips beneath the western
horizon. We have many things to do tonight, but first there's something
we'd like to share.
Somewhere in the midst of writing "The Spirit Quest," something
strange and wonderful happened. This story is mainly about two figures
from that work, one brand new, the other a familiar companion from
"Chronicles" who came together, forging a relationship that was to
ultimately affect not only those around them, but John and I as well.
The new figure from "The Spirit Quest" is of course Ugas. And the
old companion? The lioness Uzuri. Master of the hunt, devoted mother,
and stalwart friend, she has touched the lives of nearly everyone around
her to some degree...and that includes the authors, as well.
Let us go now; the lionesses are gathering, and Uzuri is ready.
The hunt awaits.
David Morris, Wilmington, North Carolina
February 12, 1997
PROLOGUE:
High on top of Elephant Kopje where the bare rock lay exposed,
weathered but defiant, there was a crack. Years of dust storms had
patiently filled that crack with small amounts of soil. And in that
crack grew a single stalk of Alba whose one red blossom looked up to God
with hope for the coming rains. Where the seed came from, only Aiheu
knew, but he looked down on it and smiled. "One Who Brings Rain," Aiheu
said, "take care of my garden."
"Lord, I see but a single flower," the cloud answered.
"But it has the faith of a thousand," Aiheu said. "Any flower can
grow by the river bank, but this one has brought beauty to barrenness."
Even in the stoniest ground, the smallest spark of life may bring
beauty. And where the beauty is found, Aiheu smiles. This is a story
of one such spark--the lioness Uzuri--and the beauty she brought amid
the dark days of Taka's reign.
CHAPTER: HYENAS IN THE PRIDE LANDS
Birds still sang in the trees. Clouds still wafted across the
sky. A gentle breeze still caressed the grass and stirred it in waves
of serene detachment. But for the lionesses of Pride Rock, the old
world they thought would last forever had abruptly ended: Mufasa and
Simba were gone.
Sarabi was looking for strength to live from moment to moment.
Nala was huddled against her mother, struggling to understand her loss.
No longer would Mufasa call her "honey tree" and tell her stories of the
great kings of the past. And her friend Simba was gone forever--no more
games, no more words, no more anything. In the depths of her grief, she
wished she had let Simba win at wrestling just once. Now she would
never get another chance.
"How bad did it hurt?" she asked her mother.
Sarafina was a huntress and had seen her share of death. Shaking
with emotion, she weighed her words carefully and said, "He was so
surprised, he didn't feel much pain. I mean, before he had time to
think, they'd have been all over him." She felt warm tears run down her
face. "The poor little angel!" She began to fondle Nala with a paw.
"If it had been my little girl, I'd have died! Just died! Don't you
ever go near that place, or I'll cuff your behind! Do you hear me,
Missy??" Sarafina nuzzled her and kissed her.
"Oh, Momma!" Nala began to sob. "I won't go there! I promise!"
She added in a near whisper, "But can't we go see him one last time?"
"No!" Fini kissed her again. "You don't want to remember him the
way he looks now. You really don't."
Before the last warmth had left the old King's body, a new ruler
sat atop Pride Rock and proceeding toward him up the winding trail were
the hyenas of Shenzi's clan. This was the new world, a frightening
place of uncertainty, mistrust and grief. Uzuri watched them with
bitter anguish as they violated her sanctuary, and she silently cursed
Taka for betraying his people. Hyenas had murdered his aunt and uncle,
and he was taking them into his home!
Despite his promise of a "glorious new future," Taka was merely
paying his debt to Shenzi, and he cared little for most of her race.
But there was one hyena that he loved above all loves remaining in his
tortured heart. Fabana broke from her place in the processional and ran
to Taka's side, fawning on him. He nuzzled her gently, turning her
small, scarred face with his large paw and kissing her cheek with his
large tongue. "Muti," he said in broken hyannic, "mo keth ban'ret
dubrek!"
Some of the hyenas looked around, puzzled. "Betra hyannicha?" one
of them asked.
He shook his head. "Just a few phrases I picked up."
Shenzi satisfied the longing of a lifetime to see the world from
the tip of the promontory, planning for the day when she didn't have to
share it with the lions. All the while, oblivious to her conceited
gloating, Taka lovingly stroked Fabana with his paw and gazed into her
smiling face.
"I sit here tonight because of you, Muti. I would have killed
myself, and my hopeless spirit would have wandered the night while a
stranger ruled the Pride Lands."
"If it hadn't been me, someone else would have stopped you."
"You would say that. You always believe that goodness prevails."
He kissed her cheek. "I love you more than words can say."
Tears ran down her face, and she sat leaning gently against him.
"My dear son."
CHAPTER: RECIPE FOR DISASTER
The first night without Mufasa's comforting presence was the
hardest for Sarabi. She slinked quietly to the spot where she had spent
so many blissful nights pressed against his beautiful body. His scent
still hung in the air, and closed her eyes, clinging to that one last
trace. "Oh gods, help me!" she cried, falling to the ground sobbing.
That evening her own sister had practically thrown herself before
Taka, even after he had brought hyenas into the Pride Lands. Hyenas
had murdered her parents! After that, she could not bring herself to
speak to Elanna. Now her dear friend Rafiki was confined in house
arrest. She had no one to turn to for comfort and had to weep alone.
Only God stood between her and total isolation.
There were exactly forty paces to the end of the promontory. On
the forty-first she could find an end to suffering. One extra step into
the arms of love, and all the things she wished she could say to Mufasa
and Simba would come pouring out before them as sweet as fragrance from
the nighttime jasmine. But what a blow it would be to those she left
behind! Sarafina and Isha would have to drag her battered body to the
jackals and watch as her flesh was torn from her by small, sharp teeth.
No, after weighing the consequences, she accepted her fate and chose the
path of duty. Her life, worth living or not, would go on.
Elanna had considered her own path of duty. Her heart was pierced
with thorns over the anger of her sister and the disapproval of the
Pride Sisters. It would have been simple to turn away from Taka and
stay in the good graces of her friends. But she had watched Taka's
struggle with depression and frustration wear away at him and take his
joys away one by one. His first love had rejected him, and his parents
were dead. Now his brother was dead, and he had to turn to the hyenas
for comfort. She wanted to love him, to comfort him and give his life
meaning once more. And hoping against hope that he would find solace in
her love, she had dared to offer herself to him completely and openly.
Sarabi had asked her to choose between her sister and her lover,
to give up happiness and cubs of her own, and share Sarabi's loneliness
forever in return for acceptance by the Pride.
"It's not fair!" Elanna prayed fervently. "I love her enough to
die for her and right now I should be by her side, but she won't have
me! She loved him once--how can she blame me for needing him so? She
doesn't understand, God. What can I say that will make her listen??"
Taka stole quietly to her side and nuzzled her. "So sad, my
darling?"
"Hold me," she said, as tears ran down her cheeks. "Let me feel
you near me."
Taka kissed away her tears and began to stroke her with his paw.
"I've never seen you more beautiful than you are right now. Such a kind
heart, capable of such compassion." He looked at her with a tenderness
uncommon to him. "If I'd known how you felt before, things might have
been very different now."
"How?"
"Does it matter?"
Taka rested beside her feeling her comforting presence. He closed
his eyes and could see Mufasa and Sarabi with little Simba resting in
their favorite spot. Next to them, Elanna nursing a small Taka and a
small Lannie. Taka loved Mufasa once, as he had loved Sarabi. If only
he had stopped striving after a vain dream and seen the potential in
Elanna long ago! Under the circumstances, Taka felt his deeds were
justified, but still he wondered if there was more he could have done to
purge the curse that poisoned Mufasa's love and alienated Sarabi. The
nagging doubt that he was partly to blame for began to eat away at him,
and he felt contaminated--dirty in ways that no water could wash clean.
Oh to have felt clean again! He would have been content with
Elanna's sincere and unblemished love. And there would have been no
hyenas in the Pride Lands earning him the undying hatred of the pride.
The price he paid to rule was too high, but it was final and there could
be no refund. Opening his eyes once more to the sobering truth, he
kissed Elanna's cheek and sighed deeply.
Uzuri and the other pride sisters were also very upset, but they
found solace in the discipline and effort of the hunt. Sarabi's missing
position hurt them like a wound, and Uzuri discretely asked Ajenti to
take the left point of the crescent formation. Ajenti took a few steps
toward Sarabi's old spot, but she broke down into tears.
"I can't! I just can't! It's HER spot!"
"There now," Isha said. "You take my spot, Honey Tree. I'll do
the left point tonight."
Painfully, Isha stalked to the left point position and took the
post with unaccustomed somberness. "Well, let's do this thing."
Meanwhile with unaccustomed jubilation, the hyenas were going to
hunt the Pride Lands without the fear of being discovered. Used to the
arid conditions of the elephant graveyard, the smell of fresh grass and
trees, of blossoms and vines intoxicated their senses. The scents on
the wind filled them with promises of good times ahead.
Not that Ber or the other loyalists got to enjoy any of that.
Their ties to the former Roh'mach earned them endless, mind-numbing
guard duty. Shenzi suspected that the old ways were too ingrained in
them to trust them with anything else.
Ber watched the night sky and sighed. The distant laughter of his
clan brothers stirred a longing in him to be out and about following the
trail. "Roh'kash, first I lost my son, and now I've lost my true
calling! Great Mother, am I to rot out here like a discarded bone with
all the marrow stripped away? Show me the way out, Great Mother! There
is only death here!"
Uzuri nodded, and her pride sisters spread out in a pattern of her
own design, ready to advance on a herd of gazelles. The moon was kind--
just full enough to see by, but not full enough to betray the lithe
lionesses in the tall grass.
Uzuri's ears flattened back and her tail twitched. Instantly her
pride sisters tensed up, ready for action. They waited for the signal
to rush....
"Now I got you!" shouted a hyena, darting between the lionesses
and the gazelles in pursuit of a bolting hare. The gazelles looked
around and fled.
"Damn!" Uzuri yelled.
The hyena closed on the hare and with a snap, he had snatched the
life from the small body. Bearing his trophy proudly, he trotted back
across the meadow toward Pride Rock.
Ber watched Skulk prance by with a dead rabbit. Not far behind
him was the hunting party of lionesses, and Ber could tell they were
furious.
"Back early, I see? Did luck go with you?"
"Yes!" Isha spat. "All of it bad!"
"Hfff! Did it have to do with that rabbit?"
Without answering, Isha and the others pushed past him and went to
see Taka.
The King was lying down napping when he got a rude nudge from
Uzuri. "Look here, we have a problem."
"We do indeed," Taka said grumpily. "Never do that when I'm
asleep!"
"Those--friends of yours--just spoiled our chances of pulling down
a gazelle or two for a lousy rabbit! We can't have them running wild
while we're hunting! You're King--do something!"
"Well I just might, since I AM King. Not that you'd know it from
the level respect you show me."
"I'm sorry--Sire."
"This union will work. I didn't say there wouldn't be any
problems at first. What we need is more cooperation. Something like a
mutual hunt. That's it--you get together with Pipkah and plan something
you can all pull off together."
"But sire, our styles are so different!"
"That's why I'm putting an expert in charge. You will justify the
faith I have in you, hmm?"
"I'll do my best."
"That's all I ask of anyone. Now run along and let me get some
sleep."
He closed his eyes and rolled over. Clearly, the subject was
closed.
CHAPTER: WITHOUT A PRAYER
The next night came in silent splendor. Sarabi looked with misty
eyes at the stars as they made their nightly migration across the
heavens.
"Aiheu," she wailed. "Help us! Call up the ancestral spirits!
Send Taka wisdom to turn from the path he has taken! Help him to see
the folly of his ways. But until he finds the right path, help us to
deal with these hyenas." She pawed at the sky and added, "I don't
understand any of this. I don't understand why good people like Simba
have to die while Shenzi goes on and on. But you are merciful. I know
you are just and good. Don't forget us in our hour of need! Please
don't forget us!"
Ber also prayed. "We are hated here. I want to go home and take
my family with me! These lions do not want us, and though their land is
good, I cannot sleep safely in the shadow of this rock. Touch our
Roh'mach and open her eyes to the truth! Drive out from among us the
deceiver and forgive us of our recklessness!"
"Let the hunt begin," Taka's voice boomed with unbridled optimism.
"Hunt mistress, we need your blessing!"
Uzuri went to stand near Taka. The blessing was supposed to be an
important milestone, and the new King had given her some prompting on
what he wanted her to say. It should not have taken her much thought to
do that. He wanted her customary reference to "Aiheu" to be expressed
as a more generic "God," and wanted all references to "Him" or "His"
changed to avoid offending the hyenas whose God was the female Roh'kash.
And yet Uzuri stood before the crowd, lions on her right and
hyenas on her left. She looked at the expectant hyenas and felt a
shiver run down her spine. Then she glanced over at the lionesses.
Their faces were downcast and their ears and tails sagged. Taka's ideas
on a "glorious new era" stuck in her throat. She could say nothing.
"Come on, Hunt Mistress," Taka hoarsely whispered.
The desolation on Yolanda's face matched the depth of bitterness
in Isha's expression. Uzuri had to drop her glance.
"Uzuri," Taka growled, "they're waiting."
The hyenas began to murmur uncomfortably. She had to do
something, so she did the only thing she could do. She faced the
lionesses squarely and prayed.
"Have mercy on us, O Lord. For our transgressions, do not punish
us. Look with favor upon we who call on you. And on the trail, let us
find sustenance for our bodies and comfort for our spirits. Blessed
Aiheu, hear our prayer!"
The lionesses somberly bowed one by one. "Blessed Aiheu, hear our
prayer!"
The hyenas looked one at the other. "Great Mother, sustain us,"
they said, nervously, bowing. Soon, the whole hunting party lay
prostrate on the savanna.
"Good hunting," Uzuri said shakily. She started to walk off.
"Interesting prayer," Taka said with a harsh edge to his voice.
"Did I detect a note of pessimism?"
"You detected a prayer," Uzuri said, pushing past him.
Ber pushed up alongside her. She had been avoiding eye contact
with the hyenas and it took a lot of work for him to get her attention.
"Well, what do you want?"
"It's about that prayer."
"I've already been called down once about it."
"I'm not calling you down," he said. "I can tell that you're a
good person, and I know Roh'kash will side with you. When the revolt
comes, and I feel one will, spare my mate and pups. They are loyal to
the old ways and do not want to be here. Remember us."
She stared at him and sniffed. "I will."
"I was the hunt master. Now I'm just a guard. Of all the lions,
maybe you alone know how much I've lost."
She looked him right in the eyes. For the moment, her feelings
for hyenas was tempered with compassion. "I know what you've lost, and
I hope I'm not next. Pray to your god for me and I'll pray to Aiheu for
you."
Ber smiled. "God is God. She will hear both our prayers."
Uzuri went to initiate the first cooperative hunt. She looked at
Beesa and sighed. "Well, let's do this thing." She felt even then that
the hunt was doomed.
CHAPTER: KICKING A DEAD HORSE
The first cooperative hunt was a disaster. Now Taka did not ask
her but TOLD her to give the hyenas another chance. To make it worse,
Uzuri's plea for Ber to lead the hyenas fell on deaf ears. Taka
deferred to Shenzi in the matter, and she wanted Pipkah to remain in
charge.
Apparently the little creep was a better liar than he was a
hunter.
Uzuri had little choice but to accept Taka's decision, but she was
going to make it quite clear to Pipkah that THIS time he would wait for
her signal to close in.
Just as she was thinking of a diplomatic way to make her point,
Pipkah swaggered up to her with a couple of large hyena guards. "Your
advice got us into this mess, and it's up to me to get us out. This
time I plan the strategy, Toots."
Uzuri looked at him speechlessly.
He continued. "Shenzi and Taka have the utmost of confidence in
my abilities when I'm allowed to do what I do best."
"If that's irritating me, you have succeeded beautifully...."
"This is an outrage!"
"....and NEVER call me Toots!"
Uzuri was ready to explode. She looked over at her sister
Sarafina, searching for the right words to vent her feelings.
Frustrated and inarticulate, she struck the ground with a paw. "Look,
Sis. You deal with this--PERSON--while I take a walk to clear my head."
She turned and started off.
"You'd better take a mighty long walk," Pipkah called after her.
She whipped about and snarled. "I warn you, Pip Squeak--you don't
have enough friends to keep me from ripping your leg off and jamming it
down your throat!"
"Now Sis," Sarafina purred soothingly. "Don't threaten him like
that." She patted Pipkah on the head with a paw, none too gently. "He
might lose his concentration in the hunt and have an unfortunate
accident." She winked in clear view of Pipkah and Uzuri winked back.
Pipkah's ears went back and his jaw trembled. "Holy Roh'kash, you
can do without me or my plan! I always said it was a mistake to trust
your kind! Didn't I, boys?? Accident indeed!" He slinked away,
looking over his shoulder uneasily. "The Roh'mach will hear about
this!"
CHAPTER: OUT OF BOUNDS
Taka was a lion who inspired pity for a while, then contempt and
finally anger. Uzuri had pitied him once. She had reached the stage of
contempt during his difficult adolescence. Now she had reached the
point of anger, a white hot anger that could swallow up the moon and the
sun and make the rivers run red with blood. She was headed to the
eastern meadow, ready to leave and never come back.
Being hunt mistress was her sense of belonging, her identity.
Uzuri was beautiful, but she always saw herself first as a good provider
and a leader. That night by siding with Pipkah, Taka had stripped her
of all she held dear. She felt naked and ashamed and very angry. If he
did not appreciate her talents, she would find someone who did.
Uzuri had no idea where she would go. Indeed, the world beyond
the Pride Lands was unknown to her and fraught with danger. The
intimate knowledge of her home that made her such a fearsome huntress
would be gone. She would see only what was in front of her nose.
As she calmed down, her reckless courage failed her and she felt
very vulnerable and small. Could she leave her sister Sarafina and
young Nala? Could she spurn Ajenti's sage wisdom, Beesa's compassion
and Yolanda's gentle advice? And then came the terrible thought of
losing Rafiki's matchless devotion.
She realized she could never turn her back on those she loved.
And the void her anger left behind filled with fear. Glancing about,
she saw a large pair of eyes glowing in the moonlight.
"Oh gods, no!"
She backed back. It was a male lion! She turned and started to
run.
"No, wait!"
"Leave me alone!" She ran madly toward her territory and safety.
"Please, come back! I'm not going to hurt you!"
"Leave me alone!"
She ran blindly into some hedges and got tangled. It only stopped
her forward progress for a moment, but that was long enough for him to
catch up.
"I'm too old for this," he complained, wheezing. "Are you all
right?"
"I'll protect myself!" she snarled defensively. "Let me go! I
don't want to cause trouble, but I'll fight if I have to!"
"I don't want you to fight," the lion said soothingly. "You came
on my land and almost walked into me. Won't you at least introduce
yourself?"
"Sorry," she said stiffly. "I'm Uzuri. Glad to meet you. Can I
go now?"
"Sure you can," he said gently. "Run away if you must, but don't
tell them I harmed you. At least tell them the truth, and be sure you
get my name right."
"I don't know your name."
"You never asked me. I'm Ugas." He smiled bashfully.
"I'm sorry. I'm not always this rude--uh--Ugas." She relaxed.
"Are you the King here or a rogue lion?"
"I'm King here." He drew near enough to reach out and touch her
with a paw but he made no move to do so. His large, beautiful eyes
swept over her face in a search for understanding. "Uzuri, you look
depressed. Is everything quite all right?"
"I'm fine. Just fine."
"Your words say you are fine, but I see something in the way
you're standing, the set of your ears, even the way you look at me.
It's as if your whole being is crying out for help." He sat like a
sphinx and began to idly groom his mane and said matter-of-factly, "You
were thinking of running away."
"How did you....says who??"
"Don't be upset, my dear." He smiled pleasantly. "You can
confide in me. That's the best part of meeting a stranger--you can say
anything that comes to your mind. I've lived a long life--maybe I'll
have the answer you're looking for."
"No, it's nothing, thank you." She licked her paw nervously but
looked into Ugas' eyes and his warm, fatherly smile. "Well, yes," she
said at last. It felt good to admit it. "Our King is dead and now his
brother is ruling the Pride Lands. I'm sure he means well, but
he's...."
"But you can't stand him. Mufasa was a good friend. Scar
is...how shall I put this...acting like himself." He shrugged. "So are
the rumors true? Are hyenas really living on Pride Rock?"
"Yes! Oh gods, it's awful!"
"And terribly unfair to you, hunt mistress. I hear your first
joint effort was a disaster."
"It sure was!" She gasped. "How did you know that??"
"I have eyes and ears all over. Even Zazu." He saw her
expression of shock, but only nodded and began to examine his claws.
"Don't look so surprised. His mother lives here, and she's a first-
class gossip. And then Mufasa used to always do border patrol with me
before `IT' happened."
"You walked the line together?"
"He'd nod at me, and I'd nod at him. He never said much, but when
he did speak, it was always something worth hearing. And the first day
he wasn't there, I had this horrible emptiness inside." He sighed. "I
didn't realize Simba was dead too, not for several days. Taka didn't
tell me anything, and Zazu hasn't been back."
Uzuri hung her head. Tears began to run down her cheeks.
"You poor dear thing," Ugas purred, reaching up with a paw and
wiping her face.
She looked into his gentle eyes and saw genuine compassion. "You
really liked Mufasa, didn't you?"
"Yes. And the child, too, for I have no son of my own. I used to
think Mufasa was so lucky." A tear slid down his cheek. "You're a
parent. Surely you understand."
"I understand, but I'm not a parent."
"You're not??" He looked surprised. "As beautiful as you are?"
She looked down, embarrassed. "You flatter me."
"Oh no, my dear. You are beautiful. And when you cry, the beauty
goes all the way through." He lifted her chin with a paw and looked
into her sad eyes. "I bet a smile would have the same effect."
"I don't have any smiles left."
Ugas kissed away the new tears. "You pierce my heart with a
thorn, child. Taka is so full of hate--I've seen it when he walks the
border. He glares at me and shouts, `This land is mine! You want it,
but you'll never have it!'" He nuzzled her. "There is no hate in me,
Uzuri. Come with me and I'll see if I can find a few smiles left. Meet
the others--they could be your pride sisters." He watched for her
reaction, but when she said nothing, he added, "I'm offering you
freedom, my dear. Freedom and friendship."
"You're very kind, but not now. I have family there."
"Bring them with you. Don't go back to Taka--it's not safe while
he's there."
"Thank you, but it's my home. There's more at stake than family
and friends. You understand, don't you?"
"Yes. Do what you feel you must."
She sighed. "Well, it's time for me to make my report. You're
such a kind lion, Aiheu would listen to your prayers. Say a prayer for
me."
Ugas nodded. "I will. Take care of yourself, dear."
"Thank you, Your Majesty."
"Call me Ugas," he said, rising and touching her cheek with his
nose, then kissing her lightly. "Come back to me."
"When?"
"Any time you want to see me. Any time at all. That goes for
your friends as well."
She felt of his cheek with a paw. "Yes, I might just do that."
CHAPTER: FAMILY TIES
Ugas hummed to himself as he trotted through the grass. His mind
wandered back to Uzuri and the short time they shared, and he smiled
despite himself. "Lovely Uzuri," he thought dreamily, "what was Aiheu
thinking when he fashioned you? Was he singing his favorite song? Was
he in a good mood?"
Ugas had known many lionesses over the course of his life, but
there was something about this one. The way she looked at him made him
want to frisk about like a cub. He closed his eyes and summoned up the
image of her face again. "Uzuri," he whispered.
He tried to imagine what her smile was like, but her pervasive
sadness was too strong. "I will make you smile," he thought. "I'll
devote my life to it. The magic of your smile would cheat death itself,
and I'd be young again!"
"Daydreaming again, you old goat?!"
Ugas started and opened his eyes to see the lioness glaring at him
through the scrub bushes that lined the path he had been following.
"Adhama, what are you doing here?"
"Making sure you do your sentry duty this time." She emerged from
the cover and stood face to face with him. "I found hyena tracks not
twenty lengths from our kopje last night, Ugas! What have you been
doing out here, napping??"
He drew himself up to his full height, his neck arching in
indignation. "You know full well I was patrolling! If it wasn't for
me, Sis, this pride wouldn't even exist!"
"Oh, THAT'S for certain!" Not intimidated in the least, she paced
forward, forcing him back a step. "I know all about your 'efforts!'
They've produced a rather large pride, in case you haven't noticed. A
pride which needs to be fed, protected, cared for, and LOOKED AFTER!
Why can't you be more like your brother was? Now THERE was a
responsible lion."
Ugas groaned. "Not again, please!"
"Kazi was out here from well before sunup to well after sundown,
patrolling the land and defending us against our enemies."
"And he died of exhaustion. Is that what you want me to do?"
"At least he died with honor. I'm glad he didn't live to see you
like this!" Her jaw trembled as she wheeled about and stalked off a
short distance, her head lowered.
Ugas stood still a moment, then slowly padded over to her and
nuzzled her cheek. "Addie, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to snipe at you."
She raised her head and blinked back tears. "Yeah, right."
"I'm serious. I just-"
"Ugas, I know you loved him."
He took his paw and gently wiped away her tears. "I'm trying,
Addie, but I'm just not my brother. He was always better at fighting,
better at tracking, but I had the personality. Well my charm won't work
on rogue lions and wild dogs. I'm having to be someone I'm not, trying
to support a double burden on old shoulders, rising early and resting
late, patrolling this whole land by myself. No son to help me, and now
no brother."
"There are many lions who never had a brother. Do they complain?
No--they are glad just to have a home and a family."
"But they are young, Addie. They still have their health." He
looked down. "I'm near the end of my path, old girl. I should be able
to pass some of the load to another. Instead I have to spend my final
days tired and afraid. Always tired and afraid. I have aches where I
didn't think I had bones, and every time I think about making that long
trek, my heart skips a beat."
Adhama took a shaky breath. "Are you just giving up, then? What
are you saying to me, brother?"
Ugas looked at her intently. "I'm not giving up. Tonight I met
someone that may help us. If I can work my will, she'll be my wife and
mother of my son. A son, Addie!"
"Mother of your son?" She looked at him skeptically. "Kazi
fathered nothing but daughters, and so have you. It looks like you'd
stop trying."
"I CAN'T stop trying. Don't you know what happens to old lions
who have no son?" He looked pleadingly into her eyes, then turned and
trudged away, his head and tail hung low. "There are lots of rogues out
there who would swap their whiskers for this place," he muttered. "I
won't let them drive me off. I'd rather die here in one brave gesture
than starve slowly. I love my daughters, but if only Aiheu would give
me a son! Merciful God, help me!"
CHAPTER: A FREE LUNCH
Uzuri crept back to the Pride Lands with a knot in her stomach.
Ugas' offer began to sound ever better as the ominous shadow of Pride
Rock began to loom over her. "Aiheu abamami," she muttered, taking the
trail up the stone to where Taka was waiting.
Before she even walked into the cave, Taka said, "So you have a
problem with Pipkah, I hear?"
"He's a royal pain, Scar."
"Need I remind you who's really royal??"
"Sorry--Your Majesty."
"Well then." Taka pulled himself up straight and tried to sound
commanding. "Let's work things out. If you don't want to hunt with
Pipkah and his group, you don't have to."
"Thank you VERY MUCH, Sire."
"Just make sure you get enough food for all, because they get
first choice."
"What??"
"They are willing to hunt for their share, but you seem to think
it's unwise."
"But Sire...surely you don't expect us to...we'll starve!"
"Not when you're motivated by hunger to learn some courtesy."
"But I...."
"No buts, Uzuri. Pipkah tells me Fini threatened his life, and
you went along with it."
"We spoke in anger. You didn't see what they did!"
"I didn't have to. Everyone's talking about it. Now there are a
lot of hungry eyes looking to you for food. Go scrounge up something
like a good girl."
Uzuri was stunned. She numbly nodded her head, turned and left.
For a third time, she remembered the kind words Ugas spoke to her:
"There is no hate in me." Never had he seemed so kind as by contrast
with Taka.
Uzuri went about shouting "Baraza!" which is to say, "meeting!"
It was like any strategy meeting might have begun before the hunt, but
it had a very important purpose.
By ones and twos the lionesses arrived. Soon they were all
together, except for Elanna whose absence was both expected and painful.
"Aiheu abamami," Uzuri muttered as she nuzzled each of the
lionesses from Yolanda, the oldest, down to the newest huntresses. It
was an order dictated by tradition. But there was a tenseness in the
air, so strong it could be prodded with a paw like water.
"Taka has laid a burden on us," she spoke slowly. "Now we must
hunt for ourselves and for the hyenas. It seems they are afraid for
their safety."
"Damn straight!" Isha said. "And well they should be!"
Ajenti, who was usually more democratic, said, "It's time to cut
King Droopy-Drawers down to size."
"The hyenas are on his side," Uzuri said. "We must solve a major
problem tonight. Our cubs must eat, and so must we."
"I say I could acquire a taste for hyena," Ajenti said.
"This talk is dangerous," Yolanda said. "They could be spying on
us."
"Let them get an earful," Isha said. "I heard Fini's joke about
the accident. But I believe we really could kill them one or two at a
time tonight without alerting the others. By the time the news got out,
there would be too few of them left to fight us."
"And have you forgotten about Taka?" Uzuri said.
"Leave him to me," Isha said. "I'll kill him myself."
"My gods!" Uzuri's hackles were raised. "Do you mean commit
murder? What about Elanna? She's Sarabi's sister, for God's sake!"
"Don't remind me," Sarabi said with understandable bitterness.
"That's all that keeps me from marking her. She's a disgrace to her
people, fawning on that hyena-kissing brother-in-law of mine. As far as
I'm concerned, the moment Muffy died, he was out of my family."
Uzuri looked around at the other lionesses. "Don't you know the
gods would judge us if we just butcher him like a gazelle?"
"Can we possibly be any worse off?" Sarabi insisted. "Maybe the
gods will judge us if we DON'T kill him!"
"Some of us have small cubs," Sarafina said. "Nala might get
hurt--or killed. I don't think we should rashly jump into this."
"I agree," Uzuri said.
"You would," Ajenti said and spat. "You're her sister."
"And I'm not yours??" Uzuri said, stepping in front of her and
glaring into her eyes. "Aren't we ALL sisters here? I didn't say that
we shouldn't overthrow him, just that Sarafina was right. We can't be
rash. We won't have to kill him if we can get rid of the hyenas. He
wouldn't dare fight all of us."
"All right, so how would YOU get rid of the hyenas."
"I'm not sure yet. I'll think of something. In the meantime, we
have to bide our time."
"Until what?" Ajenti looked around at the others. "Until we're
so hungry we're too weak to fight?? I've seen a lot in my lifetime, but
I never thought I'd live to see Uzuri turn coward!"
Uzuri cuffed her across the face--hard. "You take that back,
Missy! We can't fight them while we're fighting each other! Pull in
your claws and apologize!"
Ajenti tried to think of something angry to say, but the more she
looked into Uzuri's face, the more ashamed she felt. "Sorry," she half
whispered. "No one thinks you're a coward. But it's a dirty shame not
to strike now."
Uzuri nuzzled her. "One day we'll cleanse the land of shame, I
promise you."
Upset by the bad news, they hunted very poorly. They missed a
Duiker that was practically waiting to die, and tempers flared. Blame
enough for three prides was quickly exchanged in low but angry hisses.
Uzuri needed all her powers of persuasion to calm them down and refocus
their energies on the quarry and off each other. And though it took
most of the night, they finally found an old zebra and managed to kill
it.
Ajenti was sent to call Taka and the others. "Fresh kill, My
Lord," she said to Taka, her bitterness concealed by a forced smile.
The hyenas ran to the site while Ajenti and the cubs merely
trotted. There was no reason to run after Taka's edict. So while the
lion cubs sat and stared in misery, the hyenas feasted. And they
feasted and feasted.
Lisani nudged her mother Beesa. "When are we going to get our
turn?"
"Soon, dear. I hope...."
"That's what you said last time."
Beesa was hoping against hope for her daughter's sake that
something would be left at all. But the hyenas finished off the carcass
and even began to crack the bones for marrow. Lionesses began to
grumble. If ever they had hated hyenas, that moment was the all time
high point of their rage. Somewhere in the melee a hyena pup shrieked.
Uzuri noticed the pup running from the carcass, sobbing. Fighting
down her bitterness, she went after her; a child had no business running
about the savanna alone, leonine or not.
Drawing up alongside, she asked, "What's wrong? Don't you like
zebra?"
"Leave me alone!"
"What's wrong? Hey, little girl, I'm not going to hurt you."
The pup looked up into Uzuri's eyes. At once she relaxed. "I
know. I'm a seer like Shimbekh."
"Really?" Uzuri felt an odd sensation as the child looked at her.
"Yes. I wish I wasn't!"
Uzuri nuzzled her. "I'm not a seer. Come on, little one. Tell
me why you're so sad."
Makhpil looked up. "Don't you think I can tell how much you lions
hate us? Night and day wishing we were dead! All of us!"
"Heavens, child, don't say that! I don't wish you were dead."
"You're not like the others. But just a minute ago, one of
them...." she pointed--"was thinking...." Makhpil drew up close and in
a whisper of supreme embarrassment said, "Get out of my way, brat! I
ought to send you straight to hell." She looked down and wept.
Uzuri stirred uncomfortably. "Some of them are upset now. We had
trouble on the hunt. We love our cubs the same way your mother loves
you. When they have to go hungry, we get upset and sometimes we say
things we don't mean. But I don't want you to die."
Tears streamed down her face. "I don't want to be here! I want
to go home! I want to go far away and never come back!"
Uzuri comforted the child, holding her close with a paw and
nuzzling her. "Hon, it's not your fault. I know one lion that's going
to have a lot of explaining to do when Mano gets a hold of him. But you
do what's right and someday when you face your god, you won't have
anything to be ashamed of. So why don't you get something to eat, OK?"
"I wish you were Roh'mach," Makhpil said, rubbing against Uzuri's
cheek.
Just then, an adult hyena trotted up. "Is everything OK,
Makhpil?" She looked suspiciously at Uzuri.
"Everything's fine," Uzuri said quickly, patting Makhpil with her
large paw. "She just found out that the innocent often suffer along
with the guilty."
The female looked straight into Uzuri's eyes with a peculiar stare
that made her feel like her fur had fallen off leaving her naked. Then
the hyena relaxed. "I'm sorry I doubted you. You were kind to my
little girl, and I won't forget that."
"How did you...." Uzuri smiled shyly. "You must be Shimbekh.
You're the seer, aren't you?"
"Yes, I'm afraid so. I've heard my share of insults today. This
unholy and unnatural union will lead us only to sorrow."
"Don't get me wrong, but if you're unhappy here, why don't you
just leave?"
"We can't," Shimbekh said. "This thing has divided families down
the middle. We're trapped here to the bitter end, and it will be bitter
you know. Death will grow fat on our misery, and pups will cry in the
night for their parents but no one will answer them. Don't judge my
clan brothers too harshly. They have been misled, filled with false
promises and foolish notions. They are expecting a golden age. They
will find something very different."
"Did you foresee this with your powers?"
"Uzuri, when the truth comes out, sisters will fight brothers and
children will fight parents. And not just hyenas will know death, my
dear."
"Us too?"
"To a lesser degree, yes. At least one of your own will die--I
have seen it. And what is a seer to do about it? I can make them
listen, but I can't make them believe." She sighed. "Don't you think I
know about the plan?"
"The plan?"
Shimbekh sent Makhpil back toward the kill with a pat of her paw.
"Run along, girl." And as soon as they were alone, she drew close to
Uzuri. "You know, the plan to kill the hyenas off one by one and make
it look like an accident."
Uzuri gasped.
"Don't worry, hon. I've told no one about it. But we have to
talk. There are hyenas good and true that would shed their honest blood
to drive out Shenzi and cleanse the land of shame."
Uzuri remembered saying almost the same thing to her pride
sisters. She touched Shimbekh's cheek with her paw and whispered, "When
the last battle comes, fight by me. You and Ber and any willing to join
you. I swear to you that there will only be two kinds of people that
day--friend and foe. Understand?"
"Completely."
CHAPTER: THE PHOENIX
Ugas trudged slowly along behind Adhama with an ache in his right
shoulder that made him grimace slightly with each step. But it had been
worth it to see Uzuri's sweet face. They neared the kopjes that served
a home for the pride, and the old lion sighed and pushed through the
edge of the grasses, emerging into a small clearing where the pride lay.
Lionesses lay scattered about in various spots, but they quickly
straightened up nervously as they spotted him. Ugas had been very
temperamental in recent days. Conversation dulled and fell silent as he
paced past the group and settled onto the ground. His hip twinged again
and he groaned.
A cub skittered past him, giggling, and he glared at her from
under lowered lids. One of the lionesses hurriedly sat up and called
softly. "Alyssa! Come back here!"
The cub slid to a stop and slowly crept back towards her mother
under Ugas' gaze. She glanced at him quickly, then she looked away when
she encountered his stare.
Ugas saw the visible fear in her face and felt a thorn pierce his
heart. "Alyssa?"
The cub came to an absolute standstill.
"Alyssa. Come here, Honey tree." He beckoned with a forepaw.
Slowly, trembling, she inched forward until she stood beneath his
immense bulk. "Yes, sir? I'm sorry."
Ugas stared wonderingly at the shaking cub. "Sorry for what?"
"Whatever it is I did."
"Did you just do something naughty?"
"I...uh...don't think so, Sir."
"Daddy will do nicely."
"I'm sorry, Daddy." She looked back at her mother and back at
him.
"Don't you want to give your old Dad a kiss?"
"I guess so." She edged carefully forward, stretched out her neck
and touched his foreleg with her tongue, then darted back a couple of
feet.
"Honey tree?" He looked at Agavi. "Vivi, what's wrong? Doesn't
she love me anymore?"
"She loves you," Agavi said soothingly. "We all know you've been
depressed since your brother died. And those aches and pains and now
that crick in your spine. I know that a lot of noise and prodding makes
you upset, so I told her not to disturb you."
"Upset?? Since when have my children ever make me upset?? Maybe
I like to be disturbed!"
Adhama said, "Let me field that one, hon." She looked piercingly
at Ugas. "Lately, everything makes you upset. You snap at us all the
time and think we're supposed to rub your shoulder all the time and say
`poor baby' and `there now, that's a good fellow.' Well it's taking its
toll on your popularity, as if you haven't noticed!"
Ugas snarled. "Since when have I snapped at anyone??"
Adhama said, "Oh, that's a tough one." She frowned. "Shame on
you, carrying on like this in front of the children!"
Ugas sat down, nonplused. "Well, maybe I have been a little...."
He glanced over at little Alyssa. "Oh, the poor dear!"
He went to the cub. When she shrank from him, the pain that drew
his face was not from his shoulder. "I love you, Lissie."
Alyssa's jaw trembled and she almost cried. "I love you too,
Daddy."
"There's my girl!" He rolled over on his back, scooped her up
with a paw and when she stood trembling on his stomach for one moment,
pulled in his back legs and arms, lifting her up wriggling on a pedestal
of four paws. He began to pump her up and down. "Three baby bunnies a
hopping around. Three baby bunnies hop over the ground. If you keep
hopping, you'll never start stopping, but you'll get away from the
hound!" His legs shot out straight, tossing her into the air. She fell
giggling with a sound plop. His stomach was not as firm as it used to
be, but he hid his discomfort. He held her to his chest and nuzzled her
softly, kissing her with his warm, pink tongue and grunting with
pleasure when she kissed him back and rubbed along his soft mane. "I'm
never going to be gruff with my little girl again! I promise!" He
nuzzled her, then looked over at the other cubs who were watching him
closely. "And that promise goes for the rest of you too! Come here,
you little scamps! Rides for everyone!"
The other cubs rushed over and mobbed the two of them. Ugas
rolled about laughing as a crowd of cubs tickled him, pounced on his
tail and tugged at his mane. "Oh, I love you all so much! I could just
eat you up!" He would be bouncing bunnies for a long, long time before
he got a rest.
Alyssa's mother watched Ugas rolling about, bellowing laughter at
the cubs around him. Nudging Adhama with her paw, she asked, "What's
got INTO him? You'd think he was young again!"
Adhama smiled. "Young again? Don't you mean alive again?"
"Up we go!" Ugas cried, hoisting another giggling cub. "Now let
your Daddy catch his breath...."
CHAPTER: THE OFFER
Rafiki was languishing in house arrest, unable to leave his baobab
without a hyena escort. Once he had tended to be a loner, preferring to
deal with one or two friends at a time rather than large groups. But
the enforced loneliness was preying on him and he spent long hours in
front of the scrying bowl desperate for some shadow of his past to
comfort him. His father's face looked back at him, tinged with sadness.
Rafiki didn't know if he was seeing the past, the present or the future,
and tears began to run down his face. "Father, I wish you could be
here. I always felt so safe when you held me. So safe and happy."
Uzuri heard rumors that all access to Rafiki might be cut off
without advance notice. She put on her best limp and headed out to the
tree. The large number of guards chosen to guard one elderly mandrill
was a testament to Taka's fear of him.
A couple of hyenas stopped her. "My lady, no further please. We
insist."
"I'm injured," she said. "I need medical treatment."
"We have good doctors. May I recommend Da'klesh?"
"Rafiki is familiar with my problem. Now if you want me to wake
Shenzi from her nap, I'll do it."
"No need. Come this way."
Surrounded by hyenas, she went to the baobab. It was a very tense
moment, and she could feel the oppressive sense of being confined
already.
The moment she looked in the baobab, the mandrill's face lit up.
He threw his arms around his neck and kissed her. "Honey tree, you
remembered old Rafiki?? I've missed you so much!" Then he backed off
and looked worried. "Are you hurt? I should have asked before I
grabbed you like that. What is it, old girl?? Nothing serious I hope."
She winked and shook her head no. "I think my shoulder is out of
joint," she said loudly. "If you don't fix it, I won't be able to hunt
for a long time."
"Do something quick," one of the hyena guards said, looking
inside. "We don't have enough food as it is!"
Uzuri smiled sweetly and walked over to him. Clearly he was
uneasy at her approach despite her smile and he backed out.
"Don't worry, sweetheart," she purred. "You know I'll always take
care of you, even if the others do without." She gave him a long, slow
lick on the cheek. "Meet me behind Pride Rock at sunset, and don't tell
anyone."
"What's this??" Krull demanded.
"Nothing, Sir!" The hyena began to tremble. "She doesn't know
what she's saying!"
"Holding out on us, Dourbet??"
Uzuri looked at Krull pleadingly. "Leave the poor boy alone."
She kissed Dourbet again. "It's not like he's the only one to beg for
scraps. You ride them so hard, they all wonder who made you a god."
Krull went into a slow burn. "Well," he said, his hackles
raising, "They won't wonder any more!!" He looked around. "General
assembly, ON THE DOUBLE!!"
Uzuri went back to Rafiki. As Krull cursed the guards loudly in
Hyannic, Rafiki began to rub Uzuri's stiff shoulder.
She grunted in pleasure as the muscles loosened up. "We can talk
now. They'll be busy for a while."
"I'll say, you little devil!" He chuckled--his first good laugh
in a long while. "So my dear, what is the latest news? I never know
when I'm being lied to by those fellows."
"Lies would have to be better than the truth," Uzuri said with a
sigh. "The land is dying. It's being hunted out, and the rain has
stopped. What's happening to us?"
"I wish I knew." Rafiki began to rub the other side, his eyes
half closed as his thoughts wandered. "There's a lion to the east. His
name is Ugas. If things go too badly here, you could make the excuse
you're hunting for gazelles. When you cross that border, honey tree, no
one is going after you."
"I couldn't do that. Not and leave my pride sisters in the
lurch."
"Somehow I knew you'd say that. It's one of the things I love
about you."
She looked at him in the eyes for a moment and purred. "So you
know Ugas?"
"Not very well. And these days I don't get out much."
"I know." She began to groom around his face and neck and he sat
still, a look of contentment on his face to feel her closeness. "I'll
mention your name the next time I see him. In fact, I might just
arrange for you to drop by and see him in person. You could use some
fresh air and sunshine."
He put his arm around her neck and gave her shoulder a pat. "If
those hyenas were all that stood in my way, I'd be out like a sparrow.
They raid my pantry when I'm not looking. A little Bumpweed in a
honeycomb and I guarantee they'd all be sleeping like little pups while
I walked out as big as you please." He chuckled for a moment, but then
looked down at the tooth of Ahadi he kept with him always. Fingering
the ivory fang, a wistful look of sadness washed the joy from his face.
"My life is rooted to the Pride Lands deeper than this old baobab. I've
lived most of my life here, and I guess I'll die here. Whether I die
happy or sad is for Aiheu to decide."
CHAPTER: UZURI AND UGAS
A few evenings later Uzuri was meeting with the pride sisters to
discuss the approach for the night's hunt.
"Tonight we'll come into the Southern meadow. There is a group of
Tommies down there and if we move fast, they'll still be there if those
hyenas will shut up and keep out of our way."
"How will we approach them?" Ajenti asked.
"We'll use the double blind method. You take the right side with
Yolanda and Isha will come with me on the left while Fini leads the rest
of you around through the wadi to wait for the signal.
"Sarafina is sick," Ajenti said. "Remember?"
"Okay. Then Yolanda can lead that group."
"And who will that leave on the right with Isha?"
She struggled to concentrate. "Oh, Beesa can do it. I don't
care. Let's just do this thing before the darned gazelles go home, OK?"
Uzuri paced away nervously. She was in her season, a time in her
life that could make her feel very special or very alone.
She sat down and sighed deeply. Rafiki was confined to the baobab
or she would have asked his advice on what to do. Maybe he had some
kind of herb to find her lost powers of concentration and dull the empty
feeling inside of her. The temptation to push past the guards and plead
for help was great.
Still she could not risk two visits in such a short time--it might
arouse suspicion. She sighed deeply again.
Then she remembered who she could turn to for advice. Ugas was
just across the Western Border. She had not accepted his invitation to
come back, but this would be the time. He would dispense more of his
fatherly advice and compassion.
"Beesa, I don't feel good. You lead this hunt the way we've
planned, OK?"
"Sure, hon." She drew close and whispered, "You got yourself a
Honey Tree out in the bushes?"
"Beesa, you should be ashamed!" She added in a whisper, "Girl, I
wish!"
"There's been a rogue male sighted to the south. Maybe you two
will hit it off."
"Beesa!" Uzuri groomed one of her paws nervously. "I'm not
selling myself to the highest bidder. Still, thank you."
Her remark was casual, but her inner turmoil was great. A
lioness' natural drives are as strong as a lion's. Aiheu did not make
them to rebel against the natural order of things, so she found herself
at odds with her own body, a conflict that left her no place to run.
Making sure no hyenas followed her, she went to the east and
finally slipped into the neighboring territory. "Ugas? Are you out
there?" There was no answer and she realized just how disappointed she
was. "Ugas??"
"Uzuri!" a rich voice said at last. The lion hurried over, his
face beaming. "I've waited for you. I thought you'd forgotten me."
"I see you haven't forgotten me," Uzuri said. "Thanks."
"You're unforgettable," Ugas said. "I enjoyed our talk, but I'd
like to get to know you a lot better. Can you stay a little longer?"
She bowed her head. "You said if I had a problem I could come to
you. Does the offer still stand? Can I tell you anything?"
"Anything at all, my dear. I'm so glad you came back--I've been
really worried about you."
"I don't know what to do anymore. I can't hunt with those hyenas-
-well most of them. Some of them aren't half bad, but that Pipkah--
ugh!! And their Incosi is a she-devil!!"
"You didn't come here to talk about hyenas."
"You're very perceptive for a male."
He laughed. "It doesn't take much perception to tell what's
bothering you."
She cleared her throat self-consciously. "Well, uh, yes. Ugas,
I'm so alone and confused!"
Ugas smiled sweetly. "Uzuri, you're not alone now. And perhaps
you're not as much confused as you are frightened."
"Frightened of what?"
"Frightened of this." Ugas drew close and touched her cheek with
his nose, then kissed her lightly. "Simple closeness. Letting your
feelings show. Do you have a consort?"
Uzuri looked at him timidly. "No. Why?"
"Because all I could think about for the last moon was your
beautiful, sad face. I wanted to kiss away your tears forever." He
nuzzled her, and though surprised, she did not pull away. "I've never
seen your smile. I bet it's beautiful."
"You're toying with me."
"I'm too old for subterfuge and subtle gestures. Now let's see
that smile. Think of something happy. Like maybe fresh antelope." He
looked into her eyes deeply. "Not good enough? Then imagine the look
on Taka's face if he caught us making passionate love behind Pride
Rock!"
She tried to look away before the smile covered her face. Hiding
behind a paw, she felt like slinking away, but he looked around her
camouflage and said, "Oh, it IS a pretty smile. You should do it more
often."
"You're terrible!"
"I know. Quite wicked. And if you can pardon me for dreaming out
loud, I really would like to make passionate love to you. You make me
tremble."
Uzuri shoved him with a paw. "You aren't serious!"
Ugas looked at her pleadingly. "I was never more serious. When
you get to be my age, you see more and more yesterdays behind you and
fewer and fewer tomorrows ahead." He sighed. "I have no son to inherit
my kingdom. I was almost desperate enough to form a loveless union, and
then you came. Uzuri, I could love you. I could love you with my whole
heart, my whole being. You've awakened feelings in me that I thought
were dead. Am I selfish to want both a son and a little happiness
before the sun sets on my life?" He waited a while for her reaction,
but she stood unmoving, staring at him.
He bowed his head. "I'm sorry. I still feel like the same young
lion inside, before the evening aches and pains settle in. Sometimes I
forget that I'm just an old fool."
"Ugas, I'm sorry. I didn't mean...."
"No need to apologize. Why would you want a broken-down has-been
like me when you're so young and beautiful? I wasn't always old. There
was a time when I might have lured you away from that lonely lifestyle
and made you happy. Please tell no one you saw me this way out of
respect for the Ugas that once was."
He turned and trudged away, his tail hanging limply and a distinct
slump to his face and ears.
"Ugas, wait!"
He turned and looked at her, tears in his eyes.
"Only if you will pledge to me," she said.
"And tie you down to an old carcass? How long could I make you
happy?"
"However long it would be is that much more than nothing. And I
could give you sons."
"You just pity me. I shouldn't have begged you. Maybe it's
better that I go now before you do something out of pity that we'll both
regret." He turned and trudged away again.
"I don't pity you, Ugas. I want to give you a son. My world is
slowly crumbling around me--I need your love. Come back and I'll prove
it to you. You're a dear, sweet creature and I've been thinking about
you since we met--all the time."
He stopped and looked back. He straightened to full height and
looked like a real lion again. "Please Uzuri, I have feelings. Don't
say that unless you really mean it."
"I never say what I don't mean."
Trembling, he stalked over to her, his gaze locked into hers, and
he held out his left paw to touch her shoulder. "Before I lose my
nerve, I'm going to say it!" He drew in a breath, let it out in a sigh,
then said, "Before the gods, before the stars, before the assembled host
I swear to give you my protection, my life, and my comfort forever."
She purred and nuzzled him. "Till the last beat of my heart, to
the last breath I sigh, our lives are one, so help me gods."
He took his large paw and fondled her cheek. "I've only seen you
twice. Once for an evening. And once more for the rest of my life.
Bless you, Uzuri! You'll never be lonely again, and you'll never feel
regret or hopelessness again. Come, let me show you around your new
home!"
"My new home?" Her smile dropped. "This is foolish. I can't be
your queen! I have responsibilities and family. They need me!"
"Uzuri! Oh gods, what are you saying?"
"I'm sorry, Ugas. Our vows have not been sealed, and it's best
that I leave now."
"No, you just can't!" He ran in front of her and stared at her
with wide eyes. "Please, Uzuri! Beloved! Can't you at least stay with
me as you can get away? I want you by my side always, but if you can
only visit, don't renounce our pledge! I'll always be here when you
need me. I didn't want to beg before, but I'm begging you! Uzuri, I'm
begging you!"
"Ugas, please don't!"
Tears began to stream down his face. "If you leave me now, never
come back. You remind me of too many things I've lost--youth, beauty,
hope."
"Ugas, don't cry!"
"Why shouldn't I?? If it bothers you, go tend to your
responsibilities and you won't have to watch."
"Fine." She turned around, her nose slightly lifted and began to
trot away. But after a few steps, her head lowered and her ears drew
back. A tear ran down her cheek. "What am I doing??"
She whipped about and ran to the old lion, nuzzling him
desperately. "Forgive me, darling! Forgive me!"
Ugas nuzzled her face, then rubbed against her neck, walking
slowly along her and letting his tail stroke her under her chin. "Since
you stumbled into my life, you're all I think about. You're the first
thing I want to see in the morning, and the last thing I want to see at
night. I want to fill my senses with you!"
She sighed deeply. "I've never felt this way before."
"I thought I'd lost you, but when you came back, I knew it was our
destiny to be together."
"If it is our destiny, then it must be so." She nuzzled him
passionately and purred. "Ugas, make love to me."
CHAPTER: PARTING OF THE WAYS
The morning sun painted Pride Kopje with golden optimism. Uzuri
missed the shelter of her old cave, but she delighted in the feel of
Ugas' mane and felt very safe with his strong arm around her. Still, it
was time to go, and she gently and quietly worked her way free of her
lover's embrace and got to her feet without waking him. For three days
she had craved his closeness and whispered a thousand loving names in
his ear. For three days her grief and loneliness had been lost in his
love. But the light of dawn was revealing more to her than the savanna.
She could see clearly that her sisters would miss her, and they were
suffering for lack of her leadership.
She considered waking him to whisper farewell, but thought better
of it and silently trudged away.
Ugas felt cold, and opened one eye. "Uzuri! Are you leaving
without saying good bye?"
She looked around. "Ugas, beloved, you looked like a sweet little
cub lying there. I didn't want to remember you sad. But even the best
dream has to end, and it's time for me to go."
He stood quickly. "But you're taking my heart with you! When it
crosses that boundary, it will cease to beat! Uzuri, have you learned
nothing in these whole three days? Nothing at all?"
"I must head home--there are others counting on me. But someday
when things are better for my pride, I will come back to stay. Till
then, remember what you agreed to--when I have to leave I will leave.
You agreed, remember?"
"I remember, but...."
"But I'll be back, love, and we'll take up where we left off."
"Please hurry. I'm not getting any younger."
"None of us are, Ugas." She ran back and nuzzled him. "Don't
worry if your heart leaves with me--I've left mine with you. It will
always be with you, wherever I go."
CHAPTER: JUST BETWEEN US
Ugas' love had taken on life within her. Uzuri was both proud and
worried. For a while she could conceal her pregnancy, but as days
turned into weeks, the other lionesses began to talk behind her back
that she had the light in her eyes.
Finally when the changes in her weight and balance began to affect
her hunting, there was no need to pretend any longer. Her sister
Sarafina was chosen to confront her because of her own daughter Nala.
No one would dare imagine that Taka was the father of Nala, nor would
they speculate about Uzuri and Taka--it was just too awful to think
about!
Sarafina thought of a dozen different approaches and discarded
them one by one. Finally, she saw her sister alone and had worked up
the nerve.
Nuzzling Uzuri gently, Sarafina purred, "I'm so happy for you,
Sis."
"About what?" Uzuri said tensely. "Have you heard some good news
that I don't know about?"
Fini laughed gently and kissed her. "No, Sis! I don't see how
you couldn't know about it. There's a miracle happening inside of you."
Uzuri did not speak. Sarafina squirmed in the tenseness of the
moment. "Look, Sis," she said at last, "you have a heart full of love.
I know how fond you were of Nala, and how you liked to groom her and
play with her. And I used to pray that you'd fall in love and have
children of your own. Let me be the Aunt that spoils the kids. Confide
in me, Sis. Please? Don't shut me out of this part of your life--I
didn't shut you out."
Uzuri looked down shyly. "How many times did you practice that
speech?"
"A dozen times at least. Only because I love you so much. Hon,
you don't ever have to be alone, not as long as I'm around."
Uzuri drew close and in a near whisper said, "Pray that at least
one is a male."
"I guess so--but I thought you'd want all daughters. You know
that sons are a heartbreak when they have to leave. Unless you're a
queen, anyhow."
"And who says I'm not a queen?" Uzuri smiled.
"Oh my gods! Not--HIM??"
Uzuri thought for a moment, then burst out laughing. "You mean
Old Droopy Drawers! Shame on you for even thinking it!"
Sarafina breathed a relieved sigh. "You had me worried, girl! If
you're a queen, then that time you were gone for three days...you
weren't really sick!"
"I was in season and left for three days. Now I'm pregnant."
Uzuri glanced at her out of half-closed eyes. "You know, with your
ability you should have been hunt mistress instead of me!"
"Now, Sis! Spare me the sarcasm and tell me all the details!"
"Well all the details is a bit much--right now anyway--but he's a
king and yes we're married. He's a little older but he could charm the
thorns off an acacia. He's sweet and gentle and...." She drew close to
Sarafina's ear and added, "....remarkably entertaining!"
"Oh you little devil!" Sarafina said with a squeal of delighted
approval. "Does he have a brother?"
"Don't you WISH!" Uzuri purred, examining her claws and meeting
Sarafina in a sly sidelong glance. "When the time is right, our son
will go meet him and take his place as prince. Then he'll be king
someday. Of course that can be postponed indefinitely--I'm having too
much fun. Besides, I love him. He's just like a lonely cub. When you
see him, you want to protect him and make him feel happy."
"I'm so glad for you, Sis! But you're not going to leave us, are
you?"
Uzuri's pained expression left no doubt how she felt. "When
things get better. But right now I'm not going to leave you in the
lurch."
"I love you, Sis. I might just come with you. Little Nala too."
"Fini," Uzuri purred, nuzzling her. "My happiness would be
complete. But tell me about your mane event."
"He's a rogue lion. I don't want to say too much right now, but
we've seen each other as often as possible. He's a little older too,
but very sexy. I don't know what's best--youthful enthusiasm or the
wisdom of age...."
Uzuri giggled. "NOW who's the little devil!"
CHAPTER: THE TWINS
All of the other lionesses plagued Sarafina for details. The only
thing she would say is, "She has a husband."
Uzuri's condition was evident to Taka, and he watched her
progressing pregnancy with dread. He was afraid the lionesses would
abandon him and leave him to feed all those hyenas himself. And when it
was only him and his wife, he knew chances were good to excellent that
they would hunt lions.
Elanna was no less distraught, but for different reasons; she
feared that Taka was being unfaithful. This suspicion, never voiced
aloud, still hovered between them like a Makei until the birth of
Uzuri's cubs. Elanna went to see Uzuri and Sarafina, and she cooed and
fondled the cubs with undisguised delight. They were not at all like
her husband, something she secretly thanked Aiheu for as she kissed
Uzuri on the cheek. "I hope you've found your true love," she said
discretely. "I know I have."
Uzuri, who was not entirely blind said, "Their father loves me the
way Taka loves you--completely. He will be pleased to know he has a
son."
"Two sons," Elanna said.
"Togo and Kombi."
"I wish you'd had a daughter. It's going to be hard when their
mantlement comes."
Uzuri looked at her intently. "Can I trust you?"
Sarafina shook her head ever so slightly in disapproval, but Uzuri
either did not see it or did not care. "They have a future. Not here,
but they do have one. But tell no one--it's our little secret."
"Not even my husband?" Elanna said.
"Especially not your husband," Uzuri said. Then realizing how it
might sound, she quickly added, "He'd give anything for a son. I don't
want to rub it in--you know how melancholy he gets. And Lannie, this
must be hard on you too. I'm so sorry."
Elanna nodded. "As long as I have my Taka, I can get by." She
was on the verge of tears. "I can understand how some people might
dislike him. I know there are a few that wish to harm him. Love hasn't
turned me into a complete fool. But Uzuri, there are times when we are
alone when he can be beautiful and gentle and witty and so full of love.
Under all that fear and rage, there's a little cub that just wants to
feel safe and loved. And no matter what he ever does or ever becomes,
my destiny is to love him and protect him from all the hate in the
world. They all think I'm crazy to feel that way about him. You don't
think I'm crazy, do you?"
"No, hon." She thought about Ugas, and for one moment she could
understand what Lannie saw in him. "How's Sarabi taking this?"
Tears ran down Elanna's cheeks. "We hardly speak anymore. This
little talk is more than I've heard from everyone else for the last
moon. Only Taka ever speaks to me anymore. My own sister will turn her
head to keep from looking in my eyes. Oh gods, Uzuri, I'm all alone in
the world! What would I do if something happened to him??"
"It's unfair," Uzuri said. She patted the ground with her paw.
"You're not that alone. Come here, Lannie."
Elanna laid by Uzuri quietly, with her side along the ridge of
Uzuri's back while she nursed her cubs. She felt her breath come and
go, and felt the gentle tenor of the pulse in her neck. She listened to
the cubs feeding and to the soft sounds they uttered to each other and
to their mother. Her stress began to work itself out and in a few
minutes, Elanna got up much improved and kissed Uzuri's cheek. "I've
been carrying on like a mad jackal. Someday Aiheu will reward you for
being my friend. Can I come back sometimes?"
"Any time you want."
Elanna hurried back to her husband. Full of peace and love, she
snuggled alongside his warm body and nuzzled his dark mane.
"My, you're in a good mood," Taka said, fondling her with a paw.
"Your fit of depression seems to be lifting."
"And it's not coming back, I think." She nuzzled him again.
"Uzuri's children are quite beautiful, aren't they?"
"I have yet to find out," he said crossly. "I couldn't even get
near her today. You'd think those lionesses had never seen a cub
before. I shall have to make a formal inspection in the morning."
"Good. That means I have you all to myself tonight." She began
to groom him lovingly and nuzzle him until at last he had to smile.
CHAPTER: THE INSPECTION
The next morning, Sarafina came in to see Uzuri. "Here he comes,"
was all she said or needed to say. Uzuri felt her stomach tighten up
with fear as the long-dreaded confrontation approached.
Taka entered her cave. "Good morning, hunt mistress."
"Good morning, sire."
Taka approached the twin cubs and looked at them. He smiled and
touched each of them with his tongue. "You are blessed, Uzuri. Twin
sons."
Uzuri nodded as Taka sat down, his tail flicking back and forth.
"I was young and fresh like them once," he said. "Before I was
marked, and life took it's toll on me, there were people that thought I
was cute. Remember, Uzuri?"
"You were a cute cub. I remember."
He fondled her sons with his paw. One of them reached up and
swatted at him and Taka had to laugh. "Look at them. They are too
young to know I'm ugly. When I kiss them, they don't want to slink away
and rub it off in the grass."
"You don't look that bad. People are just afraid. Afraid of you
and afraid of the hyenas. Maybe you have this unique kind of thing with
them. Maybe they like you. But they don't like us. They make it
painfully clear that all we're good for is hunting. Don't take my word
for it--just ask them."
"It's too late to change that now." He sighed and his shoulders
sagged. "I will never live to see them gone, just as I will never live
to be forgiven for bringing them here. I don't think they like me any
more than they like you, but they bow and scrape before me, seeking
favors. They'll kill me when they get the chance. Every time I pass
one of them, I wonder, `will it be you?' And every night the same dream
reminds me that each day may be my last."
"Oh gods, how awful!"
He examined her face carefully. "So you're not amused by my
plight?" He purred. "You have a kind heart, just like your mother
had." He put his paw on hers and gave her a gentle pat.
Uzuri was surprised. She met his glance directly, and the
kindness in his eyes was genuine. While he was in such a good mood, she
sought her heart's desire.
"Sire, when you were born you weren't breathing. I saw Rafiki
breathe life into you with his own mouth." She put her other paw on
his. "Can't you find it in your heart to forgive him? It would mean a
lot to me. Please?"
He heaved a sigh. "Of all else, I could forgive him. But for
trapping me in this life of pain, I cannot." He winced at the thought.
"And what's worse, I am too much of a coward to undo it. If I could
just go to sleep one night and never wake up...." He sighed as a tear
rolled down his cheek, then kissed the cubs once more. "I do tend to
run on like a fool, don't I?" He rose and turned. His shoulders
slumped under the weight of the world as he trudged away.
Sarafina hovered protectively near Uzuri and her cubs. "Phew,
thank the gods that's over."
Uzuri looked at Sarafina and sighed. "Will things ever be well
again? There's some kind of curse on this place--I can feel it."
"That's why you wanted Rafiki back, isn't it?"
"One small reason, Sis. One reason among many."
"You're rather fond of him, aren't you."
"Aren't we all."
"But you especially."
Uzuri looked at her from half-lidded eyes. "Where's this
leading?"
"Nowhere."
Uzuri purred. "There's so much goodness and kindness in his
heart. Of all the people I've ever known, he's the most like Aiheu. He
loves everyone."
"That may be. But he adores you."
"Come on, Fini!"
"You can `come on Fini' till Pride Rock crumbles to dust. I'm
telling you that monkey thinks the sun rises and sets just for you."
"So he adores me! What's wrong with that?"
Sarafina smiled sweetly. "If he wasn't a mandrill, I'd say he's
sweet on you."
"Fini, you should be ashamed of yourself!" She laughed. "He's
just very demonstrative." A troubled look came across her face.
"That's just part of being an ape," she said as if she were trying to
convince herself. "Ask anyone."
Later that day as Taka rested on the tip of the promontory
watching the wide savanna below he saw the ungainly approach of Gopa the
stork. Gopa landed a great flapping of wings and bowed. "I have your
daily report, Sire."
Taka looked down at Uzuri, who lay sunning herself on a rock below
with her cubs nursing peacefully. Tameka lay beside her, clearly with
the light in her eyes. "Gopa, where are all these new children coming
from? I have cubs practically running out of my ears!"
Gopa bent down and almost whispered, "Who do you THINK brought all
those cubs? The stork? Well it certainly wasn't me."
Taka looked at him askance. "What the devil are you talking
about?"
"Forget it," Gopa sighed.
CHAPTER: DOUBLE TROUBLE
When Togo and Kombi were first born, they slept most of the time,
and they moved around very little. But by the age of three moons they
never stopped moving, and everywhere they moved trouble followed close
behind.
It must be understood that Uzuri was a strict mother. Around her,
the twins were as good as gold--even better. She used to brag about how
well-behaved they were to the other lionesses. Most of the time they
would listen patiently and nod. There were a few times, however, when
their patience ran thin. Times when someone else's cub would misbehave
and Uzuri would look at the mother with a superior attitude and say,
"Togo and Kombi would never do a thing like that."
The love Uzuri felt from her pride sisters was well-earned. No
one would dare compromise her happiness by telling her what they thought
of Togo and Kombi. At least not aloud.
One day, an outraged Isha was chasing them when Sarafina
innocently stepped in the way. Togo and Kombi hid behind her trembling
and Isha barely stopped in time to avoid crashing into the three of
them.
"What's wrong here??" Fini demanded. "Isha, remember your low
boiling point!"
"Where is the mother of those--PERSONS??"
"I'm her sister. I'll handle it."
"Well, you asked for it. These two little hellions...." She bent
close to Sarafina's ear and while Togo and Kombi huddled behind her for
protection they strained to hear what she was saying.
"You're kidding!"
"No, I'm not! I caught them in the act!"
"I'll take care of them, Isha. It won't happen again."
"Well it had BETTER not!"
"I'm sorry," Togo said, sniffling. "We'll be good from now on."
"I'll give them a good talking to," Sarafina said.
"I sure hope so. That mother of theirs ought to cuff them more
often."
Kombi began to bawl. "We were just funning! I'm sorry, Isha."
"Well, OK I guess," she said, somewhat mollified. Isha could not
stand to see cubs cry, even Togo and Kombi.
When Isha walked off, her dignity defended, Sarafina glared at the
twins. "What am I going to do with you two??"
Togo and Kombi pleaded with all their charm and hound-dog
expressions of remorse for her not to tell Mom.
Sarafina softened a little. "Kombi, don't you understand that a
joke isn't funny when people get hurt? I like a good joke as much as
anyone, but when you love someone you should respect them and try to
think about how THEY are going to feel when they find a fully-grown....
Well, you know what I mean."
"I'm sorry," Kombi said, tears coming to his eyes.
"And you, Togo. I know you probably didn't start this, but you
went along with it. That's almost as bad. You love Isha, don't you?"
"Yes ma'am." Togo was the shy one and he looked like he wanted to
crawl under a rock.
"Do you think what you did was the best way to show it?"
"No ma'am." He began to wail and huddled up tight against her.
"She's really mad at me, isn't she?"
"Yes, but she'll get over it. Look, we'll forget it this time.
But you have been warned."
For the rest of the day at least, Togo and Kombi were as good as
two Nisei, but whenever Kombi had to pass Isha, he'd look at her
suspiciously and change direction. By contrast, when Isha awoke from
her mid-sun nap, she felt something warm and soft snuggled against her,
and she fondled Togo with her paw. Kombi, sitting off a discrete
distance, watched uncomfortably. Isha jerked her head ever so slightly
and grunted. Then Kombi stirred himself and gamboled over, a relieved
smile on his face. He rubbed his small back and tail under her chin and
over her strong neck. "I really am sorry. Please don't stay mad at
me."
"I really should, you know." She nuzzled Kombi and kissed his
cheek. "I hope you learned your lesson."
Uzuri also stirred from her nap. "Fini, where are the boys?"
"Oh, around and about."
"That's not good enough. Nothing must happen to them, Fini. Not
just for my sake, but for their father's sake."
She stretched and yawned, then quickly began to search Pride Rock
for her children. They were not in the small cave where they liked to
play. They were not by the cistern. Still, there were several places
left where they MIGHT be. Oh if only Zazu were on the job, they would
be properly supervised. Zazu loved children though he often had an odd
way of showing it. Gopa didn't really give half a minnow for the
children. "Smelly, noisy things," he would croak with irritation.
"They really should be hidden away till they're old enough to behave
themselves."
And then Sarafina had an odd thought. She knew Togo almost better
than he knew himself, and she led Uzuri to Isha's rock. And there,
snuggled to her side, were Togo and Kombi.
Uzuri breathed a relieved sigh. "Look at them, Fini. Isn't that
sweet! They're just a pair of little angels!"
Sarafina quickly bit her tongue to keep from laughing. "They're a
pair, all right."
CHAPTER: PEACE AT LAST
The hunt mistress had been having a hard time finding food in the
overhunted and parched Pride Lands. There was little to do except to
hunt for all kinds of unwholesome creatures that only desperate lions
would attempt to choke down. Togo and Kombi were growing drastically
emaciated, and Uzuri was even worse off. The only way her twins
survived was the generosity of Ugas who would have Adhama pass her an
occasional hare. He did not know about his sons yet, but he suspected
that she was struggling even harder than she would admit.
Disgusted, she returned empty yet again to her favorite rock,
there to wait for one simple pleasure she allowed herself. Every night,
Shimbekh would come and talk with her. From Shimbekh, Uzuri learned
many stories of the hyenas and even a few phrases in their language. In
return, Uzuri taught her about Aiheu and all the stories of the great
kings of the past. These brought her comfort in her distress, and of
late Shimbekh had looked strangely tormented.
Time passed. One Called Alligator and The Three Monkeys rose
above the horizon. The moon sailed like a silent swan to the zenith of
the heavens, crested at midmoon, then settled lower in the western sky.
And still Shimbekh did not come. Irritated, Uzuri was ready to leave.
"She knows we have a standing date." But it occurred to her that the
hyena might be sick.
Shoving through the brush, a look of desolation on her face,
Makhpil went to Uzuri and fell before her, sobbing.
"There now, my child! What's wrong?"
"It's Shimbekh," she gasped. "Holy Mother Roh'kash, she jumped
into the gorge!"
"Oh no!" Uzuri pulled Makhpil close with a paw. "Oh gods, no!
You poor creature!" Tears began to stream down her face.
Togo and Kombi were attracted by the commotion. Miserable, they
huddled next to their mother and Makhpil.
"We have to set her soul free," Makhpil sobbed. "I don't want
Shenzi to know. I hate her! It has to be just us, and maybe Ber. She
liked him, you know."
Sadly, Uzuri trudged with Makhpil and Ber to the side of the gorge
followed by her twin sons. They sat on the spot where her trail
abruptly ended. Togo looked over the side.
"Get away from there!" Uzuri shouted, pulling him back by the nape
of the neck and then grooming him nervously.
Makhpil wailed--a high-pitched, heart rending cry that made Togo
and Kombi's hackles raise and their tails bristle. "Roh'kash, give me
strength to walk this path alone, for my companion is gone into the
east."
"We look to the dawn where comes our salvation," Ber said. "May
your firstborn find no fault in her. May he recognize her
righteousness."
Uzuri put her paw on Makhpil's shoulder. "Great Mother, let our
friend rise with the sun to meet you and nurse at your side. Roh'kash,
hear our prayer." Falling on her back in a hyannic posture of prayer,
she pawed at the sky. "Go to the sun, Shimbekh. Rise with the sun,
Shimbekh. It is the dawn of your eternal bliss."
Uzuri then went to the edge of the canyon and drew in a deep
breath. She unleashed a roar--a loud, terrible roar that echoed off the
walls in a thousand protests of grief. When the sound finally died
away, she added softly, "You have put a thorn in my heart, old friend!
I shall miss you."
CHAPTER: A PROUD FATHER
Distraught from the death of her friend, Uzuri sneaked out to see
Ugas. He would remind her of all that was beautiful and kind and soothe
her heartache.
Indeed, the moment she caught sight of him, her heart was filled
with joy. "Ugas!"
"Uzuri, my angel!" He nuzzled and pawed her. "How hungry you
look. Please come dine with me, dear."
"I'm not here to stay long, my love. I just had something to tell
you."
"By any chance, is this about cubs?"
"Twin sons."
"Twin sons?" His eyes grew large. "Are you serious??"
"Wasn't that what you wanted?"
"Yes, Uzuri! Yes!!" He practically wiggled with joy. Ugas came
up on his hind legs and sprang at her, wrapping his arms around her neck
and wrestling with her. She was smaller but had youth on her side. She
held back some of her great strength to keep from overwhelming him all
at once. And when she felt him beginning to tire, she finally let him
push her to the ground. As she lay with her back pillowed in the soft
meadow grass, he stood over her and tickled her chest with his nose.
Looking into her beautiful eyes with his warm smiling face, he said, "Go
retrieve your sons. I want to look at them, smell them and nuzzle them.
They will know their father loves them, and Uzuri, we'll be a family at
last. A family!"
Her face lost its smile. "I can't," she said. "I must go back,
beloved."
"But why? Think of our sons, Zuri. Don't they need my love too?
I would raise them to be Princes and they would get respect they will
never have out there."
"Don't be upset, my love." She reached up and fondled his neck,
following his mane down his broad chest. "Someday we will come to you.
Someday we'll be a family."
"When?" He drew his face down to almost touch hers. "What time I
have left, I'd like to spend with you. When you're gone, I don't live,
I only exist. Don't you think I'll make a good father?" He saw her
tears start. "Oh, honey tree, I didn't mean to make you cry." He
kissed away her tears. "I was so lonely tonight. Must you go now? So
soon?"
"Not right this moment, anyhow." She patted the ground beside her
with a paw and Ugas lay next to her. She pushed her face into his soft
mane and put her paw on his chest, feeling the tides of his breath and
the reassuring rhythm of his heart. Her tears began to flow freely.
"You poor, dear thing! I feel awful about this. You must think I'm a
terrible wife."
"That's a foolish thing to say," he said, putting her paw in his
powerful jaws and giving it a little squeeze, then stroking it gently
with his warm, pink tongue. "You know, I'm tempted to play on your
guilt, but I won't. I want you to stay, but not out of guilt or
obligation. I want you to need me the way I need you."
"But I do," Uzuri said. "I swear it."
Ugas glanced over at her. He fondled her cheek with his paw. "If
you think one day you'll wake up and have nothing holding you to Pride
Rock, you're mistaken. It will never be easy to leave." He pulled his
paw back. "You'll keep finding one more reason to wait. It will always
be one more week, and the weeks will turn into moons. But I'm old,
Uzuri, and when I'm dead all the tears in the world won't bring me
back."
"I thought you weren't going to play on my guilt," she said.
"I'm not. I just have this terrible dread that when you're gone
I'll never see you again."
"Don't be ridiculous," she said with a deep sigh. "Nothing will
keep us apart, dear. You're the only lion I've ever loved, and the only
one I ever will love." She got up and shook off. "I'm sorry, but I
have to go. My cubs are hungry."
"Our cubs," Ugas reminded her.
"I know." She nuzzled him. "Darling, I will come back. I
promise you."
"Soon?"
"Soon."
"I love you. Never forget that."
She looked back at him sadly. "I love you too. Wait for me."
CHAPTER: THE WINDS CHANGE
Uzuri was true to her heart. Once her feet were set on the path
she did not stop until she arrived. Out of her love for Elanna, she
kept an eye on Taka whenever she could.
She heard a rumor from Ber that some of the hyenas were plotting
to kill Taka, but they needed a way to make it look like an accident--or
suicide. It panicked her, not so much because of Taka but what it would
do to Elanna. Little did she know they were planning to kill Lannie as
well, or she would have really done something desperate.
To settle her mind, she went to see Taka--something very few
lionesses would ever do, for his mental state had deteriorated to a
barely suppressed madness.
He was not in his usual place. She bullied one of the hyena
guards to tell her where he went.
"The cistern place, I thinking," he said in broken leonine.
Leonine from a hyena! Indeed, the occupation had lasted longer than
she'd thought.
"Ka'del chul," she replied in perfect hyannic. Now it was his
turn to be surprised.
She ran down the slope of Pride Rock along a path covered with
hyena footprints. Going around to the lee of the stone, she saw the
dark-maned lion huddled by the side of the water, talking to his
reflection. "No way out. There's no way out. If there is a God,
please help me! But how can there be a God? How can there be a God
with so much misery in the world?? If I were God, things would be a lot
different around here, that's for sure!"
"Sire?"
"What??" He looked up, more afraid than angry. Tears had stained
his cheeks. "Oh, Uzuri, it's only you."
"What's wrong?"
"Did they send you to find me? Did they put you up to it--all
those lionesses that want to know if I'm totally mad??"
"That's not fair!" Uzuri upbraided him, something only she and
Elanna could do. "Lannie was worried about you. She asked me to keep
an eye on you."
"Spy, you mean?"
"No. If I was spying on you, would I call out? I could see you
quite well from over there."
"Yeah." He wiped his eyes with a paw. "You do think I'm mad,
don't you."
"Well, I think you're hurting."
"Hurting." He laughed bitterly. "I'm going to die soon. Not
that I dread being dead one bit. It's dying that frightens me."
"Surely you're not going to kill yourself??"
"No, nothing that noble. My friend, I know my star lore well.
Well enough to know that the rumors are true, not mere whispers in the
reeds." He sniffed. "Uzuri, you believe in God, don't you?"
"Of course I do."
"Then if you swore something by Aiheu, you'd consider that binding
for all times, wouldn't you?"
"Of course. Where is this going, Taka?"
"You looked after me for Elanna. Now I want you to swear that
you'll look after her for me when I'm gone. I want you to swear by
Aiheu."
"I don't have to swear it. I love her, and as long as I have
breath in this body, I'll take care of her."
"When I die that the others will want to hurt her because she was
my wife. You must protect my Lannie. She gave up everything for me,
and that kind of devotion must not go unrewarded. Don't let them hurt
her, Uzuri. They'll listen to you."
"I'll do my best. I promise. If it makes you feel any better,
I'll swear it to Aiheu."
With a pronounced trembling in his limbs that made him look far
older than he was, he drew up alongside her and nuzzled her. For a
moment she could see the frightened little cub that used to call her
Zuzu. "I said some unkind things about you in the past," he said.
"When you remember me, I want you to remember that I felt regret. Say a
prayer for me from time to time." He nuzzled her once more. "Now be a
good girl and please leave--I should like to be alone now."
Uzuri nodded and softly padded away. She had no way of knowing
that Shenzi would crush the life out of him later that evening.
CHAPTER: REBIRTH
Until the final dark days of Taka's reign, most of facets of pride
life continued to operate, but in a more subdued and somber manner.
Cubs were born, Beesa died and was duly mourned, a lioness came of age
and earned her annointment of blood and a lion was given his mantlement.
Toward the end, however, there was not so much life as existence.
Thoughts turned toward Aiheu and the life beyond the world of Ma'at.
Before the futile mockery of a hunt that almost never succeeded, Yolanda
would lead her pride sisters in prayer and nuzzle each of them
tearfully, not knowing if they would all return safely. One of them, a
young female, broke ranks during the hunt and ran madly for the border
screaming "Aiheu abamami!" She was never seen or heard from again.
Since that fateful escape, patrols of hyenas enforced a no-hunting
zone near the borders, making it more difficult to abandon the crumbling
kingdom when the borders and a new life were calling alluringly.
And yet Nala did. "If I don't come back by next moon, don't try
leaving one by one. Settle on one night and leave as a group. Fight
like fire and fly like the wind. Let Taka and his hyenas rot together,
but for God's sake go!"
She was determined to get help. Indeed, by the grace of Aiheu she
received it.
Simba's return infused the pride with new life and hope. The
hyenas were gone--at least the ones that supported Shenzi--and fairness
returned to the conduct of life. Without Taka's violent mood swings,
Simba was a very accessible King, and day by day the pride sisters saw
in him the marks of his father. To say there was none of Ahadi in Taka
would be unfair, but only Elanna's tenderness could look inside and see
it within him.
But there was no change overnight in the bleak landscape. Animals
that avoided the boundaries of the pride lands in their migrations now
felt confident to walk across Simba's land rather than detour through
Ugas' and Mabatu's kingdom.
Getting them to stay was another matter. One-who-brings-rain
visited the land when the evil had been driven from it. The fertilizing
drops quenched the dying thirst of the land and wakened seeds long
buried in the desolate soil. Those sparks of new life realized the
fulfillment of Aiheu's promise, and they ached for long overdue freedom,
straining at their bonds and breaking free to push up new leaves for
sunshine and fresh air.
Within a few days, the brittle gray savanna began to show a green
haze that tinted the bases of last year's burned grass. And within a
moon, the appointed time for the escape, lush grass was thriving on the
nutrients in the ash strengthened soil. Antelope and zebra came to
graze on the verdant treasure. Giraffes plucked new green shoots from
the wakening acacias and rabbits began to clear out old burrows of their
ash and mud. And to the careful ear, the sound of singing birds broke
the long silence with messages of hope and joy.
The golden tide of rebirth was climaxed by Simba's roar from the
promontory. "Listen all of you! Nala is with child!"
CHAPTER: IT STARTS
Togo and Kombi once thought all males were like Taka. Simba's
good natured sense of humor and gentleness made a deep impression on
them.
In particular, they watched the way he treated Nala, and the way
she reacted to his attention. They were curious about this sort of
relationship which seemed to bring Simba so much happiness.
Their mother nodded and smiled. "That's the way I feel about your
father. Someday you'll have a wife and cubs, and you'll be that happy."
That was probably the most she had ever told them about having a
father, and she made no signs of elaborating on that statement. But it
did stoke their hopes somewhat.
Isha thought she was in for another prank when Togo and Kombi
showed up at her resting place.
"What are you up to this time?" she asked, somewhat impatiently.
"Nothing," Kombi said innocently. It was when he looked like he
was not up to anything that Isha suspected him most.
"And why are you up to nothing by my spot? Go do nothing
somewhere else--I'd feel much safer."
Undaunted, Kombi sat in front of her. "It's like this. You know
how moms are. They won't tell you any of the good stuff."
"Oh?" Isha's ears flicked forward. "And what is the good stuff?"
"Lionesses. You know--lionesses."
"Yeah, I know." She folded her paws and the tip of her tail
twitched. "Do you want to be more specific?"
Kombi looked at a loss. He glanced over at Togo who looked
equally nonplused. "Just start talking and I'll tell you when you got
it."
Isha laughed. "You mean...." She drew close and whispered,
"....lionesses?"
"Yeah!"
"Well, why didn't you say so in the first place!" Isha spread her
claws and groomed the end of her paw nonchalantly. "That's a big topic,
but I'll fill you in. You see, there will come an age when you will be
walking along big as the world and along will come this cute little
lioness. You'll stop in your tracks and stare at her, and even though
you've seen her dozens of times before, she'll look different to you
because you'll be looking with different eyes. You'll think that she's
special somehow, and you'll want her to think you're special too."
Togo and Kombi watched her raptly, their full attention riveted by
the topic. "What happens then?" Togo asked.
"You'll know when it happens to you. It's nothing to be ashamed
of or afraid of. It's Aiheu's gift to you to fall in love with someone.
If that someone loves you back, it's even more wonderful. That's the
kind of love that brings light out of the darkness."
"Neat," Kombi said. "When is it going to happen to me?"
"That's one thing I can't tell you," Isha said. "When you finish
going through puberty, you'll understand."
"Thanks," Togo said, rubbing against her. "Has it ever happened
to you?"
"A few times," she said, smiling coyly.
Armed with all the information they needed, the experts in love
went on to other pursuits like playing tag and baiting a poor hedgehog
to distraction.
The hedgehog was protected by spines which hurt their paws. They
were not old enough to know to tip the unfortunate beast over and attack
the underside, but they were old enough to age the hedgehog several
years in a few moments.
Finally the hedgehog darted into some reeds and skirted away.
"Darn," Togo said. "I was hoping we could keep it."
"And what would you do with it? Teach it tricks?"
Just then, Vianga came slinking out of the grass with remarkable
grace for a lioness in that long-legged age. "Hi, Togo." She smiled at
Kombi and winked. "Hello, hot stuff."
"Uh, hi Vivi."
She strutted past the two lions with a flip of her tail that
brushed the tip of Kombi's nose.
Togo watched the playful ballet of her shapely thighs as she
headed on to the watering hole. His mouth hung open.
Kombi said, "It just happened."
"What?"
"I finished going through puberty." He got up and padded after
her.
"Hey Kombi, wait for me!"
CHAPTER: ALL'S FAIR IN LOVE AND WAR
Togo lay glumly at the foot of Pride Rock, sprawled ungainly
across one of the stones that lay tumbled at its base. He stared
bleakly at the trembling tips of the savanna grass and wondered if
puberty was worth the agony he was going through. Perhaps Rafiki had
some obscure potion that would calm his jangled nerves and keep him from
staring at HER.
He groaned a put a paw over his face. "Oh, Vianga! Why won't you
love me just a little? Why won't you give me a chance?"
By day he had fantasies of her sunning herself on a rock. When he
closed his eyes at night, her smiling face pursued him into the depths
of feverish dreams from which he awoke from trembling and calling her
name. He couldn't pass her by without feeling his heart race. He would
want to gaze into her liquid amber eyes, nuzzle her cheek, rub against
her side, and yes, place his paw on her left shoulder to make her his
forever. Only one thing separated him from his goal.
Kombi.
Togo's jaw clenched as he thought of his brother. Kombi must have
the favor of the gods, for every time Togo tried to impress her, Kombi
would one-up him.
Togo, who was not as dim as he seemed, was only painfully shy.
When she was away, he would think of witty and charming things to say,
but when she looked right at him--which she rarely did--all that would
come out is, "Nice weather we're having."
Togo had practiced for days at jumping the small creek that
trickled into the water hole, soaking himself many times to the laughter
of several animals. He ignored that laughter and kept on trying,
concentrating on balance, poise, and distance. It would not do to land
in the mud and splatter the girl of his dreams. Early that morning, he
had gotten the jump down pat, and he tried it several times, always
landing with a whisper in the dry grass on the other side.
Elated, he then padded off, seeking out Vianga and talking her
into taking a walk with him. The two paced down to the water, chatting
idly, with Togo fighting down his irritation at Vianga's repeated
wondering about the location of his brother.
"Oh, he's probably wandering somewhere, playing cub games." Togo
smiled indulgently. "You know how CHILDREN are."
"I like children," Vianga said, bending down to sniff at the edge
of the creek. "I think they're cute." Barely more than a cub herself,
she nevertheless managed to throw a dazzling smile at Togo. "I can't
wait till I have cubs of my own."
"Neither can I," he breathed. His heart was pounding, and he was
looking into those liquid hazel eyes. It was all he could do to keep
his left paw firmly on the ground.
Then a tawny shape shot past, leaping into the air to land with a
solid thud on the other side. "Hey, Vivi! What's up?"
"Kombi!" Vianga squealed delightedly. "Wait for me!" With a
bound, she cleared the creek easily, landing silently next to him. They
paced off together, Kombi shooting a quick grin and a wink over his
shoulder at Togo.
"Hey! Wait up guys!" Togo gathered himself and leapt, watching
the water flicker by underneath him, the sunlight dazzling off it's
surface in a starburst of light, the far bank coming closer...and rising
much too rapidly...
"Uh-oh," Togo muttered. He closed his eyes, wincing as he hit the
water, the cold driving the air from him with a burbling gasp. Sodden
and covered with mud, he dragged himself off, the soft giggles of
Vianga's laughter driving thorns into his heart. He stormed home and
he'd been sitting on that rock ever since.
Togo stared at the trembling grass and sighed again. No doubt
about it--love was a cruel trickster that played by its own rules.
"Hey, Togo."
His hackles rose as he heard the voice. HER voice.
"Vianga?"
She paced around the rock to look at his sad face. "Togo? I,
uh..."
"What?"
"I'm sorry I laughed at you this morning." Vianga scuffed a paw
in the dirt nervously. "It was really mean of me."
Togo gaped at her. "Uh, well, it's okay."
"Really?" She glanced at him quickly. "You mean it?"
"Sure." He smiled at her.
"Great. You're really nice, Togo."
He opened his mouth to reply, but was interrupted by an all to
familiar voice. "Vivi!"
She looked over Togo's head. "Hey Kombi! He's right here."
Togo turned to gaze at his brother. "What is it?"
"I hope you aren't sore about this morning. I explained to Vivi
that it wasn't your fault, since you were...you know, born
uncoordinated."
So that was why Vianga looked at him with such a mixture of sorrow
and pity! Togo struggled to take in the depth of his brother's
deviousness while wondering where he had learned a word longer than
three syllables. "Uncoordinated, huh?" Togo bristled.
"Yeah! I told her that's why I can already catch prey, and you
can't." Kombi grinned.
"What??"
"Sure!"
"You can NOT catch prey, Kombi!"
"Can too!" Kombi's grin turned sly. "I bet I can catch something
before YOU can!"
Togo shot a flat gaze at Kombi, all too aware of Vianga's eyes on
him, measuring.... "Deal."
"You're on!" Kombi sniffed the ground purposefully, then dashed
away into the grass. Grumbling, Togo padded off in the other direction,
wondering what he was going to do now. Pushing his way onto the tall
grass, he nosed about uncertainly, then froze as he heard a horrific
shriek. Turning, he tore back to where Vianga sat, her eyes wide.
"Did you hear-"
"What was that all-"
Both of them were silenced by the sight of Kombi padding out of
the grass, humming busily to himself, a fat savanna hare dangling from
his jaws. He deposited it on the ground, grinning hugely. "Told `ya!"
Togo gaped wordlessly as Vianga praised Kombi nonstop. A lead
weight seemed to fill his stomach as he turned to stare at his brother,
his jaw trembling. "I..I guess you win, Beebee," he croaked.
"Hmm?" Kombi looked away from Vianga. "Oh yeah!"
"Good luck." Togo turned and paced away slowly, his tail dragging
in the dust. Even in extremis, he did not want Vianga to see him cry--
or Kombi for that matter.
"Togo?"
"What??" he said tremulously. "Leave me alone!"
"Hey... no hard feelings, okay?" Togo turned to see Kombi
carrying the rabbit toward him. Laying it at Togo's feet, he turned
away. "You keep it, Togo."
Vianga stared at Kombi in wonder. "You are so SWEET!" Togo
watched agonized, as she leaned over and kissed Kombi's cheek. A
beatific grin lit his face, and he nuzzled her in return, purring.
"Well, you know, I have to look out for him. I mean, he IS my
brother-" Kombi froze, staring at something behind Togo. "Uh, I gotta
run. Seeya later, okay?" Without waiting, he turned and trotted off
quickly. Vianga stared after him. "You're lucky to have such a
wonderful brother, Togo."
"Yeah." Togo wrapped his forepaws around his head in shame. Warm
breath puffed in his ear as he was nuzzled softly. "WHAT??"
"Jeez, cool it!"
Togo looked up to see Habusu looking at him oddly. "Oh, hey,
Habu."
"What's shakin?"
"Nothing," Togo sighed. "Nothing at all."
The older cub looked over at Vianga. "Hey, Vivi."
"Hello, Habu," Vianga said in a voice that fairly dripped
sweetness. "Looking handsome as ever today, I see."
"Thanks," he said, grinning crookedly. "Oh hey, Kombi brought you
the rabbit!"
"Yep." Togo grunted.
"Wild. I tell you what, your Mom had a time catching that sucker
this morning."
Togo lifted his head to stare at Habusu. "What?"
Habu nodded. "Uzuri finally caught it a while ago; she gave I to
Kombi and said to share it with you." He stared in wonder. "I'm
surprised he didn't eat it himself. No offense," he added hastily.
"But you know Kombi."
"Yeah," Togo growled. "I know Kombi, all right." he looked at
Vianga, vindicated. "See?? I TOLD you he couldn't do it! That was a
dirty, underhanded trick!"
Vianga dissolved into giggles. "Wow! He's smarter than I
thought!"
Togo and Habu looked at each other. "What??"
She giggled again. "Boy, he really pulled a fast one on you.
He's so clever, you have to think twice before you go up against him!"
She batted her eyes and sighed deeply. "What a lion!"
Desperate times called for desperate measures, Togo decided. He
made off purposefully through the grass, and before long was sitting
before the pride's shaman, parading his woes before the mandrill.
Finally, Rafiki shushed him. "What do want ME to do about it?"
Togo squirmed uncomfortably. "Uh, well, uh...can't you, like give
her something to make her love ME instead?"
Rafiki's eyes widened in surprise. "Tell me young buck, if I DID
have such a thing, would it be right to use it on her when she is
already in love with someone who loves her back? How would your brother
feel?" Rafiki peered at him, interested. "And could you REALLY enjoy a
love from someone that comes from a drug instead of their heart?"
Togo wilted. "I guess not."
Rafiki patted the young lion and laid an arm across his shoulders
comfortingly. "There, there, son. You're going through a difficult
time right now. Believe me, Rafiki knows." The mandrill chewed the
inside of his cheek for a moment, thinking. "Has your mother talked
with you yet about...lionesses?"
"No, she hasn't." Togo frowned deeply. "She probably thinks
we're still too young."
"I can't imagine why," Rafiki said, smiling at the cub whose mane
was little more than a shaggy ruff around his neck at the moment.
"Yeah," Togo said, not seeing the amused look on Rafiki's face.
"At least Isha told us the truth about it."
Rafiki's smile froze. "Oh?" Visions of the sultry lioness having
a heart-to-heart with the two cubs about the facts of life made his
heart skip a beat. "And what did she tell you?"
Togo recounted the somewhat vague details Isha had given him, and
Rafiki relaxed as he mentally chastised himself for having so little
faith in her. Clearing his throat, he stroked the thin mane on Togo's
shoulders as the afternoon crept gently past, and began to speak, slowly
revealing the wonderful secrets that life held for a lion, the things
Ugas would have told his sons had he been able to.
At last he sat back, sipping at a bowl of water to soothe his dry
throat. "Well?"
Togo gazed thoughtfully out at the grassland. "Wow. That's
really...something, Rafiki. Thanks!"
"Of course." Rafiki sat back and smiled. "Anything else?"
"We-ell..."
"Come on, out with it."
Togo glanced at him. "Is there REALLY any such thing as a love
potion? I'd really like to know."
Rafiki sighed. This WAS Ugas' son, after all. Reaching into a
small alcove in the side of the baobab, he withdrew a small leaf wrapped
tightly around something. "Here. I believe this is what you want."
Togo's eyes grew large. "Awesome!" He bent to pick the bundle
up.
"Listen to me carefully, son. I'm giving you this as a special
gift. I want you to keep it, not use it."
Togo drew a puzzled frown at that. "Huh?"
"This is to keep you honest, my boy."
The young lion drew back indignantly. "Who, me?! I'm always
honest!"
"Of course," Rafiki said dryly. "That's why I entrust this to
you. Because I know that every time you look at it, you'll think better
of meddling in the lives of others." Rafiki laid a hand on Togo's head.
"You'll never use it. Every time you see it, you'll feel proud of
yourself for doing the right thing."
Togo's chest swelled with pride and purpose. "You betcha!"
A short while later found the adolescent lion proudly laying the
wrapped bundle before Vianga. "Look what I got for you, Vivi!"
She eyed the leaf warily. "What is it?"
"A treat...a sweet treat for a sweet girl."
She giggled shyly. "Thanks. Even if you did slobber on it."
"Sorry."
"That's okay." Sniffing the concoction, she picked it up
delicately, chewed, and swallowed.
Togo eyed her apprehensively, heart pounding. "How's it taste?"
"Okay."
"How do you feel?"
"Fine." She stared at him because he seemed to be waiting for
something else. "It was very nice, Togo." She looked into his
searching eyes. "Thank you very much?"
"Is that all you feel?" He looked disappointed.
"Oh, you want a kiss?" She gave him the briefest lick and said,
"There. I hate to run but I have a date with Kombi."
She started to walk away. Then she looked back. "What was in
that thing?"
"What does it matter? It didn't work."
"Where did you get it?"
"From Rafiki. He told me it was...." He looked down.
"A love potion?"
"Yeah."
"That explains it. Gods, that's strong stuff!" She fell at his
feet and pawed at him. "I'm ready, Togo! Take me!"
"Take you?? Where?"
"Make love to me! I'm on fire!"
Togo backpedaled madly as Vianga nuzzled his face and chest
vigorously, prostrating herself before him. "Love me, Togo! Love me
quick or I'll kill myself!"
"Well, I...." He closed his eyes tightly as if it could make her
go away. "We're not old enough. Do you know what they'd do if they
caught us??"
Her passionate kiss made his eyes fly open.
"Run away with me. So what if we're not old enough. We'll hack
out a living in the wilderness, just you and I facing danger and
hardship together, but we'll have our love. Our love, Togo!"
"But Vianga...."
"We'll make love morning, noon and night! I'll live for your
touch--your closeness--your beautiful body next to mine as we climb to
the skies together and cry out from the dizzy heights of passion!" She
began to writhe sinuously before him.
"Vivi, get a grip on yourself!"
A burst of uncontrolled laughter erupted from a nearby bush and
Kombi tumbled out, staggering weakly. "You dope!" He walked over to
Vianga and nuzzled her cheek, grinning as she returned his affections.
"Hey!" Togo said. "What's the big idea!"
Kombi rolled on the ground, laughing. "Let that be a lesson to
you, brother. You're messing with MY girl. She and I have this special
thing, see, and you can't be a part of it. Did you think that was a
love potion or something?? That was only cough medicine."
"It was?" Embarrassed, Togo squirmed and tears began to roll down
his good-natured face. "You let me make a fool of myself?? How could
you do that to me, Kombi! How could you be so cold!"
"Love potion! How could you be so stupid! You should know I'm
her honey tree. She doesn't even know you exist. It's not your fault--
you didn't have a chance with me around. I'm the love doctor!"
Vianga frowned. "Beat it, love doctor. I want a second opinion!"
She pushed away Kombi and nuzzled Togo, wiping his eyes with her paw.
"I'm glad I found out who the real love doctor was before it was too
late. I'll follow you anywhere--all you have to do is ask."
"The joke is over," Kombi said, incensed. "This isn't funny
anymore."
"Who asked you??" She looked penetratingly into Togo's eyes.
"Who needs him? He's so conceited he's swelling up like a carcass in
the sun. He's not gentle and sweet like you."
"Don't try to pull the same trick on me," Kombi said. "I'm wise
to you."
"Put a paw in it!" she shouted. She turned to Togo and nuzzled
him again. "I'm sorry I came on to you like that. It was a nasty
little joke and I'm sorry. You tried to trick me and I just wanted to
teach you a lesson."
"You sure did. If you'll dump him that quick, you'd dump me too.
Vivi, you're very pretty, but you're a shameless flirt, and that's not
what I need." He took in a deep, cleansing breath, let it out and
smiled broadly. "It doesn't matter one way or the other `cause I'm
cured of puberty! No more symptoms at all! See, I can look right at
you--nothing happens! I can kiss you!" He jumped down and gave her a
lingering, passionate lick. "Nothing happens! I feel so much better, I
ought to thank you! I don't know about you two, but I'm going to play
tag with Habu." He turned and left.
She rubbed her cheek where he kissed her and shuddered. She
padded after him. "Togo, wait! I think I love you!"
"Vivi, come back!" Kombi chased after her. "TO-GO!! VI-VI!!
Wait up!!"
CHAPTER: THE SHADOWS GROW LONGER
Ugas' eyes half closed as Rafiki's herbs had their desired effect
and the old mandrill's hands worked his stiff joints. "I'm sorry I've
been so long coming," Rafiki said. "I've had to nurse Simba through a
nasty fever."
"So how's my second cousin doing?"
"He's fine now."
"Is he like his father? I mean, I really miss old Mufasa's gentle
wisdom."
"You knew him well? I thought...."
"That lions are territorial? We are. But we always walked the
line between our kingdoms at the same time each week." He sighed. "He
would never say much. But I always looked forward to seeing him. And
the first day he didn't show up, a small part of me died."
"I had no idea. If you cared for each other, why have territories
at all? I mean, it makes no sense."
"It makes perfect sense. We have duties to perform, duties that
Aiheu gives us." Ugas put his paw around Rafiki and drew him close.
"One of them is to hunt and feed our children, and territories help us
do that. Does that mean we hate our prey, or that they don't deserve to
live? I think not. Life is a struggle, but it is in the struggle that
we define ourselves and find our place in the universe."
"So it really is duty that keeps us separated from the ones we
love?"
"Yes. But ultimately it is love that brings us together. When
we're reunited before Aiheu, there will be no territories. When I see
Muffy again, I'll do more than speak. I'll nuzzle him and share jokes
with him and see if I can best him in wrestling. I've always wanted to
take him on, no holds barred. He was such a big lion, so full of power
and resolve."
"You must have given this a great deal of thought."
"Yes. Death is like a distant mountain. At first it's all gray
and green, like a mist. But the closer you come to it, the more you
see. You begin to make out separate trees and rocks. I've come to see
it all too clearly now."
"Oh no! You'll outlive us all."
"Yeah, right." He coughed as if to drive the point home. "We all
have to die sometime. But before I go, I want to meet my sons. I want
to look into their eyes and tell them I love them."
"Are you sure you have that much time left?" Rafiki asked, amused
but a little judgmental. "You've been very busy."
"I don't have much time left," he said. "And you know I meant
Togo and Kombi. They're the only sons I have--all the rest are
daughters. Ah, that's it, rub further to the left....oh, yes!"
"Those two are quite a sight," Rafiki said, rubbing harder.
"They're Uzuri's. That's good enough for me. I love that girl."
"You love all lionesses."
"I LIKE all lionesses. I LOVE her."
"Well you'd BETTER love her!" Rafiki said sharply.
"What do you mean by that??"
"If you ever hurt her, I may be only an old monkey, but I'll get
you. I swear I will! You take care of that girl, you hear me??"
"Calm down, will you? Not so hard with the hands, you old
monkey!"
"She means the world to me. I won't have you treating her like a
plaything to toss aside when you've had your fun!"
"Calm down! Your face is turning red! Besides, you're rubbing my
fur the wrong way!"
"I'm sorry. I guess I'm playing the honey badger." He gave Ugas'
shoulder a pat. "So you really love her?"
"I'm deeply in love with her. Just like you are."
"Well I...." Rafiki was supremely embarrassed. "I love her, but
I wouldn't say I'm IN love with her. I mean, not THAT way."
"Come now," Ugas said, patting his shoulder with a large paw.
"Let's be honest. I won't be upset by the truth. Now before Aiheu, can
you truthfully say that you've never had one small inkling of attraction
to her? Your wife has been dead all these years. Uzuri does
practically everything for you a wife would do. She has even groomed
you." He smiled. "I can tell by looking at you that you feel
threatened. You're very transparent, and the guilt leaves tracks all
over your face."
Rafiki looked down. "Ugas, you wouldn't understand. I mean,
sure. Sometimes I wish we were--the same kind--you know. But I pray
about those feelings and they go away."
"You're giving me half an answer. Rafiki, Aiheu knows your heart.
And so do I."
Ugas drew him close with a paw and patted him gently, nuzzling him
with his large face. "She has that effect on people. In your heart,
you know that even the stones and the grass she step on love her. I
count myself lucky that I can act on that love. We see each other as
often as possible, and not only when she's in season. Sometimes we sit
under the stars and talk for hours."
"About what?"
"Oh, one thing she really likes is star lore. What she doesn't
know about the night sky isn't worth knowing. I can tell--in my younger
days, I was quite a scholarly type. As deadly serious as a baobab tree
in a rain storm."
"I didn't know that." Rafiki cleared his throat. "Does she ever
talk about me?"
"Oh does she ever! How cute your little girl was and how pretty
your wife was, and how you work miracles on her stiff shoulder--I can
tell from personal experience that you do. You'd think she was your
mother the way she talks about you. And did you really stop Akase's
miscarriage with Heartleaf?"
"Yes. With Maraliscus. The combination kept it from poisoning
her but stopped the contractions. It was touch and go there for a
while."
"Uzuri has good taste in friends--she doesn't smile at everyone
that nods their head at her. She cares for you a great deal. More than
she probably lets on." He drew close and said in a near whisper, "If
you were a lion, I'd be insanely jealous. Odds are five to one she'd be
married to YOU right now."
Rafiki rubbed more and more slowly as a dreamy expression crossed
his face. "Don't be foolish," he muttered. "What an odd notion!"
"I want her children to inherit my kingdom," he said matter-of-
factly. "That was our understanding from the beginning. I would give
her love, and she would give me sons. And she has--twin sons when I
thought I only had daughters in me. We must not let them slip away."
"I'll see what I can do."
"Can you arrange a meeting? Just them, their mother and I?"
"I'll do what he can."
"You'll do better than that. Her happiness means everything to
you. You'd do whatever it takes."
Rafiki looked down again. "Yes, I would."
"And Rafiki, I'll be gone long before Uzuri. You know I'm rather
old."
"You shouldn't think that way."
"Why not? It's true. And I know I'll be leaving her alone." He
looked at Rafiki intently. "I want to know she will have someone to
look after her. Swear to me--swear by Aiheu's holy name--you will see
she is well tended to. Let no harm come to her."
"I swear."
Ugas put his large paw on Rafiki's shoulder and gave him a soft
pat. "Someday, somehow God will reward you for all this."
The mandrill looked up. "He already has, my old friend. More
than you could imagine." He hugged Ugas around his strong neck and
said, "She talks about you too. All good things. I just thought you'd
want to know that."
Rafiki said a quick blessing over Ugas' land, then walked away.
When he was safely hidden in the rushes between the two kingdoms, he
clasped his hands and bowed his head. "Merciful Aiheu, I can't help it
if I'm in love with her. Help me! I'd die if she ever found out!"
Tears ran down his cheek and he sniffed, rubbing his eyes.
CHAPTER: LIEBESTOD
Adhama flicked an ear absently at a buzzing fly as she shouldered
her way silently through the high grass. As she emerged from the
surrounding brush, she spotted Ugas atop a small rise, looking into the
west toward Pride Rock.
Padding to his side, she craned her head to look at him. "Who is
it this time?" she asked with a wry smile. "Do I know her?"
He glanced at her and grinned dazzlingly. "It's not a lioness,
Addie! My sons are coming to visit me! My sons, Addie!"
Adhama beamed. "Togo and Kombi? Coming here?"
"And why not?? My sons can go anywhere they please!"
"When are they coming?"
"I don't know. Within a few days. But what's a few more days
after all these moons?" He leaned over and nuzzled her warmly. "After
I'm gone, I'll feel good knowing that my sons are taking care of you."
"And who says you're dying first? You may outlive us all."
"I hope not." He reached out with a paw and fondled her cheek.
"I've lived a long life, a full life. I've had a lot of happiness, and
now I have peace of mind. I prayed for a son, and I got twin boys!
Aiheu has been good to me."
"You forgot to mention your sister that loves you."
Ugas smiled and nuzzled her again. "Yes, I have a sister that I
love." He thought a moment. "Addie, I'm going to try and talk Uzuri
into staying. Things are fine in her pride now, and she said she would
come to me when things improved."
"Does she know about the others?"
"No." He looked worried. "It's better that she never knows.
She's my wife, you know. I pledged to her."
"She's the Queen?"
"Yes. You sound surprised."
"No, not at all. I think she'll make a good Queen. But do you
think you can remain faithful to her?"
"Addie!" He smiled, somewhat embarrassed. "If she'll only stay
this time, I'll be faithful to her. It's an even trade. She'd be
giving up her pride, and I'd be giving up...." He half closed his eyes
and looked pensive, counting on his paws. "Well, maybe it's not an even
trade, but I'll do it for her."
"Be serious!"
"I AM serious. I'd do anything for that girl. When she's here,
she makes my world. But every time she leaves me, I feel this horrible
emptiness. If she will make sacrifices for me, I'll make them for her."
"She might just do that. At least I'll never leave you."
Ugas smiled and his eyes sparkled. "Have I told you I love you
recently?"
"Many times, Honey Tree."
"Well I'm telling you again."
Adhama smiled and slipped silently into the grass headed for
Pride Kopje. The hunt would begin in an hour or so, and already the
Pride Sisters were starting to gather to discuss plans.
Adhama had spoken of sacrifices. Never had she understood
sacrifice more keenly than as she went over the night's plan with the
other lionesses. Despite her advanced age, her slowing reflexes and her
weakening eyes she was still hunt mistress for Ugas' pride. With her
renowned hunting abilities and keen sight, Uzuri would surely replace
her, but so great was her love for Ugas that she would willingly step
aside for Queen Uzuri. Adhama, who loved cubs, would tend the children
in her remaining days and dream of nights on the trail. She determined
to remember every moment of what might be her last hunt as a leader.
Ugas watched her tawny form fade into the grass, a smile on his
face. Settling his bulk gently to the ground, he started to doze off
for a nap when he heard a soft padding in the grass. "Addie, did you
forget something?"
"I'm not Addie," a sultry voice replied.
Ugas looked up. A smile of delight blossomed on his face.
"Sarafina! My sweet Fini!"
Sarafina nuzzled him as he lay on the ground. Quickly he raised
off the ground, closing his eyes in bliss as he rubbed down her full
length. "Oh, girl, it's good to see you!"
"I missed you, beloved," she said.
"I missed you too." He kissed one of her cheeks softly, then
kissed the other cheek. A deep, quiet purr rose from inside her.
"You're in your season," he said gently. "It seems like the only
time I ever see you around. Don't you ever just want to share the view
from Pride Kopje when the sun is setting and the stars come peeking
out?"
"I wish I could, my darling. I love you so much, but I have too
many ties to my Pride to just walk away from them."
"So how's my little girl?"
"I'm fine," she said, kissing him again.
"I should have said OUR little girl."
"Oh, Nala. She's expecting cubs soon."
"My Nala, a mother?" He smiled warmly. "Wonderful! I hope they
look like you. Is Simba good to her?"
"Oh, as good as gold."
"If he isn't, you call me. I'll teach him a little respect."
"I believe you." She laughed. "You sure taught ME a few things."
He smiled and nuzzled her passionately. "Is that a hint? Are you
back for another lesson?"
She laughed again with anticipation and nosed him playfully on the
thigh. "Come with me. I thirst for knowledge." Then she turned and
darted into the reeds.
Ugas pursued her. "So you want to learn something?? See if you
can handle this!"
From the depths of the reeds, Sarafina gasped in a breath and
issued it in a moan.
"Oh, Fini! I love you so much! So much!"
"Ugas!" she stammered. "I love to have you next to me! I live
for your touch!"
"Oh, Fini! My dear girl!"
"Oh gods, I love you, Ugas!"
"I love you too! Oh! Oh yes!" He gasped and roared loudly.
She answered his roar with a cry of passionate fulfillment.
Suddenly Ugas shrieked--this time it was a cry of pain.
"What's wrong??"
"Oh gods, no!"
"Ugas, what's wrong??"
"My chest!! I can't breathe!!"
"Ugas! My darling! Ugas!!"
He came out of the reeds, his eyes wide, gasping. "My heart! I'm
dying!! Fini, I'm dying!!" He staggered a few more steps, then fell to
the ground and rolled on his side. "Tell Rafiki to send for the twins."
"I'll go get him right away!"
Ugas gasps, then begs her, "No! Fini, please don't leave me!
Don't leave me here to die alone!"
She began to sob hysterically. "Ugas, don't die! For God's sake,
please don't die! Don't leave me, Ugas!" Looking around, she screamed,
"Help! Somebody help us! Adhama! Rafiki! Anybody!!"
A flock of ravens was startled out of an acacia tree. Flapping
and squawking they formed a black cloud that whisked away on the wind.
No one else could hear her.
He reached out with a trembling paw and placed it atop hers. He
stared at her, but his eyes didn't seem to focus. He drew in a hoarse
breath and whispered something.
"I didn't hear."
He closed his eyes. "Uzuri? Uzuri??" A look of pain and
desperation crossed his face. "Uzuri??"
Sarafina lowered her voice slightly. "Yes, Ugas?"
"Uzuri, beloved. I don't feel so good."
"I know." Tears streamed down her face.
"Uzuri, forgive me. I've cheated on you, dearest."
Sarafina's breath caught. "Oh?"
He gasped, sweat matting his fur. "Forgive me, my angel. I've
been unfaithful, but only because you were so far away. I wanted you
here by my side--Gods, I was so lonely without you. I sought comfort in
my solitude, but it was only you I loved. Only you, my dear wife."
Tears brimmed in Sarafina's eyes. She felt her heart crumble into
pieces. "No one else?"
"Our sons will be king and consort. It's the least I can do. I
wish I could have been a better father."
"That's all right," Sarafina said, stroking his pain filled face
with a paw. "We all have regrets. That's part of life."
"Then you forgive me?" He became very agitated, and pain twisted
his features into a mask of suffering. "Please, Uzuri! Say you forgive
me!"
"Yes, my darling. But you're going to get well again. Dear God,
you must get well again!"
"Come," he stammered. "I feel so tired. Let us rest in the shade
under the acacias."
The air rushed from his lungs in a sudden sigh and his paw slipped
down.
Sarafina hung her head and began to sob, stroking his mane with
her paw. He looked almost like Nala when she slept. Never again would
his kind eyes look in hers. Never again would his gentle voice speak of
love. The sun that had risen on her joy would set on her grief. And
not hers alone, but Uzuri's.
"What will I tell her? How could I tell her?" She had no idea
what to say, or even who to tell. She couldn't tell Uzuri that she had
seen him die! Rafiki would have to tell her, and when he wouldn't
reveal his source, Uzuri would be suspicious.
With a trembling paw, Sarafina drew a circle around Ugas' eye and
touched him beneath the jaw. Then giving Ugas one last kiss, she turned
and trudged away toward home. She could not roar, but had to keep her
feelings locked away inside her. She wiped her tears and tried to
freeze her face into a mask of deceptive calm. Her sister's husband had
died making love to her, and out of love for Uzuri she would suffer in
silence.
CHAPTER: THE PANIC
The next day Adhama was sunning herself with Agavi when she
noticed vultures circling some distance away. "That's odd. I don't
remember a kill to the west."
"Maybe it's the hyenas again. That brother of yours is probably
napping again."
"My brother the king, you mean," Adhama chided gently. "Still,"
she sighed, "you're probably right. I'll go have a little talk with
him. But first, let's check out that kill."
They headed west to what would have been the gateway to the
eastern meadow from Pride Rock. The number of birds seemed to indicate
a rather large animal down, and Adhama felt her spirits perk up despite
her irritation at Ugas; the pride might eat well tonight if it was
fresh.
That was when Agavi saw the body. "It's a lion!"
Adhama trembled. She sniffed the air, then froze for one awful
moment like a statue of grief. "Oh my gods!!"
"It's Ugas!!"
Adhama ran to her brother, scattering a flock of vultures, and
began to paw and nuzzle him. "Ugas!! Brother!! Oh gods, he's dead!!"
She fell upon him, running a paw gently over where the birds had sadly
abused his body. "Oh, you poor, sweet angel--walking the border! Oh
gods, how tired it made him! He always said how tired he got, and I
didn't want him to take a nap!" She began to sob.
"Honey Tree, he lived a long life. He was happier at the end than
I've seen him in years. Don't blame yourself."
"He wanted to see his sons and tell them he loved them." She
stroked his mane and wept. Her grief was deep, but the urge to roar for
him and release her grief was suppressed by a more immediate concern.
"Agavi, we have no male heir till the twins get here. We'll have to
hide him."
"HIDE him? Hide HIM??"
"You get the pride sisters together. We have to do something.
Maybe we can mark the territory--scratch a few trees--pee on a shrub--I
don't know!"
"They'll know it's not a male."
"Well, maybe if we freshen up some old marks. We can't just sit
here--we're in danger!"
And so began a time in the life of Ugas' pride known as The Panic.
At all times there were at least two lionesses awake that traveled
together. If trouble came, they were not to fight but to head back to
the others at a run using separate paths. Cubs were not to play by
themselves under any conditions. And no matter what, Ugas' name was not
to be mentioned aloud except at certain times. In front of Zazu's
family (who were notorious gossips) they would talk of Ugas' latest
accomplishments. Reports would be given to Ugas' dour-faced majordomo
Ichabod that the King was busy patrolling and just drove off some
hyenas. The crane would nod and take to the skies, gleefully squawking
at the top of his lungs at the King's latest exploits. And Atika, who
had the deepest voice of the lionesses, would drop a register or two and
do a decent imitation of Ugas' evening call. "This land is mine! Mine
by the will of Aiheu! I will protect my family and my own!"
She meant it too....
CHAPTER: GRABBING AT THE WIND
Kombi did not know he was a prince. Indeed, he did not know his
father's name. And so to him The Big World was still a great mystery
into which he would be thrust one day to eke out a living.
Like most lions his age, he was looking around for a lioness that
would come with him to share his existence and comfort him in his
loneliness. Vianga would not even speak to him, much less face the
unknown by his side. But somewhere there must be another, and he was
determined to find her.
Lately, Kombi had his eye on Wajanja, a lovely creature whose
gentleness was a stark contrast to his own brashness. It was precisely
this contrast that had kept them apart. Now the lioness cub that he had
once held in contempt, and who had tattled on him often as a child
became the object of his greatest desires.
There lay the problem. Some of the young lionesses were
interested in him, but he could not return their affections. He was
attracted to someone who did not even like him, much less love him.
Wajanja was the type that found deep meaning in everything and
made remarks to her friends how Simba's love for Nala reminded her of
Mano and Minshasa, casting them as romantic hero and heroine. Wajanja
loved to roll in the flowers, but was sad to see their fragile beauty
crushed. Her three hundred pound weight, rapier claws, and passion for
hunting red meat on the hoof aside, she had a very gentle disposition
when compared to Kombi.
He would follow her at a discrete distance, watching her while his
brother felt like a lonely widower after so much attention for so long.
She noticed his attentions, and she made every effort to show she
was spurning him, even going to the trouble to change paths once and
take the long route to the watering hole. As if that were not enough,
she would talk with her friends in his hearing and insult his "infantile
attempts" to woo her.
Finally, one day, Kombi decided to force the issue. He ran a few
steps ahead of her, blocked her path and blurted out, "Wajanja, we need
to talk."
"Wrong. You need to talk. Why don't you find someone that wants
to listen."
"That's very cold, Jannie."
"My friends call me that. You can call me Wajanja. Now repeat
after me--`so long, Wajanja.'"
She tried to push past him, but he moved in front of her again.
"You've never even given me a chance. I have the right to just one fair
chance, don't I?"
"No. Love is a privilege, not a right. So is conversation."
"Well, just grant me the right this once and I won't press the
issue further, OK?"
"You promise?"
"I promise."
"Very well. You are not my type. I want the quiet, sensitive
type like Habu. If he wasn't smitten with Lisani, I'd be all over him
like green on leaves." She sighed. "I'd leave the pride for him. I
don't think Miss Priss would. Love is wasted on the wrong people."
"I know. Deep down inside I am really sensitive and--uh--quiet.
But I have to put on a brave front for the others. See, I can even
cry." He tried to force tears to come, screwing up his face into all
kinds of promising but unproductive expressions. He turned and bit his
paw. Then he got tears all right, but ended up hopping around, holding
his forepaw to his chest and licking it.
She laughed at him and said, "You never had a serious thought in
your whole life!"
He looked at her, hurt. "Oh really? I've had lots of serious
thoughts." Turned his back to her and sat down.
"You wanted to talk. Well, this is your chance. Name one," she
said derisively. "Can you even name one?"
"Well, for one, I have to leave the Pride someday, and I have
nightmares about it. I mean, I'll have Togo and all, but I'll never see
my mother again and I'll never see you again, Jannie. No matter how you
feel about me, I love you and I'll miss you and hope you fall in love
with someone who can love you back. Sometimes I was dumb enough to
think I might get you to notice me, or even like me a little. I say
dumb enough because love can make clever guys act so stupid. Well, I
hope you got a good laugh out of it--at least one of us will."
"No, I wouldn't laugh at you."
"Daria is crazy about me. If I would say hello to her, she would
melt like dirt in a good rain. But I don't really care--you know--and
it's sad that she wants what she can't have, and so do I. Maybe Daria
and I are more alike than I realized. I mean, we both are grabbing at
the wind, and we'll never catch it."
She looked at him intently. "You know, I believe that somewhere
VERY DEEP DOWN INSIDE you really do have a thoughtful side."
"Thanks--I guess." He started away. "Don't worry, I promised I
wouldn't bother you again, and I won't."
"Wait." She came, nuzzled his sad face and said, "I'm sorry I
laughed at you. I hope I didn't hurt your feelings. I'm not really a
mean person."
"Aw, no problem." He nuzzled her back. "Does this mean I can see
you again?"
"Why not. Maybe tonight."
"I'd like that. Heck, I'd love that. I feel like I can talk to
you. I could tell you things I wouldn't share with another living soul.
But Wajanja, if you laugh at me or you tell anyone else what I say, I'll
just die!"
"I'd never do that!" She looked into his sparkling eyes and
smiled. "I've misjudged you, Kombi. You're really very sweet."
He smiled back. "Do you think so?"
"No, but I'll still see you tonight." She reached over and kissed
his cheek.
He walked away, a blissful, innocent smile on his face. Togo met
him behind the bushes. "So, did you pull the old 'grabbing at the wind'
story on her?"
"Yep. Works every time!"
Togo nudged him and grinned. "The Love Doctor strikes again."
He rubbed his cheek where she kissed it. "I wish you wouldn't put
it that way. I'm going to see if she'll come with me. This is
serious." He looked off into the distance for a while, then rolled on
his back in the grass. Togo joined him.
"So, Togo, have you narrowed down the field?"
"Who, me?" Togo had an embarrassed grin on his face.
"Who is she? Don't hold out on me now."
"You'd laugh at me."
"No I wouldn't."
"Well, it's Lisani."
"Miss Priss??" Kombi giggled.
"There you go laughing at me!"
"I'm sorry," Kombi said. "Really I am. But you and Lisani? You
know she's stuck on Habu."
"So is Wajanja. But that doesn't stop you from trying. I guess
we're grabbing at the wind." Togo took his paw and ruffled Kombi's
mane. "Hey, I hope you catch it, you dog."
"What the heck. Why don't you hit on Lisani? I mean, maybe one
of us will get lucky."
"You don't `hit on' a girl like Lisani. And I don't suggest
trying it on Wajanja if you want her to marry you. `Get lucky' indeed!"
CHAPTER: PARTING IS SUCH SWEET SORROW
Togo and Kombi were showing changes in their maturing bodies.
They lost that long-legged look that once made them appear awkward.
Their manes were filling out nicely, their chests were broadening, and
one day out of the sheer will to make a grand noise, they both let out
with a roar that would have made Ugas quite proud.
Uzuri would look at them appraisingly, and some of the time she
was proud of the fine lions they were becoming. Other times she would
mourn the loss of their cubhood and the approach of their commoner's
mantlement. She would eventually have to tell Simba that they were sons
of a King and entitled to a royal mantlement hosted by their father.
And doing so, she would also be saying her farewell to her old life and
old home. Uzuri loved Ugas and longed to be by his side, but his words
came back to haunt her. It would never be easy to leave old friends and
old haunts and start again. But if Togo and Kombi could do it, she
could too. When she was depressed, she would close her eyes and look
inward at her dream--Ugas by her side as Togo and Kombi stood on Pride
Kopje and surveyed their kingdom.
She had not discussed this with her sons yet. She could not risk
either of them making an indiscreet remark. Uzuri had planned out what
she would say and how--she did not want her departure to be spoiled by
misunderstandings or hard feelings.
And so knowing nothing of their mother's plans, Togo and Kombi
spent much of their time fawning on Simba, trying to ply him with
favors. Simba was utterly surprised when they stopped calling him "big
guy" and started calling him "Sir." Kombi brought him a hare Uzuri had
caught for him to eat, and Togo even dragged part of a gazelle for him
clear up Pride Rock so he could wake up to a surprise breakfast.
Privately, Nala asked Simba if there was a way to let them remain.
"They're trying so hard to please you. There's is no hate in them--they
will not turn on you the way your Uncle did."
"That's not the problem," Simba replied. "I'd trust them with my
life, if it came to that. They're afraid of their destiny, Nala. I
don't blame them, for I know the ways of the `big world,' and they have
reason to fear it." He sighed and glumly ate the haunch.
Later that same day, Togo and Kombi offered to help him with the
border patrol. "You have no brother to help you," Togo explained in
what sounded like a prepared statement. "Without a Prince Consort, you
have to go around doing everything for yourself and have so little time
to spend with Nala." Togo looked over at Kombi who subtly nodded
approval and he continued; "We insist on taking the Western Plain."
"But that's very hot and dry," Simba said. "And it can be very
dangerous."
"We don't mind, Sir," Kombi said, bowing with respect. "Danger is
our life."
"And what would you like in return?"
Kombi looked shocked and scandalized. "Sire, we're just trying to
be nice." He looked casual, but his tail twitched nervously. "Since
you asked, I wish we could go on being friends forever."
Simba sighed deeply. "I know you do." His heart was not into
having them become rogue lions, bachelors on the open fields having to
support themselves with marginal hunting skills, being driven from pride
land to pride land by a succession of males. Despite their routine
truancy, Simba had grown to love them, and he saw in them some of the
basic goodness that was in their mother.
Uzuri would be the real problem. Next to Sarabi and Nala, Simba
loved Uzuri the most, and he would steal glances of her private grief
that weighed on him like an injury. And despite himself, Simba had
grown extremely fond of Togo.
The brothers watched him carefully to see how he would react.
Simba scratched his mane uneasily and said, "You want the Western Plain,
eh?"
"Yes sir."
"Fine. We'll start there in the morning." Simba rose and
stretched.
Togo glanced at Kombi quickly, his eyes widening. "S-Sir?"
"You heard me." Simba looked them up and down. "I'm glad to see
you taking on some responsibility. However, a responsible lion also
knows his limits, and I'm afraid you aren't yet up to the challenge."
Kombi looked indignant. "What do you mean?!"
"Your heart is in the right place, but you're too soft to go out
there."
Togo sucked in his stomach self-consciously. "We can hack it,
sir."
Simba shook his head. "No."
"We can take care of ourselves!" Kombi grated. "I'll beat up any
lion who dares challenge our border!"
"Really?" Simba looked at him. "Knock me down."
"What?"
"You heard me. Knock me down." Simba looked at him. "Or can't
you even handle that?"
Togo flicked his eyes to Kombi, who was staring balefully at the
king. "Kombi, give it up."
"Yeah?! Watch and learn, Togo!" Kombi gathered himself and leapt
towards Simba, intending to tackle the other lion full force. Simba
sidestepped neatly and wrapped his forepaws around Kombi, seizing him in
mid-air and wrenching him around to bring him crashing to earth, Simba's
weight holding him fast. Kombi gasped for breath, humiliation in his
eyes as he looked up at the sad face above him.
"Had this been a real fight, your mother would be mourning your
death." Simba nuzzled him gently. "I'm sorry, Kombi. You and Togo
have one month left to you in which to do something."
"What are we gonna do?" Kombi said in a small voice.
"I'll not cast you out unprepared, son." Simba laid a paw gently
on his head. "We'll patrol the Western plain tomorrow...together. Each
morning, we'll go out on patrol. Talk with your Mother; she knows a lot
about the lay of the land. When we get back, I'll show you how to
fight."
CHAPTER: A STRANGER WALKS
For the longest time, Ugas' pride managed to hold together the
fragile deception that kept their sovereignty intact. The lionesses
doubled border patrols after reports from several revealed a rogue male
had been observing the pride carefully.
Then one evening when Adhama said in her deepest voice, "This land
is mine!" a distinctly male voice answered her from the bushes.
"Nice try! Now all you need is a mane!"
The worst had happened. Through long observation, the stranger
had learned the patterns of the watch, and he easily slipped through
where there were no sentries.
"The king will make you pay for this!"
"Are you the king?" He laughed. "What's the problem, Sis? Am I
that ugly?"
The lion stepped out into the moonlight. Indeed, he was anything
but ugly, but she did not like his attitude one bit.
"He will be back soon," she said. "Then you'll pay!"
"Fine." The stranger sat down and began to groom a forepaw.
"I'll wait for him right here."
For several minutes that felt like several hours, Adhama stared at
him icily. There was no sign of nervousness in his manner. He knew
that he had won.
She bowed her head. "What good is it pretending. He's dead."
"Good. That saves me the trouble of killing him. In the
meantime, I'm hungry. What do you have?"
"A little bit of wildebeest. Not much."
"Not much?" He uttered a short, ugly laugh. "It's an acquired
taste, lady. When you've eaten `not much' as long as I have, you never
turn it down." He frowned at her. "Well, do I have to draw you a
diagram??"
Adhama's heart sank. She rose and led him to the larder, watching
in despair as their rations for the next two days disappeared in a
matter of minutes.
"Is there any more?"
"No. There is no more."
"Too bad." He burped. "I was still hungry." Licking off his
paws, he said, "I'm Ambia. King Ambia now. You're really lucky, you
know. I almost went east, but instead I headed west, and here I am."
"Well hooray and hallelujah."
He looked at her with half closed eyes and scowled. "You must be
the one that peed on the shrubs. The urine was very sour."
CHAPTER: WALKING THE BEAT
As the days passed, Togo and Kombi began to feel the weight of a
lion's responsibility settling on their shoulders. It was a remarkably
heavy burden.
Well before sunrise, Simba would rouse them and head off into the
early morning mists, each day choosing a particular section of border or
area to patrol. At night, as the sun set, they would return to Pride
Rock, where Simba would instruct them in various modes of attack and
defense. Only after finishing their lessons, far after the sky had
turned dark and the stars had emerged, were they allowed to rest and eat
their dinner.
Once Kombi protested this. "With all due respect, if I could eat
first, I could concentrate better.
Simba simply looked at him. "This is no game, son. If you lose
your meal in a fight, you go hungry. Concentrate on that."
There were no further complaints after that.
The demands of patrolling and sparring practice were shaping the
young lions. Their low, swinging bellies had given way to firm muscle.
The young lionesses began to notice, and Kombi would strut about with a
conceited swagger, showing off the merchandise. Togo was a bit more
shy, and he shuddered when Visima rubbed along his body and ran a
curious paw down his thigh.
Simba and the brothers began to range farther afield, even
patrolling the dry and empty Western plains together.
Early one morning, the three had gone out to examine the border
between the Pride Lands and hyena territory. Simba expected no real
threat from Uhuru's clan, and after greeting the hyenas who were doing
their own guard duty, the morning passed slowly. Kombi ranged ahead
slightly, practicing his rudimentary hunting skills as he followed the
trail of an impala who had passed by recently. Togo and Simba followed
at a distance, padding slowly across the ground in the gradually
increasing heat.
"Sire?"
"Mmm-hmm?"
"Why do we patrol the hyena's lands when they're friendly? Isn't
it a waste of time?"
"Well, for one thing, it helps to keep an eye on things. If
things turned ugly, we wouldn't know about it until it was too late."
Togo looked surprised. "You mean they might try and take over
again?"
Simba grinned. "No, I doubt that would happen while Uhuru's in
charge. No, if they had problems, or needed help, though, we'd never
find out by sitting at home lying in the sun. Besides, patrolling does
more than establish your borders. Sometimes Uhuru meets me out here in
the morning, and we talk together. He's too busy to come to Pride
Rock..and, well, I can't go see him, either. He tells me what's going
on with the hyenas, we ask after each other's families..."
"Wow," Togo said. "All that just by walking the border?" He
looked out across the savanna. "But doesn't Zazu tell you about things
like that?"
"Yes...but hearing about something, and seeing it for yourself are
two different things. Besides, I can't just sit at home. It means a
lot to the other animals to see the King out and about, doing his duty.
It's a way to let them know he truly cares about them. My father did
the same, as did his father before him." Simba breathed deeply as he
gazed about the plains of his home. "This land is mine. I was born
here, I fought for it, and I will die here. I love it, and I will
protect it along with my family and friends."
Togo looked at the king with admiration, but his smile faded
quickly. "It's a shame that we finally became friends too late."
Simba stopped and glanced at him. "Too late? Why do you say
that?"
"You know." Togo sighed. "We only have two more weeks left.
Then we have to leave your Pride Lands for good. I was born here, but
I'll never see it again. I'll die out there somewhere far from home and
I'll never see you or Mom again!"
Simba nuzzled him on the shoulder. "Listen to me, Togo. In the
next realm there is only one kingdom, and it belongs to Aiheu for his
children. We will share that Kingdom forever, so friendships never
really die unless you let them." The king wrapped a huge forepaw around
the young lion and hugged him close. "Enjoy this time while it lasts.
Someday, you'll be a King yourself. You must be strong enough to let
Aiheu's will be done."
"What is it like to be king? Neat, huh?"
"It's like I told my son Tanabi--being King is not all fun. You
think this is a long walk? Just wait till you're walking your own
borders in the driving rain with only Kombi to help you. You get lots
of respect, and that's nice. But you also work hard, and you have to
make some unpopular decisions--even decisions that are unpopular with
your own self, like your mantlement. I love you, Togo. I'm going to
miss you terribly, and if there was some way to keep you here, I would."
"You mean that?"
"With all my heart. I'll miss that scamp of a brother of yours
too. I can truly say it won't be the same here without you."
CHAPTER: JUST BETWEEN US
Togo and Kombi had never been on a hunt before. Increasingly
aware of the perils that prideless lions faced, they went to their
mother and pleaded for a few lessons. Uzuri agreed, for she wanted to
spend some time with her sons in their old home. She knew the land
intimately. Like all lionesses, she thought that the land was alive.
Its breath stirred in the wind, and she could almost feel its pulse
beneath her feet. Pride Rock was the heart of the land, and it had a
permanent place in her own heart. Could she learn to love Pride Kopje?
Yes, if Ugas was there. But she would always feel regret for what she
had left behind.
Uzuri was initially delighted by their request. She had no
daughters of her own, and now that the opportunity presented itself, she
jumped at the chance to pass on some of her knowledge to her offspring.
She began instructing them in some basic skills, and looked forward to
sharing some of her secret tricks and tips to help ensure a successful
kill. She was a patient teacher as well as a huntress beyond compare,
but as time wore on it became readily apparent that none of her natural
ability was in them. They had the facile charm of their father Ugas,
and they looked like a couple of likely fighters if territory must be
defended. But they were no hunters.
Late that afternoon, she stood in the tall grass at the foot of
Pride Rock, bending her head now and then as she imitated a grazing
gazelle. Several yards away, Togo and Kombi were flattened in the
depths of the grass, breathing rapidly as they practiced a pincers
maneuver for the umpteenth time. They had been going at it since before
high-sun, and the heat was oppressive in the lush vegetation.
Togo eased his head up gingerly, his russet mane matted with
perspiration as he peered through the grass. Sweat ran into one eye,
stinging, and he winced. Blinking furiously, he saw his mother about
six body lengths away, her back to him. A grin split his features and
he sank down again. Motioning to Kombi, he eased off sideways,
intending to line up on an oblique angle while Kombi executed the main
attack.
Kombi nodded and crept forward slowly, placing his paws carefully.
His forelegs quivered with exhaustion and nerves, the result of the last
five failed attempts to successfully get within striking distance. His
tail lashed, and he stepped forward again.
"Movement!" Uzuri shouted. "Movement is the key to hunting. A
lion has to have discipline, else instinct takes over, and control is
lost." Her voice hardened. "Togo is five lengths behind me. Kombi,
you are to my left at the same distance. What do you intend to do,
drive your prey by thrashing at the grass like humans?"
Kombi stood up and shouted, "Damn! What did I do wrong NOW?"
"Watch your mouth, child."
"I'm not a child, mother!"
"You are until your mantlement, which is only a week away, in case
you've forgotten!" Uzuri snapped. "You are too noisy; you thrashed
your tail and gave away your position easily. Togo, you were silent
enough...but you moved against the grain of the grass when you began the
flanking maneuver; I saw the trail cutting through the grass as soon as
you moved."
Togo sat up miserably. "I'm sorry."
"And have you forgotten about the wind?! I was downwind of you
the whole time; I smelled you coming. You can conduct an upwind attack
ONLY if you have superior speed or numbers to cut off fleeing prey...and
neither of you is fast enough." Uzuri stopped, claws extending in
frustration.
"Mom? I'm sorry." Kombi hung his head. "I didn't mean to smart
off like that." He blinked pathetically at her, eyes bright with pain
at her obvious disappointment. Kombi cursed himself for being so
clumsy. His mother was the best hunter he had ever known, and here he
was, embarrassing her.
The shame came across clearly, and Uzuri felt anguished as she saw
the cub buried inside the huge frame, hungering for her approval,
desperate to prove himself the son of a great huntress. Her eyes
burned, and she looked away. "It's all right. Sit here and rest.
We'll try again in a moment."
Togo began to cry. "We'll never learn this! We're going to
starve!"
"No, you'll have lionesses to help you."
"Oh?"
"What I'm about to tell you must be just between us. Togo, Kombi,
you are not going to be wanderers. One of you will be a King, and the
other will be a Prince Consort."
"Sure," Kombi said. "When we find us a Pride of our own."
"I've made an arrangement already. But you must tell no one,
understand?"
"Yeah," Togo said, tears starting down his cheeks. "Mom, you're
the greatest!" He nuzzled her and kissed her. Kombi fell to the ground
and rolled over on his back, pawing at the sky.
"Blessed Aiheu," he muttered. "Thank you, Aiheu! You've saved
us! Mighty God, King of all Kingdoms, thank you!"
For several moments, all the brothers could do was nuzzle and kiss
their mother as her warm tears of joy ran freely down her cheeks. In
her heart, she knew she could find happiness with her husband and sons
by her side. They would be a family the way Simba, Nala and Tanabi
were.
She looked again at the beautiful vista of the Pride Lands. She
had been born here, raised to maturity, learned her craft on these
plains. It had been her pride and pleasure to serve three generations
of kings as the hunt mistress, her skills respected and unmatched by any
lion for miles around. She would be laying that down and passing the
leadership to another younger set of shoulders. Misha was a quick
student, and one day she would be Queen. The question was not whom to
pick but how to break the news to her. It was a heavy responsibility
for one so young, but she was the same age Uzuri was when Kiva had
anointed both her cheeks with the blood of her prey and kissed her.
At first Kiva was relieved to lose the burden, but Kiva was alone.
Her brothers had left after a commoner's mantlement, and she had no mate
or cubs of her own. Shortly after losing her position, she began her
decline into depression, bad health, and eventually death. Uzuri had
always thought she had died of grief. But that would not happen to her,
she determined. Not to Uzuri....
CHAPTER: THE TRUTH OUTS
Togo and Kombi were flush with optimism. They believed that they
would not be leaving the Pride Lands, and that some way, somehow, Tanabi
did not want to rule the Pride on his father's death. That one day they
would stand on the promontory of Pride Rock and proclaim the new
kingship.
They had promised their mother to keep strictest silence about the
arrangement, but they went to a few of the attractive young lionesses
and spread the wonderful news that two of them would marry the most
eligible bachelors in the land. Each of them promised to keep it to
themselves, but gossip started to circulate.
"Why doesn't Tanabi want to be King?" Isha asked. "Is there
something wrong with him? Has he lost his nerve?"
"Not our Tanabi," Ajenti said. "He's plenty brave enough. Maybe
he has a weakness--one that he'd rather talk about. The poor boy!"
Barata drew close and whispered, "Fact is, I think he has weak
eyes."
"No!" Ajenti said, taking in a gasp. "The poor boy! How bad is
it?"
"I'm not sure," Barata said. "He bumped right into his mother the
other day."
"I thought that was an accident," Isha said.
"It was. He didn't deliberately do it. But Nala said, `What's
wrong with your eyes, son?'"
Ajenti bowed her head. "The poor boy!"
"Hi," Tanabi said, nodding at the lionesses.
Ajenti came right up into his face. "It's me, Ajenti."
"Uh, yeah. I know."
"Taking it easy, dear?"
"Well, I guess so. I had a little unexpected free time today. I
thought I'd go to the water hole and just kick back."
"You're so brave," she said, giving him a big kiss. "You're so
much like your father."
"Thanks." Tanabi shrugged, then walked away.
"The poor boy!" Ajenti said, a tear running down her cheek. "I
wonder if he'll go completely blind?"
It wasn't long before Habusu came to see Simba. He fell before
him and said, "Haven't I loved you as much as Togo and Kombi?"
"Yes, son."
"And longer? When they were still playing pranks on you, wasn't I
good to you?"
"I know who my friends are," Simba said cautiously, but with a
warm nuzzle. "What would you have of me?"
"Can't you fix it for me too? The way you did for them? I don't
want to be King any more than Tanabi did. I just want to live here in
peace. Please don't send me away into the big world!"
Simba nuzzled him again. "I did not `fix' anything for anyone.
They will receive their mantlement on time. My boy, don't cry. Rely on
Aiheu, and keep to the path of righteousness, and you will find a home
of your own. That is the duty and the privilege of a male lion." Simba
nodded gravely. "I'll be right back. There are a couple of people I
need to see."
Simba encountered Togo and Kombi near the watering hole. They
started to nuzzle their King and benefactor, but not when they saw the
look on his face. "Boys, we need to talk."
Uzuri was asked to join the group by Zazu. "I'd hurry if I were
you. He's really upset."
"Oh gods," she said. "What have they done this time??"
CHAPTER: BAPTISM BY FIRE
"ADHAMA!!!" Ambia shouted. The cry sent a flock of birds into a
panicked flight. "Adhama, get up here!"
The lionesses looked uncertainly at one another. "What are we
going to do??" young Amara cried. "Why won't he just leave us alone??"
Adhama padded up behind her and nuzzled her. "Easy, sister. I'll
handle it." Adhama closed her eyes briefly, sighed, then slowly made
her way up the rough slope of the kopje, muttering a prayer as she went.
The last few weeks had become a living hell for the lionesses as
they struggled to cope with Ambia's fickle moods and whims. And most of
that ill will was directed to Adhama whose leadership qualities and
proud bearing made her a threat. He looked for every chance to
humiliate and intimidate her, especially in front of the others.
She heaved a small sigh as she reached the top of the kopje where
he lay, waiting. "Yes, Ambia?"
"You will address me as SIRE!" he snarled.
"Oh, yes, I forgot. You're supposed to be some sort of King."
Fury blazed in his eyes. With a low grunt, he cuffed her nearly
senseless with one massive blow. Adhama shook, tears streaming down her
face as blood welled from a cut lip. "I'm hungry," he growled. "You'd
do well to find me something fresher than your dry wit."
Adhama ran her tongue out and licked the blood from her lips,
feeling the sting. Her eyes narrowed. "So you can outfight a lioness,"
she said, frightened but indignant. "I knew there was SOME reason you
called yourself King. What would you do when another male comes around?
Will you hit HIM like that?"
With an inarticulate roar of rage he surged forward, sending her
scrabbling off the kopje in an effort to keep from falling. "GET OUT!
Find me some dinner before I hit you with my claws out!!"
Trembling, Adhama's turned away from him and headed down the rock
to gather her hunting party. She detailed two of the older lionesses to
stay behind and baby-sit the cubs.
"No," Ambia said.
Adhama blinked and looked up to face him. "What?"
"Take those old cronies with you." He jerked his head at Amara.
"Leave her here to watch the cubs."
Amara's eyes widened in fear, and she looked pleadingly at her
pride sisters. The two older lionesses returned the look helplessly.
And Adhama felt sorry for the pretty young female. She was just coming
into her first season, and there was no doubt what Ambia had in store
for her. But to refuse him would be to risk terrible consequences.
Adhama moved to her side and nuzzled her ear. "It'll be okay, hon."
"Addie, please take me with you!" she whispered hoarsely. "Oh
gods, I don't want to stay here with him! I beg you!"
"Easy, hon. He'll leave you alone. Just pretend you're sick.
We'll pray for you."
Amara trembled for a moment, then nodded, swallowing convulsively.
"O-Okay."
Ambia shouted again. "Adhama, I meant TODAY, not next week!"
"All right!" she snapped. Adhama turned and looked at Sh'aari
again. "Aiheu abamami."
Amara nodded jerkily, unable to speak, them moved away to where
the cubs lay frozen with fear. "Come on, kids. Want to hear a story?"
The cubs huddled against her, trembling. "Marrie, don't let him
hurt us!" one of them whispered.
"Don't worry, honey tree. I'll protect you with my life."
"I wish Daddy would come home."
"He's with God now."
"If we asked Him, would he send Daddy home?"
"I wish He would, sweetheart."
Adhama watched her for a moment, then reluctantly turned and led
the others away. Padding slowly across the worn ground, she paused as
they began to enter the tall grass and looked back. Amara looked after
them with the desperate look of a gazelle in a death grip. Ambia was
perched atop the kopje again, eyes glinting in the reddish glow of the
sunset, a warped smile on his face as he watched them go. His gaze met
hers, and his smile widened into a grin.
Cursing silently to herself, Adhama slipped into the deepening
shadows of twilight, praying fervently they would find something soon--
soon enough to spare Amara.
Ambia lay silently, watching as the grass rippled in a purposeful
wave as the huntresses moved through it, heading away to the west. He
began grooming a forepaw idly, listening to the low drone of Amara's
voice as she spun a tale of N'ga and Sufa to the cubs. Her voice
quavered, and she was having trouble remembering it straight. Absently,
he began running a forepaw through his mane, smoothing the fur and
untangling the burrs from it as he continued to watch the grassy field
across from them. Finally satisfied, he yawned hugely, then rose.
Shaking himself, he turned and leapt to the ground, pacing slowly over
to where Amara lay with the children.
The lioness heard the pad of feet near her, she blinked and looked
up to see Ambia standing next to her. "Sire?"
He smiled down at her. "Indeed. It's so nice to know at least
someone around here respects my authority." He eyed her keenly. "You
DO respect me, don't you, Marrie?"
"Well, yes, of course--Sire."
"Of course. It's heartening to see respect from one so young."
He cocked his head oddly and smiled. "So young, and so pretty..."
Amara felt her stomach knot with fear. "Not that pretty. I'm
just young." She purposefully coughed.
"VERY pretty, he amended softly. "I've been watching you. You
move like tall grass in a gentle wind. Everything about you is
exciting, even the way you tell stories. I think you would be a good
mother."
"Thank you," she said tensely. She did not like the way the
conversation was going.
"Beautiful and gentle. Good qualities in a prospective queen, I'd
say."
"Me? A queen?" She rose in fright.
He nodded and moved to stand beside her, his heavy body brushing
against hers. "And why not? It's as simple as pledging to a King." He
looked directly into her fearful eyes. "I know I can be a little abrupt
at times, but I have lived a hard life. The world makes me hard like
flint. You could take off the rough edges. You'd like that, wouldn't
you? We could all get along like one happy family. Once in a while we
could slip out and make love under the moon."
Amara was young, but not entirely naive She understood his
terms
clearly. And while she could never love him, she could marry for love--
the love of Adhama, the other pride sisters and the helpless cubs that
peeked at her from the cover of the tall grass. "So it comes to this,"
she thought. "Aiheu, if I must do this thing for my friends, help me to
tolerate him. Please?"
"You are a rather handsome lion," she said with resignation.
"I've never been with a male before. Be patient with me."
"I can be patient," he said with barely suppressed excitement.
"Patient within reason. Be my Queen, Amara. Tonight, and for always."
His shaggy head nosed her flank.
"Ambia--I--"
"Yes, Amara?" He nosed her again. "You're shy. I like that.
Don't worry--I won't hurt you." Passionately, he rubbed up her side and
then put his paw on her shoulder.
She tried to purr. Only a deep rumbling came out. Tears started
down her cheeks. "Please God," she silently prayed, "let this work.
Show me a sign that he'll honor his promise. Spare my family."
Trembling with passion, he said, "Before the gods, before the
stars, before the assembled host I swear to give you my protection, my
love, and my comfort forever."
He waited a moment for her answer. Instead she stared at him,
frozen like a stone.
He said, "Answer me, my love." He nuzzled her face, then worked
his way back until he reached the base of her tail. He reached out with
an adventurous paw and fondled her intimately.
"No!!" She screamed and jumped on top of a small boulder where
she crouched, sobbing hysterically and cowering in fear. "I can't! I
tried, but I just can't!"
"Come down here!"
"Leave me alone! Go away and leave me alone!"
"You lead me on, then say no?? Do I look like a fool to you??"
Ambia snarled, then sprang up on the rock beside her, cuffing her
viscously. "Ungrateful WITCH! I've been out there in the hot sun of
the desert and done without. I've paid my dues like any other lion.
Now I'm going to get what's coming to me! You will come when I call
you. Sooner or later, you will grow to enjoy this, but you WILL be my
queen, understand??"
"What do you think you're doing??" Adhama cried.
Ambia spun to see Adhama and her hunting party behind him.
"Whatever I wish," he growled, jumping down to confront her. "What are
YOU doing here?!"
"Bringing you dinner as ordered, YOUR MAJESTY," she said. Sh'aari
padded forward and dropped the carcass of a small gazelle at his feet.
He glance at it, then snorted. "About time!" Seizing the animal,
he padded away towards the kopje, leaping up and moving forward.
There was a cub resting in his favorite spot. He dropped the
carcass and shouted, "What are YOU doing here??"
"Oh gods!" Sh'aari cried. "Saieti, get DOWN from there!" The
lioness padded forward, looking at the kopje above where her cub sat,
crying pathetically.
"Mama I'm SCARED!" The cub cowered away from Ambia, nearly
slipping off the edge. "Help me, Momma! He's MEAN!"
"By gods I'll SHOW you mean if you don't get OUT OF MY SPACE!"
Ambia roared and swung a heavy paw down, scoring the stone with his
claws as the cub fled, screaming hoarsely.
"I've had a trying day, Sh'aari! Keep your brat out of my way if
you know what's good for you!"
Sh'aari snarled deep within her chest as Saieti huddled against
her, shuddering. "You touch her again, and I'll....."
"And you'll what??" Ambia arched his neck and sat up. "You want
to tangle with me?? Huh?? Come here--I'll go a couple of rounds with
you? Want to take a poke at me, Sis?? HUH??"
"You wouldn't dare!"
"Oh wouldn't I??" He leaped down and cuffed Sh'aari viscously,
sending her sprawling. "We're going to lay down some rules here. Rule
one: nobody better be laying where I want to nap!" He cut Saieti's
flank with a claws-out swipe and she huddled down, shrieking with pain.
"Rule two: what I want, I get." He pushed through the shocked
lionesses to where Amara stood. He dipped his maned head and rubbed up
her side, crossing behind her and repeating the action on her right.
Amara closed her eyes, digging her claws into the earth as she felt the
loathsome scrub of his body against her.
"Rule three--Nobody better break rules one and two. Three little
rules--do you think you can remember that??" Ambia settled back on the
top of the kopje and closed his eyes. "When I wake up, I want to smell
dinner. REAL dinner, not some lame tidbit fit for jackals!"
Sh'aari whispered, "I have to find the King's sons. I'll go to
Simba and ask about them."
"No," Adhama said. "Stay here with your daughter. I'll go."
Adhama nuzzled Saieti who was still sobbing uncontrollably. "Honey
Tree, I'm going for help. Don't tell anyone, OK? You're going to be
all right."
CHAPTER: THE MISSION
Amara fought down her disgust and fear, trying to hold Ambia's
attention while Adhama made a mad dash out to the border.
Adhama, who was no younger than her dead brother, panted at the
exertion as she ran and ran and ran. Lionesses often chase down prey,
but they will break off pursuit if they don't quickly overtake their
target. She had to run like a gazelle, long and hard.
From time to time she glanced over her shoulder. Good--there was
no pursuing lion. Amara's ploy had worked. And finally when it seemed
her old heart would burst, she saw the stream that marked the boundary
of the pride. A couple of springs through the cold water and she would
be on Simba's land.
Only at the margin of the water did she slow her pace, stepping
from stone to stone but still getting her legs wet--she hated that. And
gaining the opposite bank, she breathed in deeply and let the air rush
out her mouth and nose. The first obstacle was overcome.
Still she was not entirely safe. As she entered the Pride Lands,
she shouted, "Aiheu abamami" several times as she went, and before long
two lionesses came out of the brush.
"Sarafina, Isha, help me!"
"Adhama?? What's wrong??"
"I must see the King at once. It's an emergency!"
Not long afterward, Togo and Kombi showed up for guard duty and
training. Simba stared at them with somber intensity and they felt
something awful was afoot.
"Whatever it was," Kombi said, "we didn't do it this time."
"I'm not upset with you," Simba said, giving his shoulder a
sympathetic pat. "My dear son."
The strange lioness fell before them. "My Lords! You are our
only hope!"
Togo nosed her carefully. "You're crying! What's wrong?"
Simba shook his head. "This is your Aunt Adhama. You are indeed
her only hope. Your father is dead."
Togo and Kombi took in a collective gasp.
"Ugas never met you," Adhama said, rising from the earth. "But he
cared for your mother a great deal, and he tried to arrange a meeting
with you before death took him. Now you must come back and rule in his
stead. This is what you were born to do--it was your destiny."
"If you insist," Kombi said casually. "Mom told us already. You
don't have to cry. We accept. We'd be delighted. Honored too."
"You don't understand. It's not that simple."
Kombi sighed. "With us, it never is. What's the catch?"
"Your family is being hurt by a rogue lion. Lionesses, cubs,
people that your mother knew and cared for. People that your father
loved very much. You must help us now. He is terrorizing us."
"Is he big?" Kombi said apprehensively.
"We'll do it," Togo said quickly. "I don't care how big he is.
He can't push you around like that."
Adhama fawned on him, kissing him and nuzzling him as tears
streamed down her face. "Oh thank God!"
"I'm so proud of you," Simba said. "I've always thought of you as
one of my sons, but never have I been more proud of you than I am this
moment. Togo, my dear son, God be with you."
"Hey, we're in this together," Kombi said, patting Togo's shoulder
with his paw. "That's it, a joint effort--fifty fifty!" He readied
himself for the kiss that never came.
Simba said, "One day I'll hear great things about you two. You
must be given your mantlement quickly. You'll be leaving as soon as
you're blessed--there's no time to lose." He looked at Zazu who was
sitting near the entrance. "Go bring Uzuri here, and tell her nothing
about the reason." He looked at the brothers. "You must say nothing of
the emergency to her. Ugas asked you to come early, understand?"
"Why not tell her the truth?" Kombi asked.
"Picture this," Simba said. "Your mother fighting a strange lion
that weighs half again as much."
"I'd never let her fight my battles for me!" Kombi said
indignantly. "What do you think I am??"
"As old as she is, your mother can still outrun you. She'd fight
him to the death out of love for you. Never underestimate the power of
a mother's love. It's stronger than any spell in Rafiki's baobab."
"He's right," Togo said. "We have to be strong for her. Smile,
Kombi. Like you really mean it, understand? We're going to see Dad,
and you're happy."
"Is this good?" Kombi asked. His smile was weak but acceptable.
Just then, Uzuri came in. She saw Adhama and her face fell at
once. "It's Ugas, isn't it?" She tensed up. "How did it happen?"
"He's fine," Adhama said with a forced smile. "He just needs to
see Togo and Kombi at once."
"Then let's go."
"Alone," Adhama said.
Uzuri glared at her suspiciously. "Alone? Without me? He's my
husband."
"That's what `alone' means. Relax, hon. It's one of those male
things--he wants to see them before he steps down. Maybe he wants to
choose which one will be King."
"Oh." She glanced at Togo, then at Kombi. "I guess that means
it's time."
Simba nodded. "Yes. Now. I'm sorry I didn't give you more
warning, but I only just found out myself. You know how impulsive Ugas
can be."
Uzuri hurried to Togo and nuzzled him, then she nuzzled Kombi.
"My little boys are lions now. There is so much I wanted to tell you.
I will come to see you--I promise. Soon."
Adhama said, "In a couple of days it should be OK. I'll send for
you."
Uzuri began to cry. "I know I haven't said it as much as I
should, but I'm so proud of you. Both of you. I hate to see you grow
up, but I know you're going to be King and Prince and you're going to
have a safe home of your own. I'm happy for you--so happy!" Her chin
trembled and she sniffed back tears. "I'm stepping down as hunt
mistress, and as soon as I'm sent for, I'll join you and take my place
at your father's side."
Togo and Kombi nuzzled her fervently. "Don't cry, Mother! Please
don't cry!"
Simba put his paw on Kombi's shoulder, then he touched Togo's
shoulder. "Unto the keeping of the gods I send my sons. Long life to
you and success in your endeavors. Remember the Lord who formed you
from the ground and breathed life into you. Go forth with my blessing."
Uzuri said, "You will always be my sons, but you are no longer my
cubs. Remember that by the standards you set, you shall be judged
yourself. What you require of others, it shall be required of you, and
what you forgive of others, it shall be forgiven you." New tears welled
up in her eyes. "Go forth with my blessing!"
CHAPTER: THIN ICE
They were anxious to prevent Ambia from hurting their family, but
they knew better than to run. Ambia would be well rested, and they must
be prepared to fight him. At a fast trot, they headed across their old
home for the last time. Every landmark was associated with a dozen
memories. They quickly glanced about, trying to remember as much as
they could. And Togo also glanced over at Kombi. He had a horrible
feeling that one of them might not survive, and he wanted to remember
his brother. Oh if there was only time to sit and talk! He had wasted
the morning napping in the grass when he could have said so many things
that were suddenly so important!
The three lions paused a moment at the border. The stream had
always kept them in before. Now it would keep them out. As Simba had
taught them to do, they bowed their heads to the ground at the bank of
the stream and thanked their parents for giving them life. Then they
headed into the water. Togo deliberately splashed water on his face to
hide his tears.
No sooner did they emerge on the opposite bank than they could
smell the new male's mark. "Well, now we're in trouble," Kombi said.
"At least some things never change."
"He's the one in trouble," Togo said, shaking water out of his
mane. "It's either him or me. I'm not running."
"Yeah. Me neither."
Adhama briefly bowed before them. "Welcome home, my King. I
touch your mane."
Togo glanced at Kombi and nodded at him.
"I feel it," Kombi said. Then he nuzzled his brother and
whispered, "You're OK, kid."
There was an unearthly quiet over the land. No birds sang, no
crickets chirped. Even the wind did not blow. Adhama expected to be
met by some of the pride sisters. But there were no sentries, no
messengers, no hunting parties. It seemed like the calm before the
storm. Could it be that Ambia had forced one of the lionesses to reveal
her plan? Were they walking into a trap?
They got to the Pride Kopje. Ambia was nowhere to be seen, but
there were several lionesses around with pained expressions.
"Does he know?" Adhama asked. "Is he watching us?"
"He's behind the rock--with Amara."
Adhama's jaw trembled. "Not my little girl! If he hurts her,
I'll kill him!"
Togo and Kombi crept quietly around the rock. They saw a large
lion looking very smug. Lying on the ground with a paw over her face in
shame was Amara.
Ambia got up and sauntered over to her. "Admit it, I'm fun to be
with. Someday you'll come to appreciate me." Trembling, he nosed her
slender thigh. "Try to relax this time. It will be good for you too."
"Stop!" Togo cried.
"Says who??"
"The true king!" Kombi cried.
"The what??"
Togo and Kombi took advantage of his momentary surprise. They
snarled and mounted a viscous frontal attack. Amara cowered back as
Ambia flailed back at them with swipes of his bared claws and snaps of
his powerful jaws. One well-placed blow and he could even up the match.
Suddenly, Ambia felt a hot pain rake down his back leg. He turned
around for one fateful moment to look into the burning eyes of Amara.
"Was it good for you too?" she hissed.
Before he could look back at Togo and Kombi, they grabbed him by
the throat and forced him to the ground. Wide-eyed he stared up,
pushing with his paws but unable to dislodge himself. As Togo's grip
threatened to crush his windpipe and choke the life out of him, Kombi
came about to face the desperate opponent.
"Spare me!" he cried, gagging. "Spare me! I'll go away and never
come back!"
"Kiss her feet," Togo said.
"What??"
"I said kiss her feet! Now DO IT!"
Trembling, Ambia crawled across the ground on his stomach toward
Amara, kissing her forepaws, then rolling on his back. "Tell them to
spare me! Please, for God's sake!"
The lioness looked at Togo and Kombi. "He defiled me. Do with
him what you will."
Kombi came to him, raising his claws as if to rip him.
"Please, for God's sake!" Ambia cried. "I surrender!"
Kombi smirked at him. "My mother always said to put personal
feelings aside and have mercy on the helpless."
"Oh thank God!"
"But you're not dealing with my mother." He raked Ambia's face
with his claws out. Ambia screamed hysterically, blood staining his
cheek a bright crimson.
"Now you know how it feels. Get out!"
Ambia squirmed before Togo and Kombi. "I'm going! Thank you!"
Togo roared with his full voice, "You heard him--DO IT NOW!!"
The intruder bolted wild-eyed across the savanna and into the
shelter of the rushes. It was safe to assume he was gone for good. The
lion that terrorized lionesses and their cubs was a coward.
Then in the quiet left after the storm, lionesses and cubs came
from the bushes and tall grass as if they were popping out of the
ground. "Look everyone, it's Ugas' sons!"
Lionesses came from all sides and rubbed against them. Cubs
stared at them, noting the uncanny resemblance Kombi had to Ugas.
"Is it safe now, Mommy?"
"Yes, honey tree."
Togo nuzzled some of the small cubs. He turned on his back and
began to play with them, the way he had played with Tanabi and Misha
long ago, bouncing them on his legs.
Adhama saw that and began to cry. "Look, Kombi! Look at your
brother! Ugas lives on in you!"
Kombi nuzzled her and pawed her cheek. "Auntie Adhama, I miss my
mother, but it's good to be home." He went to Togo and whispered, "Hey,
let's not mess this one up."
As everyone watched in gratitude and relief, Kombi climbed to the
top of the kopje where Ambia had so recently held sway. But to Kombi it
only meant one thing--it was where his father had ruled. It was the
closest he would ever come to meeting Ugas in the world of Ma'at.
Feeling his father's blood surging in his veins, he lifted up his muzzle
and roared--loudly. The lionesses answered him. He felt shivers go
down his spine. As the echoes died away across the savanna, a distant
reply caught his ears. His blood rushed as he recognized the voice of
Simba answering him from the Pride Lands, acknowledging Kombi's
sovereignty and proclaiming his own. He heard Simba's lionesses declare
their allegiance as well, tears stinging his eyes as he recognized the
voice of his mother. He bowed his head to the ground. "Thank you, God.
It's good to be alive."
CHAPTER: TO THE VICTOR GOES THE SPOILS
Togo felt a thrill as he watched his brother atop the kopje, the
breeze blowing his mane back from his forehead. It was hard to believe
the rambunctious brother he had grown up with had grown into the stern
faced lion making his way down the rocks. Togo sighed deeply at the
wonder of it all.
He was about to join his brother when he felt a gentle touch at
one shoulder. Glancing around, he saw a lioness beside him, a smile on
her face as she gazed at his hazel eyes. "Your Majesty," she said,
bowing her head in a curtsy.
Togo chuckled. "Oh, hello. I'm sorry, but I'm not--"
"Oh no you don't!" Another lioness trotted rapidly over. "I saw
him first, you hussy!"
"WHAT?!" The first lioness flattened her ears and growled.
"Don't even THINK about trying that stunt, dear. He's big, he's
beautiful, and he's all MINE!" She looked back at the shocked Togo.
"I'm sorry," she giggled, her voice returning to normal. "Forgive her,
Sire. Now where were we?"
"Nowhere, really," Togo stammered. "You see, I'm not the--"
"See?!" The second lioness shouldered her way in roughly. "His
Majesty has taste AND class...qualities you obviously lack, hon. Now
get lost."
"Ladies, PLEASE!!" Togo thundered. They fell silent, staring at
him in adoration. "Please don't argue like this."
"And sooo assertive," the first crooned. "What a monarch!
Please, Sire, choose me! I shall rule by your side with loyalty. We'll
bear our children in happiness and joy. Our love will shake the earth!"
"But I'm NOT the king!" Togo finally said. "My brother is."
The lionesses fell silent and peered over at Kombi, who was
already beginning to attract a crowd of his own, then looked at each
other.
"He's YOURS," they chorused, and sped off towards Kombi. "Sire!
Your queen is here! Our love will shake the earth!"
Kombi groomed his mane and looked at his nails. "Check it out,
Togo! They're fighting over me!"
"Which do YOU want?"
He looked at both of them. "Decisions, decisions! Oh, it's not
easy being King."
Togo smiled quietly and sat down, wondering if Kombi would survive
the realization of his dreams. He lay down, resting his maned head on
his forepaws, watching the tips of the grass sway and move in the gentle
breeze that caressed the land. The sound of feminine voices drifted
back to him and he sighed deeply.
A slight touch at his shoulder startled him and he turned his head
to see a young lioness standing close by, the quiet one he had noticed
earlier, the one who had been cowering under Ambia's abuse and had then
suddenly slashed at him, giving the brothers the crucial instant they
needed to make their move. She smiled nervously at him. "Are you still
undecided? Do I have a chance?"
"The line for queen is right over there. It looks like you'll
have some stiff competition."
"I don't want to be queen. I'm standing in THIS line."
"Really?"
Her smile quivered and vanished, and she looked away quickly.
"You find me unattractive?"
"Oh no, it's not that."
"Is it Ambia? Has his touch made me unworthy? Togo, I have to
know."
"It's just--I've been number two all my life. Nobody's ever
preferred me before--for anything. This is so strange."
"I find that hard to believe. You're so much handsomer than your
brother." She smiled shyly. "My name is Amara."
Togo smiled. "Hey, you're all right. My name's Togo."
"Yes, I know. That's a pretty name." Tears came to her eyes.
"What's wrong? Why are you so sad?"
"I was saving myself for you." Her jaw trembled. "Ambia forced
himself on me."
"Oh gods!"
"I either came to him, or he would have killed little Saieti."
She looked away. "What will I do if the cubs are his? I mean, we
weren't together long, but it could happen." She reached over and
nuzzled him. "Could you still want me? Could you want the cubs?"
"You poor thing," Togo said, wiping her eyes with his paw. "What
a thing to say!" He nuzzled her in return. "Amara, I want you. I've
wanted you ever since I saw you beautiful, frightened eyes full of
tears. I wanted to kiss those tears away and make you happy." He half
whispered. "You will be their mother, and that is all that matters to
me. That and the chance they might be mine." He smiled and put his
paw on her left shoulder. She purred softly and rubbed him down his
whole length, then nuzzled him passionately.
"Hey Togo!" Kombi shouted. "Help me make up my mind!" He was
surrounded by five amorous lionesses, clearly in his element.
"Have a race or something," Togo said. "Can't you see I'm busy
now?"
Togo nuzzled her, and she lay her head against his mane and walked
away, leaning on him.
Without seeing him, Kombi was rubbing the lionesses and giggling.
"Where did he go, anyway? You'd think he wasn't interested in girls!"
CHAPTER: SAD TIDINGS
A couple of days after Togo and Kombi's mantlement, Uzuri began to
watch the eastern border, hoping for news of her sons. "Come on, Ugas.
Why the secrecy??"
All of the lionesses had been strictly charged to escort Adhama to
Uzuri's spot the moment she appeared. It seemed likely that she would
be the messenger.
Rumors had circulated about the goings-on. Uzuri was none too
free with her information, and while most of the lionesses knew that
Togo and Kombi were going to see Ugas, not one of them fully understood
the situation.
"He had no sons," Ajenti said.
"I think he wants someone from our pride," Isha told her. "I have
my own personal reasons for believing that. Good reasons."
"Not as good as mine," Ajenti said with a sly wink. "What do you
think, Sarafina?"
Fini sighed. She had been moody for the past few weeks, and this
business with Togo and Kombi only renewed her melancholia.
At that moment, Habusu came among them, very excited. "I saw
them!"
"Who??"
"Togo and Kombi!"
"Good news??"
"The best! Where's Uzuri??"
The hunt mistress had retired to her cave, trying to get a little
rest. Then she would go back out to the eastern border and wait again.
The strain was telling on her. It was also taking a toll on her
hunting--two days hunting yielded only a small duiker and a thompson's
gazelle. Very slim pickings for a pride of full grown lions and their
cubs.
Habusu practically bounced up. "Guess what, Uzuri! I just saw
Togo and Kombi!"
"You did? Where??"
"Right next to the Pride Lands! They took over the eastern
kingdom when Ugas died. How about that! Now you can sneak down and see
them whenever you want."
"Yes," she said, her heart almost stopping. "I see."
"I knew you'd be thrilled."
"Yes, of course." Uzuri's jaw began to tremble, and tears filled
her eyes. "Thanks." She looked away before he could see her cry.
Ugas' voice came back to her across the void. "I'm old, and when
I'm dead, all the tears in the world won't bring me back." For a few
moments she was paralyzed with grief and guilt. But as soon as soon as
she could move, she hurried across the savanna for Rafiki's baobab. It
was the only place she could safely express her feelings.
Rafiki was scrying the future. Without even looking up, he said,
"Come in, Uzuri. I've been expecting you."
She looked at the bowl of water. "Just how much do you know?"
"I knew you would come by."
"And how about Ugas. Is he?"
"Yes, he is." Rafiki fondled her cheek and wiped a couple of
half-dried tears from her eyes. "So you found out today, did you?"
"Habusu told me." Trying to keep her composure, she sat stiffly,
her jaw held so tightly that her chin could not tremble. "I want you to
help me. Ugas, my husband, must be mourned."
"Of course."
"I want you to come with me. My heart is heavy, and I have no one
I can tell. I need someone, Rafiki, as once you needed me."
"What an honor," he said, giving her paw a squeeze. "Uzuri, Ugas
was my good friend. He spoke often of you. He would ask me about Togo
and Kombi. Too bad he never met them--his own sons."
"It was too bad."
Rafiki wanted her to release her pent-up grief. It tortured him
to see her like that. "Where do you want to hold the ceremony?"
"Our special place. The bank of the stream that runs along the
border of our kingdoms. There is a patch of reeds there. We would meet
there at times."
"I know."
"He told you? Did you know him that well?"
"Very well. I'll keep your secret, but you must keep mine. I
have a little something for you."
He reached in a gourd and pulled out a lock of golden fur. "I
brought this back for my shrine." He watched as she sniffed of it and
took in the old fragrance.
She stroked the lock of his mane. Her eyes welled up with tears
and she bent to face the ground. "Ugas! My beloved Ugas!"
Rafiki put his arms around her neck and held her to his heart.
"Uzuri, how it breaks my heart to see your grief. I know what it's like
to lose a mate. I will pray for you day and night."
"You're a good friend. I knew you would understand."
Rafiki gave her a little squeeze and patted her shoulder. "You
were always a queen to me. You always will be."
Uzuri sniffed and dried her tears with a paw. "Until high moon."
She took her grief and locked it away inside, then walked out of the
baobab with what dignity she could summon.
CHAPTER: ALWAYS ROOM FOR ONE MORE
Rafiki knew Ugas well. Too well to think that there would be no
problems caused by his death. Habusu had unknowingly unleashed a
thunderbolt into dry grass, and the news would spread like a brush fire.
Isha quietly poked her head inside the baobab. "Rafiki, do you
have a moment?"
"Yes, dear." He looked into her large, sad face. "I bet I know
what you're here for."
"You're very perceptive," she said. "Did Ugas tell you about us?"
"That he did. He always called you `blossom.'"
"There is a story behind that name," she said. Rafiki had a
strong suspicion that he was going to hear it, and he settled back while
the anguished details came pouring out, punctuated by fits of sobbing.
He was genuinely interested, but prayed that she would hurry up and
leave before someone else came by.
"And we used to meet at our special place by the river," she
continued. "There was a patch of jasmine there. He would tell me that
I was the prettiest blossom of them all. The name stuck."
"You will pray for him tonight, I trust?"
"More than that," she said. "He deserves so much more. But I
can't tell the other sisters. I mean, none of them knew I was seeing
another lion. They would look down on me."
"I understand."
"At midnight, I was hoping that you and I could meet at our
special place by the flowers. You understand, don't you? I mean, I
can't let that poor, dear lion go to the stars without someone who
understands what he meant to me hearing a few good words."
Rafiki put his arms around her neck and gave her a hug. "You
poor, dear lady. We'll see what we can work out."
Just then, Ajenti stuck her head in. "Oh, you're with someone
else. I just have this thorn in my paw."
"My shoulder was stiff," Isha said. "It feels much better now.
Come on in."
Limping as well as she could, Ajenti waited until Isha was out of
hearing range.
"Oh Rafiki!" she said, bursting into tears. "Isn't it awful about
Ugas! Surely he told you about me?"
"Yes, my dear. He was Misha's father. He used to call you
`Squirrel.'"
"Indeed. There's a story behind that name. The first time we
were together, there was this squirrel in the acacia tree, and...."
Just as Rafiki was settling down to hear another story of love's
labors lost, Sarafina pushed her head in.
"Oh, you're with someone. I can come back later."
"No, it's fine," Ajenti said. "He just pulled a thorn from my
paw."
"You're lucky," Sarafina said. "I have this pulled muscle in my
shoulder."
Ajenti started to leave. "If you want to check on me at mid-moon,
you know where I'll be. Please see if you can be there."
Rafiki sighed. He knew exactly where she would be at mid-moon.
She would have a bigger thorn in her heart than in her paw when the
truth came out.
Sarafina watched until she left. And when all was quiet, she fell
before Rafiki. "Oh gods, you have to help me!" she stammered, tears
running down her cheeks. "I've kept this thing bottled up inside me and
If I don't get it out, I'll just die!"
"You just found out about Ugas? I didn't think it wise to tell
you, knowing that you and he were close."
"I knew all along!" She covered her face with a paw and sobbed.
"Why didn't you tell me he was Uzuri's husband! Why did you let me make
such a fool of myself! This is all my fault!"
"My dear, don't be so hard on yourself! Nothing is your fault."
"But it is, don't you see??" She looked him piercingly in the
eyes. "It's all my fault!" She added in a weak whisper, "We were
making love at the time!"
"Oh my gods!"
"And when he was dying, he thought I was Uzuri. He said, `Forgive
me, for I've been unfaithful to you. It's only you I loved!'"
Rafiki bowed his head and tears streamed down his cheeks. "Tell
me he didn't say that!"
"He did," she said, her heart crumbling. "Oh gods, I feel like
such a wretch! My own sister's husband! And I killed him!"
"You did not kill him! Age killed him. Old age, Fini! At least
he died with someone who cared by his side."
He reached down and kissed her cheek, lovingly stroking her face
and ears. "Don't believe his little confession. He wanted Uzuri to
feel good, but I knew that lion. He spoke highly of you, and used to
brag that your daughter had your lovely eyes. He loved you, Fini."
"He said that?"
"Yes, I swear." He stroked her gently. "You and your sister
Uzuri are both beautiful and sweet and intelligent, and so wonderful.
He was lonely because Uzuri would not stay with him. Maybe he saw in
you the things he loved in her."
She looked at him perceptively through her tears. "I know how you
feel about her. That's the nicest thing you could have said to me."
"I meant it, Honey Tree. Every word."
She reached up with a paw and stroked his face. "I can hardly
bear to look at her, knowing what she's going through. Can you meet me
at mid-moon by our special place? Maybe Aiheu will be merciful to me
and help me find inner peace. My life has not been worth living for
weeks now."
"How could I refuse you, old girl?" He patted her shoulder. "I
may be a few minutes late, but I'll be there."
CHAPTER: ASHES TO ASHES, DUST TO DUST
Rafiki was relieved when Uzuri came a little early. Uzuri was
never deceptive, though she was hard to interpret at times. She did not
advertise her feelings through chatter and social conventions, but she
always managed to show the ones she loved her warmth and compassion.
But now she was able to toss reserve aside and bare her soul. She
knew that his spirit would be watching from the stars, and she could not
afford to show a calm face to him.
"Oh, Ugas! Oh gods, my husband, my lover, my heart! He's dead!"
Tears began to stream down her face. She wanted to roar, but
dared not. Instead, she nestled in the sanctuary of Rafiki's arms and
sobbed.
"That wonderful lion! That kind and gentle soul! What little
time we spent together made me more noble, more grand just for having
loved him! And let me tell you, Rafiki, more important than his breath
on my cheek was being there with him."
He kissed her and stroked her gently. "Yes, my dear."
"He was caring, with a voice as warm as a good nuzzle, and a
nuzzle as warm as the sun. Sometimes we would just lie side by side,
and I would smell the honest fragrance of his mane against my cheek. He
always made me feel special and beautiful. The last time we made love,
he said--" She began to convulse with choking sobs.
"What did he say?"
"He looked at me sadly and said `Love me as if it was for the last
time.'"
Rafiki put his arms around her neck, kissing her around the face.
"My poor girl! My poor little girl! It will get better with time. You
will never be the same, but you will learn to live with the loss, as I
have."
Uzuri kissed him. "I was right. You do understand."
He rocked ever so slightly back and forth with her head pillowed
against his chest, whispering, "There, my love. I'll always be here for
you, and not just tonight. You know it, don't you?"
Tears streamed down his cheeks as he felt her soft breath on his
arm and felt the trembling in her large, powerful body rendered almost
helpless by crippling grief.
At that intimate moment of grief, Barata showed up. Rafiki
sighed.
"What is she doing here?" Uzuri asked, drying her eyes quickly.
"Uzuri, dearest, try not to be too upset."
Uzuri hurried over to Barata and confronted her furiously. "You
are here because of him, aren't you??"
"He had an affair with you too? I didn't know! I swear I didn't
know!"
"Affair?? He was my husband!"
Barata was taken aback. "You never told me!" Barata rolled over
on the ground. "I swear, Uzuri, I would never have cheated on you. It
was only once, and it was many moons ago. Oh gods, I love you! You're
my pride sister! I'm sorry!"
Uzuri looked at her misery and knew that she was suffering a
double grief. The hunt mistress nuzzled her. "Get up, friend. I
should have gone to be with him. I left him alone, and I can understand
how this might happen." She tilted her head puzzled. As discretely as
she could, she said, "Still, I always thought you never had an interest
in--you know."
"Just because I never got pregnant didn't mean I never...." She
glanced over at Rafiki. "You know."
Ajenti poked her head through the bushes. She saw the other two
lionesses and gasped. "Oh my gods!"
Isha pushed past her. She looked appraisingly at the other
lionesses. And shook her head. "I knew I wasn't the only one, but I
underestimated the old boy."
"Watch what you say about my husband!" Uzuri shouted.
"Your husband??" Isha said.
"Your husband??" Ajenti echoed.
Rafiki motioned for quiet and tried to begin the ceremony. "Death
has struck down our friend Ugas. Let us remember him as a brave lion, a
good lion, whose heart was full of love...."
"Yeah, you can say that again!" Ajenti said bitterly.
Isha nodded. "He was Bango's father. And I must admit he was a
good lion--quite good."
"Yes," Sarafina said quietly. "He was good, wasn't he?"
"Sarafina? You too?"
Isha came to her. "You and Ugas??"
"Why not??" Sarafina said. "We were a matched set. I couldn't
imagine you'd like him. I like a comfortable routine, but you would
have gone crazy. The same old thing every time."
"Never the same thing twice!" Isha said, scandalized. "Are we
talking about the same Ugas?"
"And his sense of humor," Sarafina added. "He always told the
funniest jokes. Most of them don't bear repeating in public."
"Jokes??" Uzuri was outraged. "That somber, powerful and tragic
lion of destiny??"
Barata said, "It seems he sized us up like prey. He chose a
different approach with each of us. Sisters, we were had!"
"It was worth it," Sarafina said.
"I learned a few things," Isha said. That was saying a lot.
Rafiki sighed. It would be a long night.
CHAPTER: THE QUEEN MOTHER
The next morning, Uzuri called the Pride Sisters together one last
time. She had before her a dead hedgehog. Dipping her paw in the
blood, she touched Misha on both cheeks, leaving red prints. Then she
kissed the startled lioness.
"I give you the most precious possession I have," she said, tears
streaming down her face. The pride sisters all took in a deep gasp. "I
gave a lot of thought to what I would say when I left you. In the end
there is nothing I can say, and so I leave you with silence. But I can
never forget the time we spent together on the trail. Farewell, my
sisters, and Godspeed."
Her chin trembling, she sniffed back her tears and headed outward.
"You can't do this!" Sarafina said. "Sis, I love you! Can you
just turn your back on me?"
"No more than I could turn my back on my sons. They need me,
hon."
"Then let me walk with you to the border."
Uzuri leaned against her shoulder as she walked. As was her
custom, she said little, but she glanced over at Sarafina and kissed
away her tears.
"I thought we were together till the end," Fini said.
"I will visit you," Uzuri replied. "You have not seen the last of
me."
"It won't be the same without Ugas." It was the first time she'd
mentioned his name since the truth came out, and she tensed up.
"I won't spoil your memories of him," Uzuri said. "I'm glad you
found happiness. Maybe you will again."
"And how about you, Uzuri? Will you find happiness again, now
that you have done this thing?"
"I won't stop looking if you won't."
Before they reached the border, Rafiki confronted her with Makaka
at his side. Makaka sprang to her and hugged her around the neck.
"Shame on you," Rafiki said. "Trying to leave your best friend
behind."
"But I must," she said.
"I won't let you. I'm going with you. So is Makaka."
"I thought you said you were tied to this place?"
"I was. But only because of you." He looked out toward his old
baobab and back toward Pride Rock. "We had some times here, old girl.
That we did."
Uzuri smiled sweetly. "I feel much better now. Thanks."
They headed east, an odd procession of two lionesses and two
mandrills. But at the creek, Sarafina sadly nuzzled Uzuri, then kissed
Rafiki and Makaka. "I am bound to Nala, as you are to your sons. But
my heart is always with you."
With sadness for what they left behind, they headed out into the
water. But as the opposite bank drew nearer, their sense of adventure
began to shove grief aside. If only Ugas had been there to meet her,
joy would have flooded her soul like noontime sunlight. But in a way
she felt closer to him, and it was some comfort in her loss.
No sooner had she crossed the creek than Adhama spotted her and
fell to the ground. "My lady."
"Rise up," Uzuri said with a self-conscious laugh. "I was never
much at being a queen. So how are my boys doing?"
"See for yourself!"
Uzuri found no need to call out `Aiheu abamami' as she went along.
Indeed, as the Queen Mother she was a member of Kombi's pride and free
to come and go as she pleased.
Togo and Kombi were out on border patrol when she arrived at Pride
Kopje. But she was soon surrounded by a swarm of excited cubs who pawed
her and chanted, "Zuri, Zuri!"
She rolled on her back and patted her chest with a paw. They
covered her, kissing her face and pawing her affectionately.
As she held them close with a paw and kissed them, Princess Amara
came out with a squeal of delight. "Hi, Mom! It's all right if I call
you `Mom' isn't it?"
"Sure it is, Marrie."
Amara pushed through the cubs to nuzzle her. "I'm so glad you
came. I do my best to make Togo happy."
"I'm sure you do," Uzuri said with a knowing smile.
Rafiki smiled. He was fond of Amara and was glad to know she
loved Togo and knew his love in return.
"He misses you terribly," Amara added. "Now that you're here,
he'll be so happy. And you and I will be great friends. There are so
many things that I want to ask you, Mom. We knew sooner or later you
were coming here to live. I'm just glad it's sooner, before the cubs
were born. Uzuri, I so much want you to be my midwife."
"Grandchildren," she said with a smile. "Bless you, my dear."
Uzuri looked about. Many of the places and many of the people
reminded her of the love and companionship of her husband. But she did
not know these lands well enough to hunt them masterfully. At best, she
would be a helper. Perhaps even a beater to drive prey toward the
`real' hunting party. She could learn the land, but it would take
years, and she was not growing any younger. Maybe it was best that she
take care of the young and leave hunting to the ones who did it best.
Suddenly, she heard a roar. It was not an angry sound, but what a
male lion does when words are not enough.
"Togo!!"
She broke into a run. Togo hurried to meet her, rearing up and
putting his arms around her neck and nuzzling her.
"Mother!!"
"My little boy! I know you're a lion now, but you'll always be my
little cub! Oh, I could just eat you up!"
"Marrie said you'd come," he said, his eyes shining like diamonds.
"Welcome home, Mom! Oh, I'm so happy I could just burst!"
She nuzzled him again. "My special little boy! I heard all about
Ambia and what you did, and I'm so proud of you! So how are you??"
"Fine! Never better! You saw Marrie, didn't you? She's my wife,
now. You're going to be a grandmother soon."
"I know!" She kissed him. "You be good to Marrie, you hear me?
She's a fine lioness."
"Yes ma'am!"
"I hear Kombi is king."
"Yeah." He half laughed. "I like this Prince Consort thing well
enough, but I don't want to be a King. Besides, now that Kombi is King,
it keeps him out of trouble."
Amara rubbed full length against her husband the way Uzuri used to
do with Ugas. "Well, Honey Tree, aren't you going to show the Queen
Mother her new home? She can have my old spot now that I have a nice
soft mane to snuggle on."
"I know where my spot is," Uzuri said gently. She lithely climbed
to the top of Pride Kopje. She went to the spot where she would spend
hours talking with Ugas about the stars. His scent had nearly vanished,
but as she lay on her back and looked up at the skies, she could almost
feel his warm, strong body lying next to her. "I'm home, beloved," she
murmured. Makaka settled next to her and put his arm around her neck,
and the two of them slipped into their mid-sun nap.
CHAPTER: NO PLACE LIKE HOME
In the meanwhile, Rafiki tried to find a place of his own. It
wasn't like he expected to find another baobab just waiting for him to
move in, but he needed a quiet and private place to go when he wanted to
think. Sleeping on the ground with the pride was a romantic notion but
not a viable option; he had to set up the paraphernalia of a shaman and
paint protective icons. Also, some of his herbs could kill as well as
heal. They had to be kept away from small paws.
He invited Makaka to come along with him, but he also had a number
of uninvited guests as well. He was crowded with boisterous young cubs.
Rafiki was fond of children, but they made so much noise and bustle that
he could hardly hear himself think. Sh'aari also tagged along, trying
to control the cubs that got seriously out of line, but doing little to
curb the incessant noise and endless questions. And all the usual
questions came pouring out.
"Why do you have those stripes on your face?"
"May I touch them?"
("Yes, you may.")
"Are those stripes on your bottom the same?"
"May I touch them?"
("No, you may not touch them!")
"Will you do a magic trick?"
"Do it again!"
"Is Makaka your son?"
"Are his Mommy and Daddy in heaven?"
"Does he have any brothers and sisters?"
"Will we see them some time?"
"Why do you walk with that stick?"
"Say something in monkey language!"
"What's in the gourd?"
"Can I have one?"
"What's that smell?"
"Can you really tell the future?"
"Can I watch?"
After the first hour or two of this, Rafiki began to wonder if
cubs were more rough and tumble than they used to be, or if he was just
getting older. "Probably both," he thought, sighing.
Rafiki yelped as a furry bundle nipped playfully at his heels and
darted away, giggling madly. "Ohe! Watch it! That hurts, you little
scamp!"
"Saieti!" Sh'aari said sharply. "That was rude. Now apologize
to Rafiki."
The cub stopped and looked up at the mandrill with bright eyes.
"I'm sorry," she said in a small voice. "I was just playing."
"I know, Honey Tree." Rafiki smiled and bent to pick the cub up,
but she skittered away. "What's wrong? I won't hurt you." He peered
at Saieti as she huddled against the lioness's side. "What's that on
your side?"
Sh'aari licked the trembling cub. "Ambia's handiwork," she said.
"That's just one of the marks he left on our pride."
"My Gods!" Rafiki knelt and stroked the wide eyed youngster.
"You needn't fear him any longer, child. Togo and Kombi have set things
right again, and this old monkey will certainly never hurt you."
Saieti looked at him carefully, measuring him. It drove a thorn
in his heart to see the look of guarded suspicion on one so young.
"Even if I sit in your favorite spot?"
He nodded. "Perhaps we have the same favorite spot, eh? We'll
just have to share." He reached into his gourd and got a piece of Tiko
root. Saieti sniffed, inhaling the wonderful fragrance. Her tongue
licked out and her eyes followed the treat as Rafiki moved it about.
"Who do you love?"
"You, Rafiki!"
"How much do you love me?"
"Bunches and bunches!"
The correct answer was, of course, "more than life." There would
never be another cub quite like Taka, but there would also never be
another cub quite like Saieti. "Good enough!"
Rafiki dropped the Tiko root and Saieti snapped it up. She
savored its goodness, then swallowed it. Then she looked up at him and
grunted affectionately.
The mandrill picked up the cub, kissed her and hugged her tightly.
"You poor baby! If anyone tries to hurt you again, I'll kill `em!"
She cuddled under his chin and purred. Overcome, Rafiki began to
sob, kissing her repeatedly and whispering loving names in his old
tongue. "Why do they have to suffer?" he asked Sh'aari. "Why the
helpless and the innocent?? She deserves so much more out of life, and
if I could take those stripes from her and bear them myself, I would!"
Saieti wrapped her large cub paws around his neck and nestled her
head against his shoulder, a faint purring tickling his neck.
Rafiki's thoughts went back to a different time and place before
old age had set in and when all things were fresh and new. He
remembered picking up Ajenti and holding her, and asking his new wife,
"Isn't she beautiful, Asumini?"
Asumini had smiled. "Our child will also be beautiful, like its
father."
Dearest Asumini! It was on their wedding day, the beginning of a
brief dream of happiness and fatherhood. He kissed Saieti again and
closed his eyes, listening to her small heartbeat. Poor Asumini, poor
Penda, gone! Spirits in the Kingdom of Aiheu separated from him by
every breath he drew, every beat of his own heart.
He clung to the cub, sighed deeply, and remembered. Then he
looked in her eyes and kissed her again. "I see the beauty of Aiheu in
your smile and the way your eyes shine. I feel the warmth of Aiheu in
your soft fur. Never turn from your Uncle Rafiki, my dear. I love you,
Saieti."
"I love you too."
Sh'aari nuzzled him and smiled, giving him a long, slow lick up
the cheek. "Oh, look what I did to your beard!" She quickly began
grooming his right side back into some semblance of his left.
Rafiki's eyes half closed and he felt very much at peace. The
realization came streaming through that his happiness had always been
there--it had only taken many different forms. "Thank you, Aiheu," he
prayed silently. "You always take care of me. Now if I only had a home
of my own...."
At that moment Amara came in. "I hear you need a place to live,"
she said. "You can have my old place. I'm staying with my husband
now."
He looked up and sighed gratefully. "That was fast."
Amara led the crowd down to her small cave in the side of the
kopje. It was not much to look at, but it had made her the envy of all
the other lionesses.
"Here it is!" she said with obvious pride. "Your new home!"
Rafiki looked inside. It was damp and wet, though Marrie was
clearly making a great sacrifice for him.
"You ought to know when it rains, water comes through this crack
in the ceiling."
"I can fill the crack," he said, thinking aloud. "It will require
some work from time to time, and maybe a little straw on the floor will
make it a little dryer and warmer. Makaka has lung trouble, so I'll let
him take this side when he sleeps over." Idly running his fingers
through Makaka's hair, he told Amara, "He'll usually sleep with you
girls if that's all right. Uzuri is his mother, you know."
"We'd be delighted!" Amara said, nuzzling Makaka until he had to
giggle. "He's so sweet!"
"We'd have to raise a bed here to keep out the water."
"I'm sorry we don't have anything better."
Rafiki put his arms around Amara's neck. "Oh gods, It's the most
wonderful present I've ever received! Thank you, dear Marrie!"
Still, it was not exactly Busara's cave....
Old Busara! How long ago those happy days seemed! Once Rafiki
thought he would be chief of the mandrill village where he lived. Then
Busara brought him to a state of enlightenment, a favor he would buy
with his own blood when the priest of the old ways found out. The fever
to be a shaman consumed him and transformed him, and finally sent him to
his third home. That was supposed to be his final haven, a place to
spend the rest of his days in loving service with his wife and children
and the people of Ahadi.
Fate was not so kind. With no wife to comfort him, no children to
raise, he had lost the home itself with all its memories. Makaka and
Uzuri were his only ties to his old life. At his advanced age, he was
starting over.
CHAPTER: NIGHT COMES
As the sun began to set, the lionesses gathered for their hunt.
Adhama came and nuzzled Uzuri. "Time to gather up," she said
cheerfully. "I've looked so forward to the honor of hunting with you,
Zuri."
"I'm flattered," Uzuri said. "But I'm unfamiliar with the area.
Tonight, let me sit with the children."
"Zuri, don't be timid! We don't expect you to bring down a
buffalo by yourself! Just tag along and learn the land tonight."
"Maybe tomorrow," Uzuri said. "Good hunting, sister."
Adhama nodded, and before she left she added, "Don't get used to
it. I look forward to seeing you in action out there."
"I won't." Uzuri smiled and pulled a sleepy cub a bit closer.
Adhama nodded and paced away silently, vanishing into the dark.
From another clump of brush, Makaka emerged, humming a tune to himself
as he meandered over. He sighed and slipped his arms around Uzuri's
neck, hugging her close.
She smiled and kissed him with her warm tongue. "Busy day?"
"Busy week!" He slid down, resting his head on her side. "We
walked everywhere! Rafiki found this really cool place to set up in.
It's kind of damp, though." He yawned hugely. "We had to cut brush and
fill cracks. The dampness hurts his joints, you know." His voice
dropped off to a buzz as he slowly nodded off.
Uzuri continued to groom him absently, turning this over in her
mind. After all the times Rafiki had rubbed her stuff joint without
complaint! She had no idea his joints hurt!
Eventually the warmth of Makaka and the cubs sank into her and
she drowsed lightly, head still erect and ears alert for any
disturbance. Before too long she detected the familiar tread of Rafiki
as he eased through the grass towards her; his distinctive gait barely
registering before she relaxed again.
Very quietly, Rafiki bent down next to her face and ever so softly
planted a kiss on her cheek. He whispered, "There's nothing I wouldn't
do for you, girl. If this doesn't prove it, I don't know what will."
One of her eyes opened to look at him.
"Oh, I didn't mean to wake you!"
"That's all right." She patted with her paw and winked. She
didn't have to ask twice--he settled next to her. "You look tense.
Relax." She took a paw and controlling her great strength with finesse,
began to rub his back and shoulders. "You need to relax. This day has
worn you out." When she heard the grunt of relief, she knew she'd found
the source of his pain and she concentrated on loosening him up. What
her paws lacked in dexterity, they made up for in gentle persistence.
And only when Uzuri was content with the results did she let him up.
"If you feel tense again, you come see me."
"I will," he said, kissing her brow. "Thank you."
She managed to stay awake until the hunting party came back. She
had an important job to do, but she was restless and wondered what she
was missing on the trail. She also wondered how her own Pride Sisters
were faring, and if they caught anything. She glanced back in the
direction of Pride Rock and sighed.
When the lionesses returned victorious, she woke the cubs and
shared her first meal with her new family. Not knowing many of them
well, she heard snatches of gossip and idle chatter that sounded only
distantly familiar. As a result, she said very little.
That night as she finally settled to sleep, time and time again in
her dreams she re-enacted the parting from her Pride Sisters.
"I give you the most precious possession I have. I gave a lot of
thought to what I would say when I left you. In the end there is
nothing I can say, and so I leave you with silence. But I can never
forget the time we spent together on the trail...."
That was the crux of her problem. She could never forget the time
they spent together on the trail. Would she ever be that happy again?
And did she have the right to subject Rafiki and Makaka to this?
CHAPTER: CHOOSING A PATH
The next morning, Rafiki dropped by cheerfully but a little stiff.
"How did you sleep?"
"Fine."
"Uh huh...." He looked at her dusty, disarranged fur. "That's
nice."
Makaka took Rafiki aside. "No. She moaned and tossed all night.
She's not happy here. I heard her crying. Rafiki, I want to go home!
I have some friends here, but this place is not good for us."
Rafiki sighed and made his way back to her. "So, my dear, how do
you like it here?"
Uzuri looked pensive. "Fine. But do you think I've left my
sisters in the lurch?"
"No. They'll have to adapt, if you really want to stay.
Admittedly, it won't be easy."
"So you think it's wrong my being here?"
"I didn't say that."
"Well, what DID you say?"
"I said--and I will say again--I cannot choose your path. You
must go where your heart leads you."
She shuddered. "I hope you won't be disappointed, but my heart is
leading me back to Pride Rock."
Rafiki sprang to life. "I'll get my things!"
"But I have to say good bye."
"Of course you do. But if we do it quickly, we can make it back
in time for tonight's hunt." He hugged her tightly. "We can't have you
unhappy, my dear!"
That afternoon, an article of her faith became very real to her.
Pain was indeed the brother of pleasure, and in loving Ugas and his
pride, she had opened herself to the pain of farewells. Adhama and
Amara were dear friends and she would miss them terribly. And there
were her sons who must remain behind in the kingdom of her dead husband.
But as Aiheu had told all who dared to love, the pleasure was worth the
pain--it gave her nobility and inner beauty that shone brightly from her
hazel eyes.
Makaka was impatient to leave, hopping from foot to foot at the
delay as Uzuri and Rafiki nuzzled each cub and spoke to each of the
lionesses.
The brothers insisted on escorting them back to the border, and
Uzuri was glad of the company.
"You will visit us, won't you?" Togo asked.
"Of course I will, if the King permits."
"The King insists," Kombi said. "Oh look, I can see the stream
from here." The sadness behind his smile was obvious to her and she
nuzzled him.
"There's no stream deep enough or wide enough to keep us apart,"
Uzuri said.
Reaching the bank, she couldn't help but feel her heart sink as
her sons stopped short of the water. She kissed each of them on the
cheek, inhaling their scent and holding it in her memory. "I'm so proud
of you both! Your father is too, I know it."
Kombi nuzzled her one last time, then stepped back. "Aiheu
abamami, mother. Take care." Togo bid her farewell, and then joined
his brother as they turned and headed back home. Uzuri watched them
leave, then slowly turned towards her own home that lay shimmering in
the distance like something out of a dream.
The three splashed through the water, then stood once again on
their old ground. Without looking back, Uzuri led Rafiki and Makaka
past the spot where young Sarabi and Taka used to play. They went
through the field where Ahadi lay his feverish body to die with his
beloved Akase. She passed the spot where Misha had made her first kill
and first made love with Tanabi. And she saw the spot where Pipkah
crawled away to die after the great battle. She half smiled when she
thought about the tricks she pulled on him. Maybe he learned a little
humility at the end--maybe he'd even found peace.
They arrived at Rafiki's baobab a little before sunset. The
reddish hue sparkled from his cheeks as he reentered his old home, each
limb and notch calling to him like an old friend. Reaching up, he ran
his fingertips gently along the runes painted into the trunk, tracing
gently over the Eye of Aiheu with one hand. Making his way to the
hollowed alcove where he stored his things, he reached in to put his
medicine pouch inside--and stopped, pulling out an ivory tooth, well
worn and familiar as his own.
Rafiki clutched the tooth in one palm, feeling warmth steal over
him as Ahadi's voice rang gently in his ears. "Where have you been, you
old rascal?"
"In misery," he said. "But I'm back to stay." He shuddered in a
deep breath, the smell of wild honey enveloping him as he knelt and gave
thanks.
Presently he rose and wandered over to where Uzuri sat. He joined
her, reaching around and holding her to him as they gazed across the
land at the dim silhouette of Pride Rock. Uzuri looked at him, a smile
touching her face as she saw the look of peace in his features. "I
think we did the right thing."
"I for one can not disagree." He grinned. "But you'd better
hurry; it's time for the hunt, isn't it?"
"Oh!" She purred, rubbing her cheek against his. "Thank you
Rafiki!" Descending carefully, she bounded off, the years seeming to
fall away as she loped through the grass happily, each landmark that
went by stirring new feelings of happiness inside her heart. As she
drew near her home, she detected a familiar scent and rushed toward it,
a beatific smile beaming from her features. Breaking clear from the
grass, she leapt upon a lioness who had been sniffing the ground nearby,
knocking the startled creature to the ground. "Fini!!"
"Uzuri?! Oh gods! You're back!" Sarafina embraced her sister
with her forepaws, nuzzling her amid joyful laughter. "Praise Aiheu!"
Uzuri bounded up and smoothed her fur back into place as the other
lionesses emerged around them, exclaiming at her appearance. "I feel
like a good hunt. Is it too late?" She peered around at them, seeing
the happy faces from her childhood, the old friends who had hunted by
her side, her gaze finally coming to rest upon one she had trained from
a cub. Uzuri nodded at Misha. "Would you have me? I'll help out in
any position you want me in."
Misha shook her head. "There is only one position I can give you
tonight. She padded over to the decimated remains of the pride's last
kill, tearing off a small section of hide. She laid it at Uzuri's feet,
then pressed her paw to the inside of the skin, wetting it with the
blood that remained.
Uzuri's eyes stung with tears as Misha placed her paw upon the
older lioness's cheeks. "I'd give you my most cherished possession, but
he's pledged to me. So I'll have to give you this." Kissed her.
"Welcome home, hunt mistress." She sat back and looked at her
attentively. "Where will you have us?"
"Eastern meadow," Uzuri says tersely. "Crescent maneuver, Isha on
the left, Sarabi on the right, and girls, give us support from the wadi
from the north. It's good to be home...."
She was in rare form. They killed a water buffalo and feasted
royally, heading back home in the small hours of the morning with full
swinging bellies and contented smiles all around. As they settled in to
sleep, Uzuri heard Simba utter a final roar as he proclaimed his rule
once again. And in the distant night, she heard her sons answer, their
proud call bringing a smile to her face as it followed her down into
peaceful dreams.
CHAPTER: NO SHAME
Uzuri quietly slipped in to Rafiki's presence. There was no need
to ask her what she wanted. Rafiki smiled and put his hands on her
shoulder blade, rubbing in tight circles, then gradually spreading out
like ripples in a pond to loosen up the joints and warm up the muscles.
She grunted with pleasure as he worked his way down to her elbow,
relieving her discomfort.
"How is the Garu Root helping?"
"It helps," she said with a certain reserve.
"But not as much as it used to?"
"Not quite."
"I see." Rafiki shook his head.
Uzuri looked at him worriedly. "What's wrong?"
"Oh, you'd just get upset with me."
"No I wouldn't."
Rafiki got some Garu root and began to grate it with a flint
pebble. "It's nothing really. Sometimes I think out loud, and you're
reading too much into it."
"If you don't tell me, I PROMISE you I will be upset."
Rafiki sighed. "It's not your health, old girl. I was just
thinking of something that happened to me when Simba came back.
Minshasa came to me that night while I was grieving for Taka."
"So you were there after all."
"Yes. You don't stop loving someone just because they hurt you."
He switched to the other side and began rubbing at the shoulder blade.
"Does that feel good?"
"Well? What did she say? Am I going to have to pull it out of
you a word at a time?"
Rafiki smiled. "You're always in a hurry!"
"Rafiki!"
"All right, all right." He scratched his head uncomfortably. "We
were talking, and she asked me what I wanted as a reward for my service.
And I guess I looked down at his body and thought about all the people I
loved that I've had to watch die one by one. Maybe that was what was
going through my mind."
"And?"
"And I said that maybe I'd like a friend that would always be
there for me, someone that I wouldn't have to worry about losing.
Someone that would be my friend in this world and the next." A shy
smile of mixed pride and embarrassment crept over his face. "She said,
`That would be Uzuri.'"
Uzuri smiled. "Was that it?"
"Almost. She told me that her gift to me is that we would both
die on the same day."
Uzuri looked penetratingly into his eyes. "She offered you a
gift, and you chose that?"
"I told you you'd be upset."
"I'm not upset. I'm just--well--surprised at you. There were so
many things you could have asked for."
"That's what I wanted then, and that's what I want now. But you
know something, old girl? I have so many things I have to do. I must
train Makaka before I go to my fathers. You have to take care of
yourself. I keep patching you up and sending you out for more wear and
tear." He shook his head again. "I'm glad you're back where you
belong, but why did you come back as Hunt Mistress? Misha is very good
for one so young. Wouldn't you like to live to see her do well at it?
Why don't you do that tonight?"
"But the hunt mistress is what I am! If I wasn't that, what would
I be?"
"You are so many things, all of them very special to me. Go ahead
and hunt if you must, but you take such risks. I mean, every time you
lunge at a wildebeest, I cringe." He put his hands out and caressed her
lovingly under the chin, running his fingertips gently across her
cheeks. "I like that face the way it is," he said reverently. "Already
you have a scar across the bridge of your nose and that nick under your
cheek, and that bald spot behind your ear from the gazelle."
"Thanks for noticing," Uzuri said a little indignantly.
"Oh gods, listen to me!" He began to gesture wildly. "Every time
you go out there, I'm scared out of my wits! I can't stand it when you
get hurt. Every time you get hurt, a piece of my heart dies."
"Don't be so dramatic."
"Hey you, listen to me! Avina was every bit as good as you, but
gods, the horror of her face, the horror! I'll never forget that face
as long as I live! I can see that happening to you. I have nightmares
about it!" He put his arms around her neck and waited a moment for his
heart to stop pounding. Then he took a deep breath, let it out slowly,
and began to speak to her fatherly. "I know we all have to die
sometime, but I don't want you to be frightened and in pain when you
die. I don't want you gasping out your life with your ribs stove in
like Beesa's." He kissed her on the cheek and gave her a pat. "When
the time comes, I'd want you to lay your head in my lap and drift away
quietly. I would give you something for your pain. Then I would wait
for Minshasa to come for us. I want it said that they found us
together." Rafiki turned away quickly, wiping his eyes. "I'll get your
Garu root now."
"Rafiki?"
The mandrill did not turn around. He began soaking the Garu root
in water. "I'll just be a moment."
"Rafiki, if you think it's best for Makaka that I step down, I'll
do it. You are the person to train him, and I can't be selfish and
spoil his chances. And Misha would make a fine hunt mistress. I'm sure
I could talk her into it."
Rafiki took in a deep breath and let it out. "Please, Uzuri?"
"I'll do it. For Makaka."
"Oh thank God!" Rafiki bent over and began to cry uncontrollably.
"Thank God! Thank God!"
Uzuri quietly stalked over and nuzzled him.
CHAPTER: THE FOUR OF US
Uzuri, having pledged to take care of Elanna, is playing with
Makaka when suddenly Makaka says, "We're being watched." They are by
the baobab at the time.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, Uzuri."
"Where are they?"
"It's a lioness. I don't know her, but she knows you. It's
coming from...." He began to scan a small region of brush and trees at
the edge of the savanna. As if she knew the jig was up, Elanna came
stalking out into the open.
"Lannie! I thought you were dead!" Uzuri started forward.
"Don't hurt me!" Elanna said, starting backward.
"Hon, I won't hurt you. I'm your friend, remember?"
"Well, I was hoping you wouldn't hurt me." She came toward Uzuri
and nuzzled her desperately, "Oh Uzuri, I've been so alone!"
"Not any more, dear. Not any more."
"But I can't come back. The others--they hate me. I just know
it. They'll never let me stay." She started to cry. "Uzuri, I don't
know what to do! I've been alone for the longest time. I can't stand
it anymore! I tried to join Mabongo's pride but his wife is insanely
jealous. She tried to kill me!"
"Oh honey tree!" Uzuri nuzzled her again.
"It was in the hunt. She said it was an accident, but I know
better! I almost ended up like Avina!"
"Poor thing!" She stroked Elanna's cheek with her paw. "You
remember my sons Togo and Kombi, don't you?"
"Yes. How are they?"
"Well Kombi's a king and Togo's his Prince Consort." Uzuri
smiled. "Their father died, but his death gave them a new life. Life
is like the wind--if you don't like the way it's blowing, wait and it
will change." She kissed Elanna's cheek. "They will be glad to take
you in, my dear."
"Really?"
"Yes, and you could have a fresh start...." She frowned. "No!
Your home is here, and you're going to come home where you belong."
"But they all hate me. They'll never forgive me for marrying
Taka."
"I think they will. Don't you want to see your sister Sarabi
again?"
"Oh gods, I'd give anything to see her. But it will never work!"
"I don't want you give anything--just the effort to trust me and
come back. Give it a try."
"But facing all of them alone...."
"You're not alone. I will be with you."
"Why are you so good to me?"
"Because I love you, and because I promised Taka that I would look
after you the way you asked me to look after him."
"How is he? What happened to him?"
"He died like a real lion. You would have been proud of him."
"You are good, Uzuri. So good to me. If it's the two of us, I
will give it a try. It can't hurt."
"The three of us," Makaka said.
"The four of us," Rafiki said. Rafiki threw his arms around
Elanna's strong neck. "First Simba came back from death. Now my
Lannie. God has been generous."
Bravely, hopefully, the four friends headed for Pride Rock.
THE EPILOGUE
Makaka looked anxiously toward the mouth of the cave. He was not
used to being excluded from Uzuri's presence, but Uzuri had a few words
for Rafiki alone. And since she was so old and in such pain, Makaka was
used to granting her every whim whenever possible. Later he planned to
pour out many things from his heart--that is, if he could figure out
where to begin.
Her last bout with fever had not been going well, and he resented
every moment he could not spend by her side. Anasa tried to comfort her
husband as well as she could, but though she was an accomplished shaman
in her own right, she could not work miracles. And she thought it would
take a miracle to bring the smile back to his face.
Gur'bruk and Kambra came to the cave, and they were allowed in at
once. Rafiki ushered them in as if they were expected, but asked Makaka
to be patient a while longer. Makaka went back to Anasa with a light
flush of anger clouding his eyes.
Inside the cave, Rafiki sat bent over with age. In his lap was
Uzuri's head. She was too old and sick to pretend anymore, and when
Rafiki put his hand down to stroke her cheek, she took his fingertips in
her mouth and gave them a gentle squeeze between her teeth. Tears
welled up in Rafiki's eyes.
"Gur'bruk, Kambra, would you stand over there for a while?" Uzuri
said hoarsely. "Be polite and don't listen in, OK?"
The hyenas nodded respectfully and went to sit in the corner.
Uzuri looked at Rafiki. "Honey Tree?"
"Yes, my dear?"
A tear began to roll down her cheek. "It must be hard to love
someone the way you loved me and feel so helpless."
"What?"
"Don't pretend with me. A female knows these things, whether
she's a mandrill or a lioness." A smile came to her face. "I thought
you were such a fool, wanting to die with me. I didn't understand then.
You weren't foolish at all. You were just in love."
"You can't die, Honey Tree. You mustn't think of dying."
"Now you ARE being a fool." She coughed so hard that her whole
body shook. "Don't worry, my dear friend. Death is but a doorway to
the world of Ka, and we will go through the door together. I'll wait
for you in the east. Then we'll be together forever."
"Forever," Rafiki said, his tears splashing on her soft cheek.
"That's a long time to put up with me."
"I've had practice." She coughed again, this time weaker. "Maybe
we won't be so different on the other side."
"How are you feeling, old girl? Did the herbs help you any?"
"I can't tell," she gasped. Her face clouded with pain. "No,
they didn't! Do you have anything stronger?"
Rafiki looked up helplessly. "Kambra? Gur'bruk?"
Old Gur'bruk came and looked deeply into her eyes. "What color
are my eyes?"
"Don't you know?"
"Come on, Uzuri. What color are they?"
"Well...hazel. No, brownish green...or green. Yes, green. Or is
it the light in here? Now they look blue."
"Blue?"
"Yes. Sky blue. No, there are clouds and...it's the sky!"
Rafiki stroked her head lovingly. "The sky?"
"Yes! I can see the clouds move!"
Gur'bruk smiled. "Are there birds in the sky, dear?"
"A red bird. Can you see him, Rafiki?"
"Yes." He wiped away his tears quickly and began to fondle her
shoulder and arm while there was still time.
"That red bird is your pain," Gur'bruk. "It's flying away. Can
you feel it flying away? Getting less and less?"
"Yes." Her jaw trembled. "Yes, it's going. Thank the gods, it's
finally going. It's finally....oh look, it's Ugas! Ugas! My beloved
has come back for me! He's come back for...." Her breath went out.
Gur'bruk looks up, heartbroken. "Rafiki...."
"I know." The mandrill touched Gur'bruk's cheek and fondled
Kambra's neck. "I need a moment alone with her. Please give me that,
but don't tell Makaka she's dead. I want to tell him myself."
Gur'bruk found Makaka still sitting anxiously at the mouth of the
cave waiting for some word on her condition.
"How is she?"
"Resting peacefully," Gur'bruk said.
"Well, is she going to be all right?"
Kambra nuzzled Makaka. "Ask Rafiki. But I wouldn't go in there
just yet--he's very busy." She slinked off with Gur'bruk, anxious to be
clear of the cave before the tears started.
Makaka turned to Anasa. "I know Rafiki was close to her, but so
was I. Tell me if I'm wrong, but I think I ought to be in there. I
mean, those two got in."
"They came to help," Anasa said firmly. "You should show them
respect."
"I'm sorry." He hugged her. "I don't know what I'd do if she
died. Really, I don't."
Meanwhile, Rafiki swept Uzuri's eyes closed and gently sealed them
with a small drop of Dwe'dwe resin. "You must look good, old girl.
Your son is coming for a last look-see."
He pushed her claws back in and smoothed her ears back. He gently
put her tongue back between her teeth and lifted her jaw, bracing it up
with an arm so that she looked asleep. Then from the locket around his
neck he took some silverleaf and rubbed it between his hands, stroking
it lovingly into her fur along with his tears. "I want you to smell
nice, old girl. I wish I'd had jasmine--it was Penda's favorite. There
now, you look presentable."
Suddenly he began to sob. "Oh gods, you were always beautiful to
me!" He grabbed her paw, giving it a squeeze, kissing it and holding it
to his cheek. "Uzuri, my beautiful Uzuri! Remember when we first met?
How young we were? Soon we'll both be fresh and new, my beloved. Your
shoulder won't be stiff anymore." He laid her paw down and gently ran
his fingertips over her bad shoulder. "I bet half the time it wasn't
even hurting, you little trickster. You just wanted my attention."
Tears coursed down his cheeks. "I didn't mind it one bit. Not one bit.
We had an understanding, you and I."
Makaka sat in anticipation for several more minutes, but loyally
he had not moved a single inch. Nor would he if it took days.
"Rafiki?" he called. "Can I come in now? Will she see me?"
The old mandrill came out of the cave. He had a relieved look on
his face, and Makaka breathed a sigh. "Good news?"
Rafiki said, "Yes. No more pain. It's over."
"Over so soon? You're a genius, Rafiki! How did you do it?"
Seeing that Makaka did not understand, Rafiki said, "It's over.
Over for good."
"Over?" Makaka pushed past him and ran into the cave. "Mother?
Mother??"
In the dark, he encountered Uzuri's still warm body.
Instinctively he knew the truth. "Oh Gods!" He fell on her body,
stroking her neck and kissing her still face. "Mother! Oh Gods! Don't
leave me! Come back, Mother! Don't leave me!"
Makaka felt the familiar hand of Rafiki on his shoulder. "Son, it
was her time. She lived a long life. She was happy. She was loved.
You should remember the good she did and be glad."
Makaka looked around at him in the dark. "How can you say that
like it was nothing? I thought you loved her as much as I did! I
thought she was your friend!"
Rafiki looked at him, a soft smile on his face and a light in his
eyes that made his plain face absolutely beautiful. "Maybe I know
something that you don't. Maybe your mother isn't out there somewhere."
He patted his chest. "Maybe she's right in here."
Tears flooded Makaka's eyes and he took the frail mandrill in his
arms. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean it."
"I know."
"I have a father too. I love him and I didn't mean to hurt his
feelings."
"You keep talking like that and I WILL cry." Rafiki kissed him on
the cheek. "I must go now, Makaka my son. You stay here with your
mother and pray over her, then you get Misha and Swala to help you move
her. You'll also want them to tell the pride sisters and the King."
"Where are you going?"
"I'm going on a journey. I had to delay it because of Uzuri, but
now I can't wait any longer. Take care of yourself, my son. You're in
charge till I get back. That might be a very long time."
Rafiki left the cave without looking back. He didn't want Makaka
to know it was the last time they would meet in this world.
Anasa was waiting for him. "Does he know yet?"
"No. And just you remember what we discussed." Rafiki kissed her
cheek. "Wait until the next full moon, then tell him that Zazu found me
by Elephant Kopje."
She ran her fingertips around Rafiki's eye and touched him beneath
the chin. "Aiheu abamami."
"Aiheu abamami," he said, taking her hand and kissing it. "No
tears now. You must be strong for his sake. Watch over him for me.
And remember, not a word." Rafiki took the locket of Mano's fur and
placed it around her neck. "Give this to him later. I won't need it
where I'm going."
The old mandrill took up his staff and turned toward the east. He
looked ahead, not at the trees or even the horizon, but beyond the sun
and moon where Minshasa waited for him.
Come gentle night, stealing through the rushes;
The sun is sinking lower in the sky,
Stars wink in amid the azure heavens
And I can feel that God is very nigh.
My path grows short, home is drawing nearer;
Soon I will be laying down to rest.
Do not mourn, for it is Aiheu calling
And I will find a place among the blessed.
THE END: UNDER THE ACACIAS